dear brother.

okay before i begin let me explain this is a letter to my brother who joined a jonas hate group and left this comment
"I can't stand it.. the family computer is now 10x slower because of dumb photos filled onto the hardrive by my sister.. LIKE WTF.

It didn't take long into this post that i decided to delete most of the pictures out of anger."
so let me begin

Dear Brother,
Why do you have to be so mean. Can't you see that the Jonas Brothers are about the only people with their music and youtube videos and such from sending me into a deep depression. Can't you just be happy for me. Don't you understand that they are the type of guys i have been searching my whole life for. They are everything i have ever wanted in a guy and more. Their music makes me want to sing and be happy all the time. Don't you like seeing me happy? They are the boys who made me realize my standards aren't too high. Don't you want me to keep my standards that high? Or do you want me to settle for someone less than i deserve? Don't you realize that i need their music to help me through the day? Don't you see that they make me have higher self-esteem? Can't you tell that they have inadvertently helped me out of my shell? Can't you see all of those things and more? Can't you tell that i am a more happy, less self-conscious person now?
Why can't you see those things?
Why can't you be happy for me?
WHY?
these are the question i ask myself daily!
Don't you understand that i just want what's best for you? I know sometimes i am a crazy older sister... seriously i am just being protective.. I don't want to ever see you with your heart broken.. I don't ever want to see you when your down.
I miss you. I miss those times when you were incredibly nice. Incredibly funny, the person who everyone loves.
why aren't you those things to me anymore? why are always so mean, and moody. to everyone in our family.. you know we love you the most. God still loves you..
do you remember when we used to all go to church together?
dont' you miss those times.
i do.
i miss alot.
Oh brother of mine. Can't you please just be happy for me, that i found a band who doesn't make me feel bad, who call girls beautiful rather than sexy. who are man enough to cry.
Can't you please be happy for me.
Please.
I will love you forever and for always cause blood is thicker than anything,
your loving sister

PS. i put all my pictures onto CD's and deleted them off the computer except for the recent ones... so in reality it's not "my" pictures that is making the computer slow it's those ppl who play games on the computer and who do other things that they know they shouldn't.