so uh
just kidding about not talking to you till 2009
just have a video to share.
i think it's pretty hilarious so enjoy!
now gotta get ready to go to HERSHEY
to see HONOR SOCIETY !!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
gosh i'm so excited
k bye!
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
hersheyhersheyhershey
HERSHEY TOMORROW NIGHT!
ahh!
i kind of can't believe i'm actually going to go.
i usually would never do something like that.
but you know i think i'm prepared to do something crazy like that.
besides my dad will be in my apartment for school only twentyish minutes away. no biggie.
but hs is having their meet and greet from 4-6 pm.
i'm pretty sure i won't make it out in time for that
oh well. i'm sure they'll be hanging out all night.
talk to you in 2010
:)
wasn't 2009 an interesting year?
ahh!
i kind of can't believe i'm actually going to go.
i usually would never do something like that.
but you know i think i'm prepared to do something crazy like that.
besides my dad will be in my apartment for school only twentyish minutes away. no biggie.
but hs is having their meet and greet from 4-6 pm.
i'm pretty sure i won't make it out in time for that
oh well. i'm sure they'll be hanging out all night.
talk to you in 2010
:)
wasn't 2009 an interesting year?
refocused.
all i can say is i missed Christa's blogs. so glad she's writing again.
even though they are only about "project beautiful"
but so what. i'm stoked. :)
she makes me feel inspired, and helps me remember why i want to learn guitar.
but most importantly she always refocuses my attention on God.
my number one.
man. someday i would love to thank her for that.
goodnight my loves.
even though they are only about "project beautiful"
but so what. i'm stoked. :)
she makes me feel inspired, and helps me remember why i want to learn guitar.
but most importantly she always refocuses my attention on God.
my number one.
man. someday i would love to thank her for that.
goodnight my loves.
Monday, December 28, 2009
...
you know i feel kind of bleh today. not like sick...although there is a possibility that i am getting sick. I can sort of feel it coming...fail.
but anyways just bleh like i don't want to do anything with anyone. but at the same time i don't want to just stay home and do nothing. it's so very conflicting.
so i had to get a tb shot today. for my job at school. so ridiculous. but whatever.
and it kind of hurt.
and now i have to wait til Wednesday for them to tell me that everything is fine, and then i can work all during the spring semester.
excitement.
then my mom and i went to walmart.
and i was looking at the miley and max stuff. i tried on the one tank top they designed that had the zipper down the back, and i really liked it but i was trying to decide when i would wear it and i decided probably never. so i didn't buy it.
and i tried on the blazer.
and i think i'm going to go back and get that.
or just eventually get it.
i really liked the way it looked on. :)
and New Years Eve is fast approaching.
is it sad that i'm getting nervous.
i don't normally do things alone like that.
i mean my dad is driving me but he was like i'm not going to hang out there.
sooo i'm going to need to make friends.
gasp!
haha
i hear Kenny (jonas busdriver) is goign to be there!
so maybe i'll take a picture with him
and i can FINALLY meet Hannah Hylen.
so that'll be cool.
well that's it all.
i'm going to try to not have such weird conflicting emotions tomorrow.
haha
peace.out.
but anyways just bleh like i don't want to do anything with anyone. but at the same time i don't want to just stay home and do nothing. it's so very conflicting.
so i had to get a tb shot today. for my job at school. so ridiculous. but whatever.
and it kind of hurt.
and now i have to wait til Wednesday for them to tell me that everything is fine, and then i can work all during the spring semester.
excitement.
then my mom and i went to walmart.
and i was looking at the miley and max stuff. i tried on the one tank top they designed that had the zipper down the back, and i really liked it but i was trying to decide when i would wear it and i decided probably never. so i didn't buy it.
and i tried on the blazer.
and i think i'm going to go back and get that.
or just eventually get it.
i really liked the way it looked on. :)
and New Years Eve is fast approaching.
is it sad that i'm getting nervous.
i don't normally do things alone like that.
i mean my dad is driving me but he was like i'm not going to hang out there.
sooo i'm going to need to make friends.
gasp!
haha
i hear Kenny (jonas busdriver) is goign to be there!
so maybe i'll take a picture with him
and i can FINALLY meet Hannah Hylen.
so that'll be cool.
well that's it all.
i'm going to try to not have such weird conflicting emotions tomorrow.
haha
peace.out.
Sunday, December 27, 2009
47 Days until the OLYMPICS! yessss
okay i've decided to go to see HS on NYE :D
ahhh!
i'm so excited i've never done anything like this on my own before. but you know what it's going to be ridiculously fun. i'll just make some new friends right?!
RIGHT!
ahh!
anyways.
Winter Olympics.
47 DAYS.
I'm SO EXCITED.
oh and yesterday i watched Inside/Out with Summer Sanders about Apolo Ohno. twice... and it's on again in half an hour. it's so tempting to watch again. i love Apolo. he's so cool.
yeahhh mann.
i'm excited.
i know i've said that like three days in a row now. but i really love the winter olympics, i watched Michelle Kwan when i was younger and she was amazing, she made me wish i could figure skate. of course i never learned. but you know I SO SHOULD NOW! that would be sick.
:) oh man my childhood hero. Michelle Kwan.
:D
okay well i'm lame and i'm going to watch the story about Apolo again... heehee :)
can't wait for new years eve :D
ahhh!
i'm so excited i've never done anything like this on my own before. but you know what it's going to be ridiculously fun. i'll just make some new friends right?!
RIGHT!
ahh!
anyways.
Winter Olympics.
47 DAYS.
I'm SO EXCITED.
oh and yesterday i watched Inside/Out with Summer Sanders about Apolo Ohno. twice... and it's on again in half an hour. it's so tempting to watch again. i love Apolo. he's so cool.
yeahhh mann.
i'm excited.
i know i've said that like three days in a row now. but i really love the winter olympics, i watched Michelle Kwan when i was younger and she was amazing, she made me wish i could figure skate. of course i never learned. but you know I SO SHOULD NOW! that would be sick.
:) oh man my childhood hero. Michelle Kwan.
:D
okay well i'm lame and i'm going to watch the story about Apolo again... heehee :)
can't wait for new years eve :D
Saturday, December 26, 2009
You sit on a throne of lies!
so yesterday afternoon we went to my aunt's house, gave my brother's girlfriend her presents.
as a joke my youngest brother and i got her some gum called "dont have ugly children gum"
heehee.
she laughed, and chewed it right away and passed some pieces around and it was super hot cinnamon gum! but it was good, and now i won't have ugly children haha, we also gave her a really cute bracelet that had a flower on it, and i would actually totally have worn that haha, and a keychain that said love and had the eiffel tower on it too, since she wants to move to France haha :)
then we played Rockband.
it was awesome.
then it was time to eat.
had some good food.
went back to playing rockband. then we had dessert and played Imaginiff.
now that was hilarious.
my grandmother played with us and one question was
"if ________ (at that moment we were being asked what our grandma would do) were a dance what dance would he/she be"
1. waltz
2. chicken dance
3. disco
4. limbo
and there were two more but i dont' remember what they were haha
but we all basically put the waltz because we were all thinking that's a classic dance, and my grandmother chose disco.
we were all like WHAT?!?! GRANDMA! YOU WOULD BE DISCO?!!?
haha so basically Imaginiff is the craziest game ever and no matter how well you think you know someone you'll probably never get any of the answers right because they ask ridiculous questions like what dance you would be haha.
then we played Taboo, i was on my brother's girlfriend's team and we dominated.
of course everyone else cheated. haha
but you know it happens.
haha. it was fun though. :)
today i didn't really do anything. besides watch a lot of stuff about World Championships having to do with the Winter Olympics. haha. and i watched a program about Apolo Anton Ohno, he amazes me.
He was ridiculously amazing at Speed Skating in Salt Lake City.
I adore him haha :)
sigh. i really need to do something about just watching things about Olympics. it's just sad. haha
although my dad told me that he would totally drive me up to see Honor Society on New Years Eve in hershey!
i'm so excited.
i really want to go since it's free!!!
i woulddd LOVE to be there.
i should do it right?
i mean it's free and that'll pry never ever happen again.
!
ahh!
and i'm still pricing guitar cases.
i wish i knew a good place to buy one from. i looked some up on amazon and they had some for like $20. but i don't know if i should trust them for that amount... but i really don't want to pay $140 which is like the highest i've seen. that just seems ridiculous...
anyways number one on things to get GUITAR CASE!
woo. then i have to get a Greek new testament bible.
for greek class next semester.
then i'm free to go shopping! woo ahah
oh well.
so Honor Society New Years Eve? yes?
or yes?
give me your opinions!!!!!!!!!! haha
loveee youuu
as a joke my youngest brother and i got her some gum called "dont have ugly children gum"
heehee.
she laughed, and chewed it right away and passed some pieces around and it was super hot cinnamon gum! but it was good, and now i won't have ugly children haha, we also gave her a really cute bracelet that had a flower on it, and i would actually totally have worn that haha, and a keychain that said love and had the eiffel tower on it too, since she wants to move to France haha :)
then we played Rockband.
it was awesome.
then it was time to eat.
had some good food.
went back to playing rockband. then we had dessert and played Imaginiff.
now that was hilarious.
my grandmother played with us and one question was
"if ________ (at that moment we were being asked what our grandma would do) were a dance what dance would he/she be"
1. waltz
2. chicken dance
3. disco
4. limbo
and there were two more but i dont' remember what they were haha
but we all basically put the waltz because we were all thinking that's a classic dance, and my grandmother chose disco.
we were all like WHAT?!?! GRANDMA! YOU WOULD BE DISCO?!!?
haha so basically Imaginiff is the craziest game ever and no matter how well you think you know someone you'll probably never get any of the answers right because they ask ridiculous questions like what dance you would be haha.
then we played Taboo, i was on my brother's girlfriend's team and we dominated.
of course everyone else cheated. haha
but you know it happens.
haha. it was fun though. :)
today i didn't really do anything. besides watch a lot of stuff about World Championships having to do with the Winter Olympics. haha. and i watched a program about Apolo Anton Ohno, he amazes me.
He was ridiculously amazing at Speed Skating in Salt Lake City.
I adore him haha :)
sigh. i really need to do something about just watching things about Olympics. it's just sad. haha
although my dad told me that he would totally drive me up to see Honor Society on New Years Eve in hershey!
i'm so excited.
i really want to go since it's free!!!
i woulddd LOVE to be there.
i should do it right?
i mean it's free and that'll pry never ever happen again.
!
ahh!
and i'm still pricing guitar cases.
i wish i knew a good place to buy one from. i looked some up on amazon and they had some for like $20. but i don't know if i should trust them for that amount... but i really don't want to pay $140 which is like the highest i've seen. that just seems ridiculous...
anyways number one on things to get GUITAR CASE!
woo. then i have to get a Greek new testament bible.
for greek class next semester.
then i'm free to go shopping! woo ahah
oh well.
so Honor Society New Years Eve? yes?
or yes?
give me your opinions!!!!!!!!!! haha
loveee youuu
Friday, December 25, 2009
the only way to spread Christmas cheer, is singing loud for all to hear :)
yayyyy Christmassssssssss
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
okay soo went to church last night :)
candlelight service my favorite :)
and a lot of people said hi to me and i actually forgot that they even went to my church! haha but it was nice.
and of course saw this kid that i've known since 6th grade.
my family has forever made fun of me.
probably because i had a crush on him in 7th grade, and then in tenth grade he was in my study hall and WOULD NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE! hhaha.
so i always see him at christmas and sometimes easter, usually not ever besides that, but you know whatevs haha.
he smiled at me when he walked by since my family made me sit on the end and i was squished. we asked some people if we could sit with them, and apparently they were saving seats for their family. but when their family didn't show up they never moved over.
it was very uncomfortable.
so i was on the end downstairs and everyone said hi to me. and it was interesting.
haha
then we came home and watched Its A Wonderful Life
:)
that movie is so good, i mean it's sad but the ending is always nice :)
went to bed.
woke up at 6 this morning. obviously i was excited.
went back to sleep.
woke up at 9:30 ish
stayed in bed until ten then we went downstairs and looked at all the presents. haha with my brothers, we opened our stockings. got a lot of candy...
i was like oh no... haha
oh well it's christmas i'll just workout some extra time haha :)
then the opening of the presents.
so from my mom...and dad
A north face jacket, some face wash stuff, gum, cardigan, and a tv for my room.
my grandmother:
flats, dress, jeans, zebra print pillowcases :), and a purse
then i'll pry get money from my other grandmother which it seems i'll have to put towards a guitar case.
sigh. i really need one though so oh well.
oh my brothers got me Elf the movie, and a scarf...which i already own...haha. oh well it's the thought that counts :)
and i would watch a Christmas Story, but we dont' get that channel anymore. so instead i'm watching Luge.
yes Luge.
i'm so stoked for the Winter Olympics 2010 in February! i LOVE the Winter Olympics, snowboarding, ice skating, Luge, Speed Skating :)
YAY!!!
well gonna go watch some more luge, eat some macaroni salad and wait for it to be time to go to my aunts!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
i love you
and remember the reason for the season :)
<3
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
okay soo went to church last night :)
candlelight service my favorite :)
and a lot of people said hi to me and i actually forgot that they even went to my church! haha but it was nice.
and of course saw this kid that i've known since 6th grade.
my family has forever made fun of me.
probably because i had a crush on him in 7th grade, and then in tenth grade he was in my study hall and WOULD NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE! hhaha.
so i always see him at christmas and sometimes easter, usually not ever besides that, but you know whatevs haha.
he smiled at me when he walked by since my family made me sit on the end and i was squished. we asked some people if we could sit with them, and apparently they were saving seats for their family. but when their family didn't show up they never moved over.
it was very uncomfortable.
so i was on the end downstairs and everyone said hi to me. and it was interesting.
haha
then we came home and watched Its A Wonderful Life
:)
that movie is so good, i mean it's sad but the ending is always nice :)
went to bed.
woke up at 6 this morning. obviously i was excited.
went back to sleep.
woke up at 9:30 ish
stayed in bed until ten then we went downstairs and looked at all the presents. haha with my brothers, we opened our stockings. got a lot of candy...
i was like oh no... haha
oh well it's christmas i'll just workout some extra time haha :)
then the opening of the presents.
so from my mom...and dad
A north face jacket, some face wash stuff, gum, cardigan, and a tv for my room.
my grandmother:
flats, dress, jeans, zebra print pillowcases :), and a purse
then i'll pry get money from my other grandmother which it seems i'll have to put towards a guitar case.
sigh. i really need one though so oh well.
oh my brothers got me Elf the movie, and a scarf...which i already own...haha. oh well it's the thought that counts :)
and i would watch a Christmas Story, but we dont' get that channel anymore. so instead i'm watching Luge.
yes Luge.
i'm so stoked for the Winter Olympics 2010 in February! i LOVE the Winter Olympics, snowboarding, ice skating, Luge, Speed Skating :)
YAY!!!
well gonna go watch some more luge, eat some macaroni salad and wait for it to be time to go to my aunts!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
i love you
and remember the reason for the season :)
<3
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Merry Christmas Eve !
WOO! i can't believe tomorrow is Christmas! so crazy!
but i'm excited
i just love the holidays. it's always so wonderful.
even if your family is insane.
like mine.
haha
so tuesday night i babysat Emily :)
gosh i missed that little girl so much.
we had some pineapple pizza, and mozzarella sticks. amazingness.
then we watched Max & Ruby...
excitinggg.haha
we played some computer games. she's only four. they start out so young these days.
don't worry we played Wow Wow! Wubzy! computer games...
i bought her a Tinkerbell lantern set. so we made those and it was fun! :)
then her mom came home and i stayed there for like two more hours just talking to them and we watched The Wizard Of Oz.
Then Emily begged me to stay over.
she's so cute.
she asked me when i was going to leave, and i was like well i can leave whenever you want me to leave, and she was like "i want you to stay FOREVER"
i was like awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! <3
so adorable.
they gave me a gift card for target :) i love them for that.
so yesterday i went to target, i really wanted a cardigan but they didn't have the one that i had seen there like a month ago. so instead i bought stuff for my guitar, since i'm going to need it when i go back to school.
then last night i went to my brother's girlfriend's mom's christmas party.
it was intense so many people, there and so much food, and it was really loud but it was fun.
it still scares me when his girlfriend's dad talks to me. idk he just makes me nervous and it was weird when he hugged me when we told him we were leaving. but i'm just awkward around men. what can i say.
I also saw my one friend whom i have known since first grade! i haven't seen him in so long and i was like oh my gosh CODY!!! and we ended talking for like an hour. of course my mom was nearby and she kept interrupting.
i was like goodness mother, can't you tell we are talking.
but whatever haha.
and today. i have to go shopping.
it seems my brother's girlfriend bought me a present..
i was like..oh no.
haha.
so i have to get her something. but you know i don't mind :)
it should be fun, she has a really unique sense of style so i'm excited to find something for her :)
and well TOMORROW IS CHRISTMAS! yay!!! :)
i love christmas!
and i can't wait to go to church tonight, Candlelight service Christmas Eve is my favorite time to go to church. i love singing the Christmas Carols. even though i'm not that great of a singer. haha.
:)
well enjoy your time with your family!
God Bless <3
but i'm excited
i just love the holidays. it's always so wonderful.
even if your family is insane.
like mine.
haha
so tuesday night i babysat Emily :)
gosh i missed that little girl so much.
we had some pineapple pizza, and mozzarella sticks. amazingness.
then we watched Max & Ruby...
excitinggg.haha
we played some computer games. she's only four. they start out so young these days.
don't worry we played Wow Wow! Wubzy! computer games...
i bought her a Tinkerbell lantern set. so we made those and it was fun! :)
then her mom came home and i stayed there for like two more hours just talking to them and we watched The Wizard Of Oz.
Then Emily begged me to stay over.
she's so cute.
she asked me when i was going to leave, and i was like well i can leave whenever you want me to leave, and she was like "i want you to stay FOREVER"
i was like awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! <3
so adorable.
they gave me a gift card for target :) i love them for that.
so yesterday i went to target, i really wanted a cardigan but they didn't have the one that i had seen there like a month ago. so instead i bought stuff for my guitar, since i'm going to need it when i go back to school.
then last night i went to my brother's girlfriend's mom's christmas party.
it was intense so many people, there and so much food, and it was really loud but it was fun.
it still scares me when his girlfriend's dad talks to me. idk he just makes me nervous and it was weird when he hugged me when we told him we were leaving. but i'm just awkward around men. what can i say.
I also saw my one friend whom i have known since first grade! i haven't seen him in so long and i was like oh my gosh CODY!!! and we ended talking for like an hour. of course my mom was nearby and she kept interrupting.
i was like goodness mother, can't you tell we are talking.
but whatever haha.
and today. i have to go shopping.
it seems my brother's girlfriend bought me a present..
i was like..oh no.
haha.
so i have to get her something. but you know i don't mind :)
it should be fun, she has a really unique sense of style so i'm excited to find something for her :)
and well TOMORROW IS CHRISTMAS! yay!!! :)
i love christmas!
and i can't wait to go to church tonight, Candlelight service Christmas Eve is my favorite time to go to church. i love singing the Christmas Carols. even though i'm not that great of a singer. haha.
:)
well enjoy your time with your family!
God Bless <3
Monday, December 21, 2009
four dayyyysssss
"notebooks are for taking notes, not for kissing"
hahahahah
"are you gay"
"yes"
"wait are you really gay, or do you think it means happy"
"happy."
"so you're happy"
"no"
"then why did you say yes"
"i'm sorry i just got nervous"
haha
oh man.
haha i like how awkward he was. because dude that's how it is in real life.
so this one wasn't that funny. at least not to me. i just thought it was weird... lol
"i'm imaging i'm selling a woman's watch on QVC" hahaha that was great. because the only channels we get now at my house are QVC, and some spanish soap opera channel. hahahha
bahhahah "i'm sorry i can't my heart belongs to someone else...hey reba"
oh goodness glad i finally saw this. this kid cracks me up.
yup it only took me however long to find them and watch them. but the fact that i watched them is all that matters!
anyways. lets see.
went home last tuesday.
life has been pretty boring.
my brothers' friend took my computer to make it better on thursday and i finally got it back today. i missed my computer oh so much <3
okay. lets see. on thursday i also hung out at my brothers work for basically half the day. i mean i had nothing else to do. then i went to the library and got out six books. i read five of them in 3 1/2 days. because i decided i didn't really want to read the last one. i started to read it, but i just got bored with it. which is weird, since i read the series before, i think i just might need to read the series again to want to read it. I also have been doing the wii fit everyday. it told me i was in the normal range for what i should be, but then it was like you should set a goal to be even more average. i was like alright wiifit. so i've been working towards that. haha. it's pretty exciting. i made my "trainer" the guy. he's really nice. i tried the lady but she seemed kind of mean. i dont' know, the guy just encourages me a lot more haha.
anyways. i'm working on toning up my abs. and it's exciting. plus the balance board keeps asking me if i trip alot when i walk...it's very interesting...since i do...haha.
it's like IT KNOWS ME!.
so i'm also working on my balance, and according to them...it's getting better. so by the time i go back to school i'm going to have some toned abs and i won't trip as much! yay! haha
so anyways. haha friday... i just hung out at my house. tried to clean my room, wrapped some presents... then went to the mall with my mom that night. was kind of in a bad mood, and my mom kept bugging me to buy black tights because i was going to a wedding saturday. but i kept refusing because i bought a pack of three black tights from forever 21 last week that arrived today just in time for christmas :)
so yeah i was kind of annoyed, plus i was tired. all last week i didn't sleep well in my bed. i don't know what it was, actually i just think my mattress isn't that great anymore. i slept in the center of my bed for so long that there is an indent there now...hahahaha
but oh well.
anyways. so i was at the mall with my mom. just trying to help her find christmas presents, and there were like a billion people there, and it was overwhelming and i was tired and i really didnt enjoy it at all. then i was walking and I SAW A KID FROM MY COLLEGE. i was like...ohmygosh i know that kid.
funny thing is i was wearing sweatpants from my college. good thing he didn't notice me!
then when we were leaving there was a oh i would say he was ten year old sitting on the bench smoking and when i looked at him he was like ooohh yeahhh and said some other things along the lines of yeah i'm hot why don't you hit me up. and i was like wow. first of all i wanted to throw up in my mouth. well or on him. and secondly and i wanted to slap him so hard that he forgot his name.
seriously i don't understand why children think it's exciting to smoke. they just look dumb, and even though it sounds mean i hope they get cancer to realize how stupid they were.
oh wow that sounds really mean. so i don't actually hope that. i just want to them to realize that it's dumb. SO DUMB.
sigh. children. they dont' learn anything anymore apparently.
Then it was Saturday.
and rumor has it. KEVIN GOT MARRIED! aww haha! i'm happy for him. i love Kevin and he deserves to be happy, and well i dont' know Danielle so i can't tell if i would say that she's my absolute first choice for him...i just hope he's happy :)
also i think it's cool that it snowed for them
plus i was at a wedding that day.
if i would have known Kevin's wedding was that day i would have jokingly said i was there haha.
:)
so i went to a wedding saturday :)
and i was basically invited to watch my friends child while she was a bridesmaid in her sisters wedding. and well that was fine by me. ahha i love her daughter.
so i woke up and it was snowing. and i was like oh snap. so then i had to figure out what to wear that wouldn't make me freeze to death.
also, i only own one dress...hahaha and well two skirts that would be acceptable to wear to a wedding. but i decided to wear my dress. with purple leggings (which is why my mom was being all pushy about getting black ones, but what does she know it's not like they were bright purple, they were a dark shade of purple, and they kept me pretty warm, since they seem to be heavier than normal tights..) and i wore my gray boots that go to my knees basically.
uh anyways. haha
i got to my friends house and everyone was like rushing around getting ready because we were supposed to leave their house by noon, i got there at like 11:40. my friend wasn't even dressed yet in her gown. so i took her daughter and got her ready, but she was kind of cranky since her nap wasn't as long as she would have liked it to be. she was still a major cutie, even though she was sick too...well she had this bad cough. it made me feel bad for her. she's only 15 months but she can walk and she just toys with your heart. adorableness. of course i fail and didnt' take any pictures of her, or me for that matter in our adorable outfits. what is wrong with me!??!
uh anyways everyone was finally ready to leave by 12:30
haha, better late than never i guess!
so we got to the church, and we somehow beat the limo that had all the bridesmaids...and the bride.
i went with my friend's parents and her daugther in a separate car. not like it mattered to me. since her mom and i talked about how we need to get rid of her lame excuse of a boyfriend (my friend's boyfriend that is) it was enjoyable. since really her boyfriend is stupid. he didn't want my friend to be in the wedding because that meant she would have to walk down the aisle with another guy and talk to him. I was like seriously what is wrong with you. such an idiot.
but anyways i'm not going to go on and on about why i don't like him, that's a blog for another day :) hahaha
so. we wind up at the church. we get out. there is snow everywhere. EVERYWHEREEEE. but thankfully it had stopped snowing at that time. we enter said church. one of the groomsmen opened the door, he was really funny, i forget what he said but i was like oh you, your so cool.
so then i was awkwardly standing there with the baby, my friends mom, and the groomsmen.... yup.
then finally my friends mom was like does someone want to escort Sam to where i'll be sitting.
so someone escorted me and the babbyyyy. to where she would be sitting, and the guy put his arm out and i was like...uhh hmm. i didn't say anything but i was thinking i can't really hold your arm and a baby at the same time...well i mean i could have, but the baby likes to move around alot. soo i didn't think it would be a good idea.
so he escorted us to the seats. walked away. my friends one younger sister wanted to see the baby let her. meanwhile the baby was getting glitter all over EVERYONE and EVERYTHING because her dress had glitter around the little flowers. aww she was so cute though :)
whydidn't i take a picture. sigh.sighsigh.
uh anyways.
wedding. it was short and sweet and beautiful. i dont cry at weddings. in fact i laugh. i don't know why...but i do. so i did laugh, but i was also busy trying to not let the baby walk all around, she wanted to get down and go visit her mom at the top of the stairs with all the other bridesmaids.
yup that wasn't good. but you know the wedding was short enough that it wasn't that bad.
afterwards i walked around all the pews with the baby while they took wedding pictures.
then we headed to the reception.
it started to snow again.
okay so a few weeks prior to the wedding my friend was like hey do you mind if i set you up on a blind date...
and i was like uh what. what is his name and tell me some information about him first.
so she told me he was really religious like me, and that he wanted a girl who wanted the same things as him.
and that his name was David.
i was like alright he doesn't sound bad, but i was like i just need to see him first.
perhaps that's superficial...but i just couldn't imagine my friend having the same taste in men as me...
i mean she said he was cute, but now that i think about it, she wasn't that convincing...
haha
so at the church during the pictures my friend pointed him out, and well he happened to be the kid that walked me to my seat... lol
so yeah at the reception we start to walk in and my friends mom goes... oh sam there is someone here that i think you should meet.
immediately i was like...oh really...
and then she told me that it was the groom's brother.
yup.
THE GROOM'S BROTHER.
hahah.
i was like oh kay.
so we sat around for awhile. it was kind of boring, everyone was fawning over the baby so i was just kind of chilling there wishing that i had the baby to keep me entertained.
everyone got introduced in the wedding party and my friends mom was like oh there he is...
and i was like oh.. yeah he's cute.
because he really was cute, he was really tall, and blonde.
and well attractive.
and i can't help the fact that they told me all those good things about him being religious. i mean dude that's REALLY attractive.
finally it was time to eat.
we ate.
the food was alright.
then it was time to throw the bouquet.
i disappeared during that time. bhaha.
i mean the guy was like "all the single ladies come up here"
and i was like.uh.no.
bye.
and i took the baby and left that area for awhile.
ha
what can i say. i'm really not a big fan of being the center of attention, and especially not when everyone will stare at you while you try to catch a bouquet...
they cut the cake. the music started. people danced. my friend called her boyfriend to ask him to come get her and the baby so they could leave.
and my friend was like well i was going to introduce you to Dave, but i'm really tired and i'll just do it some other time.
i was like um okay.
but i was really thinking...some other time? when do you think i'll be in the same place as him and you ever again? i don't know that confused me alot. and i'm not sure what she is now planning...
scary.
but it doesn't matter because i was talking to my friend and her mom came back and was like "sam can you come here for a minute"
so i followed her, then realized what she was doing and immediately panicked...
haha
then she was like i just want you to meet dave, just for a second. i was like...um okay.
and my heart rate picked up significantly.
so we stood there for a bit because he was talking to someone else then they finished their conversation and my friends mom was like DAVE! i just wanted you to meet Sam...
she said some other things but i was freaking out a bit so i don't remember what she said. all i know is she walked away and i was like um. hi. and we shook hands then he was like "so i really don't know what to say" an di was like hahaha oh good cause i really don't either.
then he asked me if i was a part of campus crusades.
i said no but i go to the interdenominational church services every sunday.
and he was like oh..
and i'm not sure if he was like oh that's interesting. or oh like what religion are you that you go to an interdenominational service.
it seems my mind left off the Christian part of statement. but oh well.
so then we stood there awkwardly for a bit and then he asked if i played sports and i was like oh yeah i played lacrosse!
and he was like oh one of the kids in my youth group plays lacrosse, and i was like oh well girls lacrosse is a lot different than guys lacrosse, my brother used to play he was pretty good.
(yeah i have no idea why i had to say that my brother was good... see i get so nervous i just blurt out things that are kind of irrelevant at that moment...)
then he was like when did you start college.
and i repeated his question like an idiot. mostly because i was like when did i start college? what? thinking do you mean this year like the date or what?
and he was like yeah what year are you.
i was like ohhhhhh. i'm a junior.
and he was like i'm in my first year of grad school.
and i was like wow that's cool!
and he was like yeah i guess.
then there was another awkward silence.
and at some point he told me he went to school in ohio. and i told him where i went to school. we also talked about me being a religious studies major, and him saying that i have plenty of time to decide what i'm doing with that.
but i don't recall finding out what he's going to grad school for.
oh well. then he was like oh well i think my dad wants to leave it was nice meeting you sam?
and i was like oh yeah sam...
and then he walked away and i was like
why didn't i say bye dave.
ha
obviously i am majorly awkward.
oh well.
i met him.
and that's all that matters.
plus he had this really interesting accent. and i can't figure out what kind of accent it was.
partly because the music was so loud that i couldnt really hear him that well, and partly because i don't know if he was like adopted or something...
idk. his brothers both had brown hair, he was the only blonde one.
and they all looked really different with their facial features.
but what do i know.
so that was my awkward time with Dave.
he was nice. but i decided to not really think about it.
although i'm pretty much failing already. he was really nice, and i liked that he had all those religous morals.
but i'm trying to be like. if it's meant. it's meant. if not i gotta let it go.
I'M TRYINGGGGGGGG.
ahhhh.
so anyways.
that was my saturday. after i came home it kept snowing and i didn't really do anything except make fun of the people on qvc, i tweeted about the one thing on there, and they @replied me on twitter. i legit laughed hysterically.
since i was being sarcastic. let me find it..
my tweet
"this bruce makowsky on qvc is AMAZING, he handstitched over 1400 bags for just one style . i must know his secret."
the sarcasm is seriously dripping off of that tweet. but then again maybe you can't tell...
and their reply
"behindtheQ:
@sparker37 Which B. Makowsky bag caught your eye? And thanks for tuning in!"
i was like oh really qvc..you kill me.
first of all i don't want to be tuned in. it's the only channel i get besides a spanish movie/soap opera channel. at least in my room that's how it is.
and second of all i could never buy a b. makowsky bag they are like 240 dollars.
um ridiculous.
so yeah. since i seem to not be able to go back to my old job. they never responded, i'll be passing my days watching qvc.
maybe they'll @reply me some more for entertainment.
hahahah.
although today i went to the library again.
i also had a doctors appt. and wouldn't you know it, a kid i graduated with came in. i was like oh no. then i was like oh right i can't go on anywhere. haha.
and wouldn't you also know it. he sat right near me and was like "hey sam!" i was like "hey..."
then he was like "so are you sick?"
i thought to myself, uh woah isn't that a personal question. goodness.
and then i said "oh no i'm just here for a checkup"
and i realized that i was violently turning the pages of the magazine i was reading...
yeah.
idk haha.
so i finished my checkup and he was still in the waiting room so i waved to him, didn't want to be rude and he was like "see ya!" i was like haha.
needtoleave.
which is when i hit up the library. got more books out.
came home.
checked my grades, although they wont' legit be up until wednesday. but i got an a- in math and my greek teacher emailed me and told me i got an a- in his class too.
sigh. stupid -
oh well.
also my tights arrived today. the ups man rang the doorbell and i like ran over there, and he was already partway down the sidewalk but he turned around so i like waved and then he like yelled something but i already slammed the door.
haha.
oh well.
i'm not that worried about it.
and that was my eventful day.
tomorrow i'm getting some blood drawn.
by myself.
i might cry.
i hate needles.
then i'm babysitting tomorrow night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so excited haven't seen Emily in forever! i miss her :D
and her mom is getting us some pizza with pineapple on it. i always liked that family haha :)
and well that's it.
love my computer :)
the kid put windows 7 on it.
i would tell you how amazing it was. if i could tell the difference.
all i know is a lot of things are rearranged and i don't know where they are ..
but it's all good, as long as my computer acts normal and stops freezing.
but i'm already happy i mean he did a good job.
so yeah.
okay i need to go to bed now. i'm just blabbing on about nothing
so FOUR DAYS TIL CHRISTMAS!
goodnight my lovelies :)
Monday, December 14, 2009
get down on a low day.
So i just realized that i never even started to do a countdown to Christmas. I mean i have always done that. always. I mean i know i was like oh 25 days til Christmas, but after that i was just like la la la. and now that i'm done my finals...YES I'M DONE... i was like woah i never counted down. so uh ready? 10 days til Christmas :)
and now to the excitement OF ME BEING DONE FINALS!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
So i woke up this morning.
okay that's a lie.
i went to bed at like 11 last night. and guess who couldn't sleep.
yup me.
it was horrible. all these sirens kept going off. and i was like SERIOUSLY WHO IS DYING OR GETTING IN TROUBLE TONIGHT. JUST STOP.
so that was obnoixously loud.
then i looked at my clock and wohoo it was already 1 in the morning.
i was like.
d.a.r.n.i.t.
then i laid in my bed, got overheated because the heater is evil.
it makes evil noises like someone is banging on it with a giant metal piece.
then it spurts a lot
and i just want to beat it up with a giant metal piece.
so finally i looked at my clock and WOAH. it was ten minutes until i had to get up.
and i was like. haha YAY *sarcasm* i slept for pry an hour.
wooo.
and then i got up and realized that i felt like throwing up.
i mean i studied for three hours last night and i didn't feel like i was remembering anything and then this morning i studied more.
and i went to school and i was walking to my final and i was like wow i'm going to throw up
and i honestly haven't felt that sick or anxious about a final in so long. i don't know what was going on
and then i finally did my final
read the first few questions freaked out, felt like i didnt know anything took a few deep breaths reread them and i realized that i actually knew some. i would say philosophy is the hardest subject ever here. and that i could have perhaps known about 50% and perhaps been able to make amazing short answers for about 30%. all i want is a B in that class. THAT'S ALL I WANT.
ahhh.
okay whew.
so then after that, which took me about an hour, i was leaving and Clayton finished about the same time and he was like i only knew like 1/3 of it and i was like oh me too but then later i came to the realization that i knew at least a half it.
anyways i headed over to the math building and studied there for an hour and a half.
took my math final in an hour.
thought it wasn't too bad.
then went and sold back some books, hung out with sam
headed to lunch.
came back to my apartment did nothing all afternoon.
well i started to pack.
then i went to dinner.
did more packing, packed up part of my car.
sent my Greek teacher my final exam :)
then did my Jesus and Moral Life final essay
printed it out.
and i'm going to turn it in tomorrow
wooo.
then i go home.
where there is no good food, no cable and i will rot away in my room on the computer.
OH WAIT.
no i promised myself i would go to the library :)
maybe i'll do that wednesday. i'll do 80 loads of laundry, go to the library, the post office, then rot away in my room, but instead of being on the computer i'll be reading. that's SO MUCH BETTER!
yesssssssssssssssssss
oh also
you should listen to the band Capra :)
they are amazing and the kdi who played Aaron Stone on the show Aaron Stone, and guessed starred on SWAC as that mean ex-bf of Tawnie's, KELLY BLATZ. yeah he's the lead singer, and he is adorable and has an amazing voice.
soooo get ittttttt
:)
and now i'm basically going crazy because i didnt get enough sleep last night so you know i'm going to bed!
wooooooooooooo
AHHAHA
seriously.
good night.
and now to the excitement OF ME BEING DONE FINALS!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
So i woke up this morning.
okay that's a lie.
i went to bed at like 11 last night. and guess who couldn't sleep.
yup me.
it was horrible. all these sirens kept going off. and i was like SERIOUSLY WHO IS DYING OR GETTING IN TROUBLE TONIGHT. JUST STOP.
so that was obnoixously loud.
then i looked at my clock and wohoo it was already 1 in the morning.
i was like.
d.a.r.n.i.t.
then i laid in my bed, got overheated because the heater is evil.
it makes evil noises like someone is banging on it with a giant metal piece.
then it spurts a lot
and i just want to beat it up with a giant metal piece.
so finally i looked at my clock and WOAH. it was ten minutes until i had to get up.
and i was like. haha YAY *sarcasm* i slept for pry an hour.
wooo.
and then i got up and realized that i felt like throwing up.
i mean i studied for three hours last night and i didn't feel like i was remembering anything and then this morning i studied more.
and i went to school and i was walking to my final and i was like wow i'm going to throw up
and i honestly haven't felt that sick or anxious about a final in so long. i don't know what was going on
and then i finally did my final
read the first few questions freaked out, felt like i didnt know anything took a few deep breaths reread them and i realized that i actually knew some. i would say philosophy is the hardest subject ever here. and that i could have perhaps known about 50% and perhaps been able to make amazing short answers for about 30%. all i want is a B in that class. THAT'S ALL I WANT.
ahhh.
okay whew.
so then after that, which took me about an hour, i was leaving and Clayton finished about the same time and he was like i only knew like 1/3 of it and i was like oh me too but then later i came to the realization that i knew at least a half it.
anyways i headed over to the math building and studied there for an hour and a half.
took my math final in an hour.
thought it wasn't too bad.
then went and sold back some books, hung out with sam
headed to lunch.
came back to my apartment did nothing all afternoon.
well i started to pack.
then i went to dinner.
did more packing, packed up part of my car.
sent my Greek teacher my final exam :)
then did my Jesus and Moral Life final essay
printed it out.
and i'm going to turn it in tomorrow
wooo.
then i go home.
where there is no good food, no cable and i will rot away in my room on the computer.
OH WAIT.
no i promised myself i would go to the library :)
maybe i'll do that wednesday. i'll do 80 loads of laundry, go to the library, the post office, then rot away in my room, but instead of being on the computer i'll be reading. that's SO MUCH BETTER!
yesssssssssssssssssss
oh also
you should listen to the band Capra :)
they are amazing and the kdi who played Aaron Stone on the show Aaron Stone, and guessed starred on SWAC as that mean ex-bf of Tawnie's, KELLY BLATZ. yeah he's the lead singer, and he is adorable and has an amazing voice.
soooo get ittttttt
:)
and now i'm basically going crazy because i didnt get enough sleep last night so you know i'm going to bed!
wooooooooooooo
AHHAHA
seriously.
good night.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
All I WANT for Christmas is the (BOY) of my Dreams :)
Yesterday i updated my itunes to the newest version. so far i don't mind it, but if it wont work with my ipod someone is goign down.
i also downloaded 22 free christmas songs from itunes :)
21 from the free holiday sampler
and 1 was just a free david archuleta christmas song.
super exciting :)
so lets see...
WEDNESDAY:
Dinner at school was our "christmas dinner"
the eating area became WhoVille since the theme was "the Grinch who stole Christmas" they had shrimp.
it was awesome.
they had some other food labeled as things from whoville but well i wasn't interested in like any of it. most of it looked kind of gross. well except the mashed potatoes and the vegetables. :)
then we had to go downstairs to get dessert.
they had all of ths "whoville" pudding. it looked disgusting. so we didnt' have any of that.
then they had bananas.. umm i forget what it's called but its when the bananas are cooked in baking rum.
i tried it...it was alright but they put it on top of chocolate ice cream and i'm really not that big of a fan of chocolate ice cream. They also had cake and pie.
so we got some cake, and the pie was chocolate chocolate chocolate pie and like cookies and cream cheese cake or something, but it was wonderful.
so we all kind of ate way too much dessert. seriously after wards i thought i was going to throw up.
and then i saw SHB. and i was like
oh great. but i know he didn't see me like stuffing my face with dessert haha.
oh well.
after that we headed to the christmas candle light service. it was nice.
then we watched GLEE!!!!
sooo Will and Emma. idk how i feel about it. i mean i like them both but i'm not sure i want them together, at least not yet. HE JUST separated from his wife. i think it's too soon. and i'm glad FInn finally found out about Quinn and Puck. and YAY sectionals :)
also Sue is insane!
THURSDAY:
My greek teacher made my final take home which means i can go home monday now.
but i decided i'm staying until tuesday.
that way i do my philosophy final, math final. come back and do my jesus and moral life essay. then tuesday i pack it all up and take my final to my teachers mailbox and head home.
my family doesn't know i'm coming home on tuesday now.
i'm not telling them.
is it bad that i don't actually want to go home?
i love being at school. i mean i don't love the school work and everything. but i love being here, i love my friends, i even love my roommates haha :)
oh well.
anyways thursday, had my last day of work until january.
kind of scared, i need a job over winter break.
uh went to the gym, i need to keep working out i just feel really good about myself afterwards.
uh that's it i think. haha
FRIDAY:
there was a mad cow improv comedy show :)
went to that
afterwards Sam and Kate got in a fight. and it was horrible
kate was crying and sam was all mad and i was like great this is horrible.
but then they made up at like 11 at night :)
and we ended up watching the office and eating until 2 in the morning in which we then headed to giant to get more food. i left them at 3 and didn't sleep until four IN THE MORNING.
SATURDAY.
worked on my take home greek final all day.
it's done
i just need to reread it, make sure it makes sense and send it to him
also studied for philosophy.. okay fine i just made flashcards... i need to be studying that now.
was super tired all day.
watched Santa Claus 3: the Escape Clause last night, then the last hour of It's A Wonderful Life (yes in black and white) i actually really like that movie although i've only ever seen random parts of it. wella ctually i always only see the ending when they say "everytime a bell rings an angel gets it's wings"
but now i saw the last full hour! now i just need to see the first two hours. ha
and now here i am today.
just bought my brothers christmas present, and some more of ali's
i am now almost done.
i might still buy something else for ali and maybe sam
but i'm not sure. so yay!
now i need to go study.
and it's raining.
wellllll.
wish me luck on my finals.
byeeeeeee
i also downloaded 22 free christmas songs from itunes :)
21 from the free holiday sampler
and 1 was just a free david archuleta christmas song.
super exciting :)
so lets see...
WEDNESDAY:
Dinner at school was our "christmas dinner"
the eating area became WhoVille since the theme was "the Grinch who stole Christmas" they had shrimp.
it was awesome.
they had some other food labeled as things from whoville but well i wasn't interested in like any of it. most of it looked kind of gross. well except the mashed potatoes and the vegetables. :)
then we had to go downstairs to get dessert.
they had all of ths "whoville" pudding. it looked disgusting. so we didnt' have any of that.
then they had bananas.. umm i forget what it's called but its when the bananas are cooked in baking rum.
i tried it...it was alright but they put it on top of chocolate ice cream and i'm really not that big of a fan of chocolate ice cream. They also had cake and pie.
so we got some cake, and the pie was chocolate chocolate chocolate pie and like cookies and cream cheese cake or something, but it was wonderful.
so we all kind of ate way too much dessert. seriously after wards i thought i was going to throw up.
and then i saw SHB. and i was like
oh great. but i know he didn't see me like stuffing my face with dessert haha.
oh well.
after that we headed to the christmas candle light service. it was nice.
then we watched GLEE!!!!
sooo Will and Emma. idk how i feel about it. i mean i like them both but i'm not sure i want them together, at least not yet. HE JUST separated from his wife. i think it's too soon. and i'm glad FInn finally found out about Quinn and Puck. and YAY sectionals :)
also Sue is insane!
THURSDAY:
My greek teacher made my final take home which means i can go home monday now.
but i decided i'm staying until tuesday.
that way i do my philosophy final, math final. come back and do my jesus and moral life essay. then tuesday i pack it all up and take my final to my teachers mailbox and head home.
my family doesn't know i'm coming home on tuesday now.
i'm not telling them.
is it bad that i don't actually want to go home?
i love being at school. i mean i don't love the school work and everything. but i love being here, i love my friends, i even love my roommates haha :)
oh well.
anyways thursday, had my last day of work until january.
kind of scared, i need a job over winter break.
uh went to the gym, i need to keep working out i just feel really good about myself afterwards.
uh that's it i think. haha
FRIDAY:
there was a mad cow improv comedy show :)
went to that
afterwards Sam and Kate got in a fight. and it was horrible
kate was crying and sam was all mad and i was like great this is horrible.
but then they made up at like 11 at night :)
and we ended up watching the office and eating until 2 in the morning in which we then headed to giant to get more food. i left them at 3 and didn't sleep until four IN THE MORNING.
SATURDAY.
worked on my take home greek final all day.
it's done
i just need to reread it, make sure it makes sense and send it to him
also studied for philosophy.. okay fine i just made flashcards... i need to be studying that now.
was super tired all day.
watched Santa Claus 3: the Escape Clause last night, then the last hour of It's A Wonderful Life (yes in black and white) i actually really like that movie although i've only ever seen random parts of it. wella ctually i always only see the ending when they say "everytime a bell rings an angel gets it's wings"
but now i saw the last full hour! now i just need to see the first two hours. ha
and now here i am today.
just bought my brothers christmas present, and some more of ali's
i am now almost done.
i might still buy something else for ali and maybe sam
but i'm not sure. so yay!
now i need to go study.
and it's raining.
wellllll.
wish me luck on my finals.
byeeeeeee
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Here comes the sun.
Yesterday.
was a good day.
well sort of.
okay well my friend found out that her dog had to be put to sleep and that was really sad.
and it was really cold and started flurrying. which is okay if you know you don't have to walk across campus in the freezing cold.
but besides that it was good.
i was at dinner and SHB walked in, and i was like *sigh*
then like twenty minutes later i look at the table next to where i was sitting and he WAS RIGHT THERE. i was like...woah.
lol
i really need to meet him. i mean firstly i think we could be good friends.
and secondly he's just super attractive.
ahha
after dinner i watched an episode of the office with my friends. then we went to the gym. afterwards we went into the jays' nest which is like this area where you can buy food and drinks when the cafeteria isn't open.
and well guess who was in there.
if you guessed the jonas brothers... you are wrong.
if you guessed SHB. you are right :)
haha.
i was like wow. of course he is in here. and i just worked out.
but it's okay, it happens and i'm not that worried about it :)
so i just wanted to let you all know :D
haha
today was my last Jesus and Moral Life class. i'm kind of sad, seeing as i absolutely loved that class. it was just always SO interesting.
and i found out that we have a take home final
which means that next week i have two finals on monday.
then one on friday.
WHAT THE HECK AM I GOING TO DO FOR THREE DAYS.
I mean i'm def not going to need to study for Greek for three days.
i guess i'll just sleep alot.
lol
and pack. i really want my class to convince my greek teacher to change the final to tuesday. i could leave then! it would be amazing.
well i have to work on a power point for my greek class tomorrow
that i have to present. i'm not excited. i hate presenting. and it's going to be stupid.
sigh.
later all.
PS.
i went to talk to the guitar teacher today. he asked me where i was from and then he proceeded to ask me if i knew two guitar people who supposedly live in my town. i was like...no. i don't really know them.
in fact in ever really heard of them.
...
then he asked me questions about my guitar and i was like uh... i dont' know.
obviously i'm not that good lol.
then he gave me a packet to practice over break. i was like oh great lol.
but at least i have kate and john who can help me, since they teach guitar...
ahha it was funny since i was waiting to talk to mr. cullen and John was actually in his lesson then. so when he came out he was like are you taking lessons sam! i was like yes i am John. and he was like awesome, good thing you are friends with two of the people who teach guitar. and i was like haha yeah. and on the inside i was like you have no idea how great that is lol. i'm going to need so much help... haha
so yeah. that's it for real now :)
was a good day.
well sort of.
okay well my friend found out that her dog had to be put to sleep and that was really sad.
and it was really cold and started flurrying. which is okay if you know you don't have to walk across campus in the freezing cold.
but besides that it was good.
i was at dinner and SHB walked in, and i was like *sigh*
then like twenty minutes later i look at the table next to where i was sitting and he WAS RIGHT THERE. i was like...woah.
lol
i really need to meet him. i mean firstly i think we could be good friends.
and secondly he's just super attractive.
ahha
after dinner i watched an episode of the office with my friends. then we went to the gym. afterwards we went into the jays' nest which is like this area where you can buy food and drinks when the cafeteria isn't open.
and well guess who was in there.
if you guessed the jonas brothers... you are wrong.
if you guessed SHB. you are right :)
haha.
i was like wow. of course he is in here. and i just worked out.
but it's okay, it happens and i'm not that worried about it :)
so i just wanted to let you all know :D
haha
today was my last Jesus and Moral Life class. i'm kind of sad, seeing as i absolutely loved that class. it was just always SO interesting.
and i found out that we have a take home final
which means that next week i have two finals on monday.
then one on friday.
WHAT THE HECK AM I GOING TO DO FOR THREE DAYS.
I mean i'm def not going to need to study for Greek for three days.
i guess i'll just sleep alot.
lol
and pack. i really want my class to convince my greek teacher to change the final to tuesday. i could leave then! it would be amazing.
well i have to work on a power point for my greek class tomorrow
that i have to present. i'm not excited. i hate presenting. and it's going to be stupid.
sigh.
later all.
PS.
i went to talk to the guitar teacher today. he asked me where i was from and then he proceeded to ask me if i knew two guitar people who supposedly live in my town. i was like...no. i don't really know them.
in fact in ever really heard of them.
...
then he asked me questions about my guitar and i was like uh... i dont' know.
obviously i'm not that good lol.
then he gave me a packet to practice over break. i was like oh great lol.
but at least i have kate and john who can help me, since they teach guitar...
ahha it was funny since i was waiting to talk to mr. cullen and John was actually in his lesson then. so when he came out he was like are you taking lessons sam! i was like yes i am John. and he was like awesome, good thing you are friends with two of the people who teach guitar. and i was like haha yeah. and on the inside i was like you have no idea how great that is lol. i'm going to need so much help... haha
so yeah. that's it for real now :)
Sunday, December 6, 2009
I Want Someone To Love Me For Who I Am.
and wow almost a whole week passed again and i haven't blogged... my badddd.
so lets see.
IN LOVE WITH Nicks' new song. it's absolutely amazing. I'm so proud of him, he's so talented and he was right to say that song wouldn't have been good for the group. Plus him singing it is just amazing. and i wish i could play guitar amazingly as him.
but then that's why i am taking lessons next semester from mr. Cullen. haha. apparently he is Grammy award winning. how crazy is that.
um anyways. what did i do this week...
studied for a lot of tests.
well Math and Greek mostly.
did a lot of homework.
Math and Greek mostly.
ha
and read for Jesus and Moral Life
um went to the gym
OOOOOO on Wednesday we made ornaments! they are really cool. they are like glass so you can see through them and then you put whatever you want inside of them. mine looks kind of retarded but at the same time i like it. lol.
Friday night went to see my friend dance. she is on the schools' dance team, and friday night and saturday night were their recital. it was really cool. i wish i could dance lol
AND SHB was a choreographer for one of the dances so he was there and he looked absolutely adorable in his tie and all dressed up. and in the beginning they were showing a video of information about all the choreographers and everytime his came up i was like aww he's so adorable lol.
they had to write where they were from, their favorite type of dancing (his is ballroom) and then why they dance. and his quote was really deep and interesting. it was how dancing is like a brushstroke and each move is another brush on the canvas and how it captivates the audience.
and i was just like wow, i need to become friends with him. i mean really he seems so cool. and i want to ballroom dance. i should have went to the ballroom dance lessons they had this semester. it would have been cool. i think they had the salsa, meringue and some other ones. SHOULD HAVE WENT! ha.
so anyways lol after the dances which were all mostly pretty cool, i really liked the dance my friend was in, i think it was the most interesting. although SHB's dance was pretty cool too.
although he wasnt in it lol
but we were talking to my friend afterwards and SHB walked right in front of me like a foot away from me and i was like....yes.
hah
then we went to the Jays' Nest which is the food place, but not the cafeteria i guess it's like an a la carte place that's open almost all day and longer than the cafeteria and we were hanging out and SHB came in there. ha
so that was interesting. and me and my friends just hung out in there for awhile at a table and were talking. then people needed to leave so we were like alright and found out that John was this trivia thing so we went to see what that was about but we weren't really going to go in but then he waved at us so we kind of had to lol.
and he won this game: 4 in 1 Games, made to be played. it had pool, bowling, soccer and Snooker pool.
we have no idea what snooker pool is lol. but we played that for a really long time and then we were all tired. and i didnt' get back to the apartment until 3 in the morning. AND i was the last one back. but it didn't matter because Mike and Clayton weren't awake.! lolbut they left at like 6 in the morning for their track meet yesterday. i got up at like 11:30 and it was snowing and i was like WHAT.! i mean i like snow but at the same time since i have to drive to school i would prefer it to not snow unless it means i don't have to go to school, so i mean it wasn't bad yesterday since i didn't actually have to go to school lol. although i did because i decided to hang out with my friends. and my friend who is on the dance team had two extra tickets because her brother and his g/f didn't come so me and Kate took those tickets and went to see the dance team again, and we met Sam's parents (the one who is on the dance team) they were really funny. and then we all hung out really late again. except Sam left earlier than the night before and it was Kate, John and me. when the night before it had been Sam, Kate, John and me lol. last night Kate, John and I had a really great conversation and i really enjoyed it. although i'm really tired today. and i'm not going to be able to sleep well tonight.
and this week i have to present in Greek class. NOT EXCITED AT ALL. actually i'm really annoyed. i hate presenting and i really dont want to. plus i have to talk about my paper and no one is going to really want to hear about it. so annoyed.
well that's basically it for now lol. i'm going to go paint my nails or something i'll try not to let a week pass by again :)
latttttterrrrrrrr
so lets see.
IN LOVE WITH Nicks' new song. it's absolutely amazing. I'm so proud of him, he's so talented and he was right to say that song wouldn't have been good for the group. Plus him singing it is just amazing. and i wish i could play guitar amazingly as him.
but then that's why i am taking lessons next semester from mr. Cullen. haha. apparently he is Grammy award winning. how crazy is that.
um anyways. what did i do this week...
studied for a lot of tests.
well Math and Greek mostly.
did a lot of homework.
Math and Greek mostly.
ha
and read for Jesus and Moral Life
um went to the gym
OOOOOO on Wednesday we made ornaments! they are really cool. they are like glass so you can see through them and then you put whatever you want inside of them. mine looks kind of retarded but at the same time i like it. lol.
Friday night went to see my friend dance. she is on the schools' dance team, and friday night and saturday night were their recital. it was really cool. i wish i could dance lol
AND SHB was a choreographer for one of the dances so he was there and he looked absolutely adorable in his tie and all dressed up. and in the beginning they were showing a video of information about all the choreographers and everytime his came up i was like aww he's so adorable lol.
they had to write where they were from, their favorite type of dancing (his is ballroom) and then why they dance. and his quote was really deep and interesting. it was how dancing is like a brushstroke and each move is another brush on the canvas and how it captivates the audience.
and i was just like wow, i need to become friends with him. i mean really he seems so cool. and i want to ballroom dance. i should have went to the ballroom dance lessons they had this semester. it would have been cool. i think they had the salsa, meringue and some other ones. SHOULD HAVE WENT! ha.
so anyways lol after the dances which were all mostly pretty cool, i really liked the dance my friend was in, i think it was the most interesting. although SHB's dance was pretty cool too.
although he wasnt in it lol
but we were talking to my friend afterwards and SHB walked right in front of me like a foot away from me and i was like....yes.
hah
then we went to the Jays' Nest which is the food place, but not the cafeteria i guess it's like an a la carte place that's open almost all day and longer than the cafeteria and we were hanging out and SHB came in there. ha
so that was interesting. and me and my friends just hung out in there for awhile at a table and were talking. then people needed to leave so we were like alright and found out that John was this trivia thing so we went to see what that was about but we weren't really going to go in but then he waved at us so we kind of had to lol.
and he won this game: 4 in 1 Games, made to be played. it had pool, bowling, soccer and Snooker pool.
we have no idea what snooker pool is lol. but we played that for a really long time and then we were all tired. and i didnt' get back to the apartment until 3 in the morning. AND i was the last one back. but it didn't matter because Mike and Clayton weren't awake.! lolbut they left at like 6 in the morning for their track meet yesterday. i got up at like 11:30 and it was snowing and i was like WHAT.! i mean i like snow but at the same time since i have to drive to school i would prefer it to not snow unless it means i don't have to go to school, so i mean it wasn't bad yesterday since i didn't actually have to go to school lol. although i did because i decided to hang out with my friends. and my friend who is on the dance team had two extra tickets because her brother and his g/f didn't come so me and Kate took those tickets and went to see the dance team again, and we met Sam's parents (the one who is on the dance team) they were really funny. and then we all hung out really late again. except Sam left earlier than the night before and it was Kate, John and me. when the night before it had been Sam, Kate, John and me lol. last night Kate, John and I had a really great conversation and i really enjoyed it. although i'm really tired today. and i'm not going to be able to sleep well tonight.
and this week i have to present in Greek class. NOT EXCITED AT ALL. actually i'm really annoyed. i hate presenting and i really dont want to. plus i have to talk about my paper and no one is going to really want to hear about it. so annoyed.
well that's basically it for now lol. i'm going to go paint my nails or something i'll try not to let a week pass by again :)
latttttterrrrrrrr
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
25 Days til Christmas!
Isn't that crazy! i think it's so crazy!
Can't even believe it!
so it's been over a week. my bad.
been crazy busy!
last week i had classes until wednesday at 3:20 then i drove home. it was wonderful. until i got off the highway and something started dragging from my car. i basically freaked out. almost started crying. driving does that to me. i get very emotional because it's a high stress situation. but only because i'm on the highway for about 1 hour and fifteen minutes of my trip. and everyone drives like 80 miles an hour. which is kind of ridiculous.
so i got home and i just wanted to curl up in a ball and cry because i thought something was seriously wrong with my car, but then i found out it was just some thing protecting my exhaust pipe. which it's kind of been loose the entire time i've had my car. SO now my car no longer makes weird noises. what a solution! ha.
Thursday was Thanksgiving :)
I didn't do anything all day. except eat food. haha.
Turkey, Mashed Potatoes and Stuffing.
super healthy haha.
then like two hours later we had CHOCOLATE CARAMEL SUPREME PIE. which is my absolute favorite pie ever. normally i make it, but this time my mom made it. she didn't do that bad of a job. haha.
then i was going to go to sleep early since Friday was Black Friday. but my Grandma had given my mom a book for me to read. and i started reading it, and well i finished it. so i have no idea what time i went to sleep since i have no clocks in my room at home. and then i got up at 7 to go to walmart. bought Speed Racer the movie for $2. i call that a deal :)
then went to wait at the dentist while my mom and brother got their teeth cleaned. then we went out to breakfast/lunch. it was aight.
hit up bonton. got some christmas shopping done.
then we went Target and Five Below. Got a lot more Christmas shopping done.
and at Five Below the cash register guy asked to see my ID. i'm pretty sure he really didnt' have to see it. My mom was like why did he ask to see your id i was like i dont' know he probably just wanted to know my name or something.
what a creeper
ha.
went home for a bit. chilled out.
wrapped some presents.
then headed back out to try to find some stuff for my brother
came back home. went to visit my friend and her DARLING daughter :)
stayed there until 11:30 at night i went over at like 7. it was kind of ridiculous.
but i love them both. her daughter is adorbs :) she fell asleep in my arms. <3
went home fell asleep pretty fast. got up at 11 on saturday waited for Ali to wake up. went over FINALLY gave her, her birthday present then we headed to the KOP mall for an intense day of shopping. Hit up urban Outfitters. :) adore that store. went to a few other places. luckily my mom gave me my christmas money from her and my grandma to spend that way i had money, and now they can wrap everything i bought for myself haha. :) so enjoyable.
after all day of shopping we went to see New MOON!.
of course we were like a few minutes late so i missed the first couple of minutes but it's okay because i'm supposed to go see it again with my little brother lol.
the movie was pretty good. i have to admit i laughed hysterically at things that werent really funny, and well i LOVE Jacob alot more. I think they made Edward super creepy in that movie. haha.
Sunday...went to church. saw two kids i graduated with who never talked to me in high school. both of them looked at me with that look that's like "wait do i know you?"
i was like sigh i need to leave here. lol
went shopping with my mom for a bit. finally headed back to school at 3. smooth sailing for about an hour. THEN i hit TRAFFIC. i was not happy. i ended up sitting in traffic for about two and a half hours or so i would say. took me three hours to get back to my apartment. normally it takes between 1 1/2 to 1 3/4 it wasn't cool.
yesterday had class. it was raining. it was kind of a depressing. went to the gym. did the ab machine. I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE THE AB MACHINE.
then had some tea haha. went to bed kind of late.
and today i am tired.
went to work.
AND i only have two weeks of class left then finals. i can't even believe it.
seems so crazy!
but i'm excited. i'm ready for a break.
but i still dont' know if i'll be working over break. hopefully so. i really need to work over break.
even if it won't be pleasant...
uh. anyways gots to work on my weird greek practice last test/final thing. i have no idea it was really confusing when he handed it out. but whatevs :)
k byeeeeeeeeee
Can't even believe it!
so it's been over a week. my bad.
been crazy busy!
last week i had classes until wednesday at 3:20 then i drove home. it was wonderful. until i got off the highway and something started dragging from my car. i basically freaked out. almost started crying. driving does that to me. i get very emotional because it's a high stress situation. but only because i'm on the highway for about 1 hour and fifteen minutes of my trip. and everyone drives like 80 miles an hour. which is kind of ridiculous.
so i got home and i just wanted to curl up in a ball and cry because i thought something was seriously wrong with my car, but then i found out it was just some thing protecting my exhaust pipe. which it's kind of been loose the entire time i've had my car. SO now my car no longer makes weird noises. what a solution! ha.
Thursday was Thanksgiving :)
I didn't do anything all day. except eat food. haha.
Turkey, Mashed Potatoes and Stuffing.
super healthy haha.
then like two hours later we had CHOCOLATE CARAMEL SUPREME PIE. which is my absolute favorite pie ever. normally i make it, but this time my mom made it. she didn't do that bad of a job. haha.
then i was going to go to sleep early since Friday was Black Friday. but my Grandma had given my mom a book for me to read. and i started reading it, and well i finished it. so i have no idea what time i went to sleep since i have no clocks in my room at home. and then i got up at 7 to go to walmart. bought Speed Racer the movie for $2. i call that a deal :)
then went to wait at the dentist while my mom and brother got their teeth cleaned. then we went out to breakfast/lunch. it was aight.
hit up bonton. got some christmas shopping done.
then we went Target and Five Below. Got a lot more Christmas shopping done.
and at Five Below the cash register guy asked to see my ID. i'm pretty sure he really didnt' have to see it. My mom was like why did he ask to see your id i was like i dont' know he probably just wanted to know my name or something.
what a creeper
ha.
went home for a bit. chilled out.
wrapped some presents.
then headed back out to try to find some stuff for my brother
came back home. went to visit my friend and her DARLING daughter :)
stayed there until 11:30 at night i went over at like 7. it was kind of ridiculous.
but i love them both. her daughter is adorbs :) she fell asleep in my arms. <3
went home fell asleep pretty fast. got up at 11 on saturday waited for Ali to wake up. went over FINALLY gave her, her birthday present then we headed to the KOP mall for an intense day of shopping. Hit up urban Outfitters. :) adore that store. went to a few other places. luckily my mom gave me my christmas money from her and my grandma to spend that way i had money, and now they can wrap everything i bought for myself haha. :) so enjoyable.
after all day of shopping we went to see New MOON!.
of course we were like a few minutes late so i missed the first couple of minutes but it's okay because i'm supposed to go see it again with my little brother lol.
the movie was pretty good. i have to admit i laughed hysterically at things that werent really funny, and well i LOVE Jacob alot more. I think they made Edward super creepy in that movie. haha.
Sunday...went to church. saw two kids i graduated with who never talked to me in high school. both of them looked at me with that look that's like "wait do i know you?"
i was like sigh i need to leave here. lol
went shopping with my mom for a bit. finally headed back to school at 3. smooth sailing for about an hour. THEN i hit TRAFFIC. i was not happy. i ended up sitting in traffic for about two and a half hours or so i would say. took me three hours to get back to my apartment. normally it takes between 1 1/2 to 1 3/4 it wasn't cool.
yesterday had class. it was raining. it was kind of a depressing. went to the gym. did the ab machine. I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE THE AB MACHINE.
then had some tea haha. went to bed kind of late.
and today i am tired.
went to work.
AND i only have two weeks of class left then finals. i can't even believe it.
seems so crazy!
but i'm excited. i'm ready for a break.
but i still dont' know if i'll be working over break. hopefully so. i really need to work over break.
even if it won't be pleasant...
uh. anyways gots to work on my weird greek practice last test/final thing. i have no idea it was really confusing when he handed it out. but whatevs :)
k byeeeeeeeeee
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