four dayyyysssss

"notebooks are for taking notes, not for kissing"
hahahahah


"are you gay"
"yes"
"wait are you really gay, or do you think it means happy"
"happy."
"so you're happy"
"no"
"then why did you say yes"
"i'm sorry i just got nervous"
haha
oh man.


haha i like how awkward he was. because dude that's how it is in real life.


so this one wasn't that funny. at least not to me. i just thought it was weird... lol


"i'm imaging i'm selling a woman's watch on QVC" hahaha that was great. because the only channels we get now at my house are QVC, and some spanish soap opera channel. hahahha


bahhahah "i'm sorry i can't my heart belongs to someone else...hey reba"
oh goodness glad i finally saw this. this kid cracks me up.
yup it only took me however long to find them and watch them. but the fact that i watched them is all that matters!
anyways. lets see.
went home last tuesday.
life has been pretty boring.
my brothers' friend took my computer to make it better on thursday and i finally got it back today. i missed my computer oh so much <3
okay. lets see. on thursday i also hung out at my brothers work for basically half the day. i mean i had nothing else to do. then i went to the library and got out six books. i read five of them in 3 1/2 days. because i decided i didn't really want to read the last one. i started to read it, but i just got bored with it. which is weird, since i read the series before, i think i just might need to read the series again to want to read it. I also have been doing the wii fit everyday. it told me i was in the normal range for what i should be, but then it was like you should set a goal to be even more average. i was like alright wiifit. so i've been working towards that. haha. it's pretty exciting. i made my "trainer" the guy. he's really nice. i tried the lady but she seemed kind of mean. i dont' know, the guy just encourages me a lot more haha.
anyways. i'm working on toning up my abs. and it's exciting. plus the balance board keeps asking me if i trip alot when i walk...it's very interesting...since i do...haha.
it's like IT KNOWS ME!.
so i'm also working on my balance, and according to them...it's getting better. so by the time i go back to school i'm going to have some toned abs and i won't trip as much! yay! haha
so anyways. haha friday... i just hung out at my house. tried to clean my room, wrapped some presents... then went to the mall with my mom that night. was kind of in a bad mood, and my mom kept bugging me to buy black tights because i was going to a wedding saturday. but i kept refusing because i bought a pack of three black tights from forever 21 last week that arrived today just in time for christmas :)
so yeah i was kind of annoyed, plus i was tired. all last week i didn't sleep well in my bed. i don't know what it was, actually i just think my mattress isn't that great anymore. i slept in the center of my bed for so long that there is an indent there now...hahahaha
but oh well.
anyways. so i was at the mall with my mom. just trying to help her find christmas presents, and there were like a billion people there, and it was overwhelming and i was tired and i really didnt enjoy it at all. then i was walking and I SAW A KID FROM MY COLLEGE. i was like...ohmygosh i know that kid.
funny thing is i was wearing sweatpants from my college. good thing he didn't notice me!
then when we were leaving there was a oh i would say he was ten year old sitting on the bench smoking and when i looked at him he was like ooohh yeahhh and said some other things along the lines of yeah i'm hot why don't you hit me up. and i was like wow. first of all i wanted to throw up in my mouth. well or on him. and secondly and i wanted to slap him so hard that he forgot his name.
seriously i don't understand why children think it's exciting to smoke. they just look dumb, and even though it sounds mean i hope they get cancer to realize how stupid they were.
oh wow that sounds really mean. so i don't actually hope that. i just want to them to realize that it's dumb. SO DUMB.
sigh. children. they dont' learn anything anymore apparently.
Then it was Saturday.
and rumor has it. KEVIN GOT MARRIED! aww haha! i'm happy for him. i love Kevin and he deserves to be happy, and well i dont' know Danielle so i can't tell if i would say that she's my absolute first choice for him...i just hope he's happy :)
also i think it's cool that it snowed for them
plus i was at a wedding that day.
if i would have known Kevin's wedding was that day i would have jokingly said i was there haha.
:)
so i went to a wedding saturday :)
and i was basically invited to watch my friends child while she was a bridesmaid in her sisters wedding. and well that was fine by me. ahha i love her daughter.
so i woke up and it was snowing. and i was like oh snap. so then i had to figure out what to wear that wouldn't make me freeze to death.
also, i only own one dress...hahaha and well two skirts that would be acceptable to wear to a wedding. but i decided to wear my dress. with purple leggings (which is why my mom was being all pushy about getting black ones, but what does she know it's not like they were bright purple, they were a dark shade of purple, and they kept me pretty warm, since they seem to be heavier than normal tights..) and i wore my gray boots that go to my knees basically.
uh anyways. haha
i got to my friends house and everyone was like rushing around getting ready because we were supposed to leave their house by noon, i got there at like 11:40. my friend wasn't even dressed yet in her gown. so i took her daughter and got her ready, but she was kind of cranky since her nap wasn't as long as she would have liked it to be. she was still a major cutie, even though she was sick too...well she had this bad cough. it made me feel bad for her. she's only 15 months but she can walk and she just toys with your heart. adorableness. of course i fail and didnt' take any pictures of her, or me for that matter in our adorable outfits. what is wrong with me!??!
uh anyways everyone was finally ready to leave by 12:30
haha, better late than never i guess!
so we got to the church, and we somehow beat the limo that had all the bridesmaids...and the bride.
i went with my friend's parents and her daugther in a separate car. not like it mattered to me. since her mom and i talked about how we need to get rid of her lame excuse of a boyfriend (my friend's boyfriend that is) it was enjoyable. since really her boyfriend is stupid. he didn't want my friend to be in the wedding because that meant she would have to walk down the aisle with another guy and talk to him. I was like seriously what is wrong with you. such an idiot.
but anyways i'm not going to go on and on about why i don't like him, that's a blog for another day :) hahaha
so. we wind up at the church. we get out. there is snow everywhere. EVERYWHEREEEE. but thankfully it had stopped snowing at that time. we enter said church. one of the groomsmen opened the door, he was really funny, i forget what he said but i was like oh you, your so cool.
so then i was awkwardly standing there with the baby, my friends mom, and the groomsmen.... yup.
then finally my friends mom was like does someone want to escort Sam to where i'll be sitting.
so someone escorted me and the babbyyyy. to where she would be sitting, and the guy put his arm out and i was like...uhh hmm. i didn't say anything but i was thinking i can't really hold your arm and a baby at the same time...well i mean i could have, but the baby likes to move around alot. soo i didn't think it would be a good idea.
so he escorted us to the seats. walked away. my friends one younger sister wanted to see the baby let her. meanwhile the baby was getting glitter all over EVERYONE and EVERYTHING because her dress had glitter around the little flowers. aww she was so cute though :)
whydidn't i take a picture. sigh.sighsigh.
uh anyways.
wedding. it was short and sweet and beautiful. i dont cry at weddings. in fact i laugh. i don't know why...but i do. so i did laugh, but i was also busy trying to not let the baby walk all around, she wanted to get down and go visit her mom at the top of the stairs with all the other bridesmaids.
yup that wasn't good. but you know the wedding was short enough that it wasn't that bad.
afterwards i walked around all the pews with the baby while they took wedding pictures.
then we headed to the reception.
it started to snow again.
okay so a few weeks prior to the wedding my friend was like hey do you mind if i set you up on a blind date...
and i was like uh what. what is his name and tell me some information about him first.
so she told me he was really religious like me, and that he wanted a girl who wanted the same things as him.
and that his name was David.
i was like alright he doesn't sound bad, but i was like i just need to see him first.
perhaps that's superficial...but i just couldn't imagine my friend having the same taste in men as me...
i mean she said he was cute, but now that i think about it, she wasn't that convincing...
haha
so at the church during the pictures my friend pointed him out, and well he happened to be the kid that walked me to my seat... lol
so yeah at the reception we start to walk in and my friends mom goes... oh sam there is someone here that i think you should meet.
immediately i was like...oh really...
and then she told me that it was the groom's brother.
yup.
THE GROOM'S BROTHER.
hahah.
i was like oh kay.
so we sat around for awhile. it was kind of boring, everyone was fawning over the baby so i was just kind of chilling there wishing that i had the baby to keep me entertained.
everyone got introduced in the wedding party and my friends mom was like oh there he is...
and i was like oh.. yeah he's cute.
because he really was cute, he was really tall, and blonde.
and well attractive.
and i can't help the fact that they told me all those good things about him being religious. i mean dude that's REALLY attractive.
finally it was time to eat.
we ate.
the food was alright.
then it was time to throw the bouquet.
i disappeared during that time. bhaha.
i mean the guy was like "all the single ladies come up here"
and i was like.uh.no.
bye.
and i took the baby and left that area for awhile.
ha
what can i say. i'm really not a big fan of being the center of attention, and especially not when everyone will stare at you while you try to catch a bouquet...
they cut the cake. the music started. people danced. my friend called her boyfriend to ask him to come get her and the baby so they could leave.
and my friend was like well i was going to introduce you to Dave, but i'm really tired and i'll just do it some other time.
i was like um okay.
but i was really thinking...some other time? when do you think i'll be in the same place as him and you ever again? i don't know that confused me alot. and i'm not sure what she is now planning...
scary.
but it doesn't matter because i was talking to my friend and her mom came back and was like "sam can you come here for a minute"
so i followed her, then realized what she was doing and immediately panicked...
haha
then she was like i just want you to meet dave, just for a second. i was like...um okay.
and my heart rate picked up significantly.
so we stood there for a bit because he was talking to someone else then they finished their conversation and my friends mom was like DAVE! i just wanted you to meet Sam...
she said some other things but i was freaking out a bit so i don't remember what she said. all i know is she walked away and i was like um. hi. and we shook hands then he was like "so i really don't know what to say" an di was like hahaha oh good cause i really don't either.
then he asked me if i was a part of campus crusades.
i said no but i go to the interdenominational church services every sunday.
and he was like oh..
and i'm not sure if he was like oh that's interesting. or oh like what religion are you that you go to an interdenominational service.
it seems my mind left off the Christian part of statement. but oh well.
so then we stood there awkwardly for a bit and then he asked if i played sports and i was like oh yeah i played lacrosse!
and he was like oh one of the kids in my youth group plays lacrosse, and i was like oh well girls lacrosse is a lot different than guys lacrosse, my brother used to play he was pretty good.
(yeah i have no idea why i had to say that my brother was good... see i get so nervous i just blurt out things that are kind of irrelevant at that moment...)
then he was like when did you start college.
and i repeated his question like an idiot. mostly because i was like when did i start college? what? thinking do you mean this year like the date or what?
and he was like yeah what year are you.
i was like ohhhhhh. i'm a junior.
and he was like i'm in my first year of grad school.
and i was like wow that's cool!
and he was like yeah i guess.
then there was another awkward silence.
and at some point he told me he went to school in ohio. and i told him where i went to school. we also talked about me being a religious studies major, and him saying that i have plenty of time to decide what i'm doing with that.
but i don't recall finding out what he's going to grad school for.
oh well. then he was like oh well i think my dad wants to leave it was nice meeting you sam?
and i was like oh yeah sam...
and then he walked away and i was like
why didn't i say bye dave.
ha
obviously i am majorly awkward.
oh well.
i met him.
and that's all that matters.
plus he had this really interesting accent. and i can't figure out what kind of accent it was.
partly because the music was so loud that i couldnt really hear him that well, and partly because i don't know if he was like adopted or something...
idk. his brothers both had brown hair, he was the only blonde one.
and they all looked really different with their facial features.
but what do i know.
so that was my awkward time with Dave.
he was nice. but i decided to not really think about it.
although i'm pretty much failing already. he was really nice, and i liked that he had all those religous morals.
but i'm trying to be like. if it's meant. it's meant. if not i gotta let it go.
I'M TRYINGGGGGGGG.
ahhhh.
so anyways.
that was my saturday. after i came home it kept snowing and i didn't really do anything except make fun of the people on qvc, i tweeted about the one thing on there, and they @replied me on twitter. i legit laughed hysterically.
since i was being sarcastic. let me find it..
my tweet
"this bruce makowsky on qvc is AMAZING, he handstitched over 1400 bags for just one style . i must know his secret."
the sarcasm is seriously dripping off of that tweet. but then again maybe you can't tell...
and their reply
"behindtheQ:
@sparker37 Which B. Makowsky bag caught your eye? And thanks for tuning in!"

i was like oh really qvc..you kill me.
first of all i don't want to be tuned in. it's the only channel i get besides a spanish movie/soap opera channel. at least in my room that's how it is.
and second of all i could never buy a b. makowsky bag they are like 240 dollars.
um ridiculous.
so yeah. since i seem to not be able to go back to my old job. they never responded, i'll be passing my days watching qvc.
maybe they'll @reply me some more for entertainment.
hahahah.
although today i went to the library again.
i also had a doctors appt. and wouldn't you know it, a kid i graduated with came in. i was like oh no. then i was like oh right i can't go on anywhere. haha.
and wouldn't you also know it. he sat right near me and was like "hey sam!" i was like "hey..."
then he was like "so are you sick?"
i thought to myself, uh woah isn't that a personal question. goodness.
and then i said "oh no i'm just here for a checkup"
and i realized that i was violently turning the pages of the magazine i was reading...
yeah.
idk haha.
so i finished my checkup and he was still in the waiting room so i waved to him, didn't want to be rude and he was like "see ya!" i was like haha.
needtoleave.
which is when i hit up the library. got more books out.
came home.
checked my grades, although they wont' legit be up until wednesday. but i got an a- in math and my greek teacher emailed me and told me i got an a- in his class too.
sigh. stupid -
oh well.
also my tights arrived today. the ups man rang the doorbell and i like ran over there, and he was already partway down the sidewalk but he turned around so i like waved and then he like yelled something but i already slammed the door.
haha.
oh well.
i'm not that worried about it.
and that was my eventful day.
tomorrow i'm getting some blood drawn.
by myself.
i might cry.
i hate needles.
then i'm babysitting tomorrow night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so excited haven't seen Emily in forever! i miss her :D
and her mom is getting us some pizza with pineapple on it. i always liked that family haha :)
and well that's it.
love my computer :)
the kid put windows 7 on it.
i would tell you how amazing it was. if i could tell the difference.
all i know is a lot of things are rearranged and i don't know where they are ..
but it's all good, as long as my computer acts normal and stops freezing.
but i'm already happy i mean he did a good job.
so yeah.
okay i need to go to bed now. i'm just blabbing on about nothing
so FOUR DAYS TIL CHRISTMAS!
goodnight my lovelies :)