Well Christmas has come and gone
i must say i got sick on christmas i felt like my head was going to explode.
but i'm feeling much better now.
gotta get my wisdom teeth out tomorrow.
:( all four.
quite the adventure that will be.
oh well.
also had to use all my christmas money i got for rent.
so great.
not.
but i just got scheduled for two days of work next week
i just finished housesitting for someone and i'm babysitting new years eve. so hopefully that will bring in some money that i can put away (well most of it)
i really want to buy a pair of boots though and the more i think about it the more i think about this pair i saw at macy's when i was shopping with my grandma for christmas. she didn't like them, but i did. haha
they kind of look like combat boots, except not so manly.
hah i don't know i will have to save up and go shopping and see if they are how i remembered them and if i actually want them
you know?
anyways i hope you all got what you wanted :)
i got lovely gray wool cordones from Toms they are niceee, also got a sony ihome type of thing, some movies, socks, itunes card, clothing.
i enjoy it all
ALSO got Christa black's book God Loves Ugly, and i'm soooo excited to read it. of course i'm still working on the harry potter series. i keep stopping and then picking it up again. i just need to be fly through it then be done! then i'll read God Loves Ugly and this whole bag of books from my grandma! crazy!!!
anyways have a good night :)
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Monday, December 27, 2010
Sunday, December 19, 2010
of all the girls tossing rocks at your window.
Think i did alright with all my finals! John came over wednesday night to say goodbye before i went home on thursday. it was nice. is it weird that i kind of already miss him...
then nina slept over that night. it was crazy hah. then i we rudely woken up by chainsaws on thursday morning at like 8. because they were cutting down trees right outside my window. i was like why do they have to do that at 8 in the morning... grr.
had my last final at 2:30 finished in less than an hour...it was great. i studied a lot for that final though so hopefully i did alright.
So I got home from school on Thursday night :)
went to see my grandma whom i haven't seen in ...awhile. for her birthday. she was really happy to see me so i'm glad i went.
it is wonderful being home and knowing i have off for a month.
although i work tonight, but that's alright i need the money...
i wish she would schedule me more.. but so far it seems this is the only day i'm scheduled.
sigh.
oh wells
friday i went christmas shopping with my grandma at the mall it was fun! there is this store at the mall that seems to be newer and they have a bunch of things made of alpaca fur. it was pretty awesome!
friday night i watched inception, it was good, the ending was kind of lame though...
then some random kid from camp called me...it was awkward since i didn't know who it was..
haha.
oh well. he like talked to me for an hour though. it was strange haha.
yesterday my dad, brothers and i got a christmas tree :) i loveee the smell of christmas trees so i'm super excited we got one :)
went and did some shopping with my dad. then last night i watched the movie the other guys with my dad. it was alright. idk. it's the kind of comedy you expect from will ferrel now
today i went to church. and then i cleaned up most of the stuff i brought home from school.its still a mess since my brothers never clean so i did my best.
have work tonight at 6:30
really need to do some christmas shopping... like so badly. guess i'll do that tomorrow...oh well.
well i don't know that's pretty much it.
oh wait.. hear some things about someone and i must say they are going down a dangerous slippery slope. they also called me a bitch. not to my face of course. but what can you do.
i'm not surprised she would say that. she's changed a lot from who she was last year.
one of the reasons we are no longer friends.
i think she's pretty close to doing legit drugs...instead of just getting high from pills. but you know to each their own.
i mean i feel bad how our friendship ended, but it happens.
oh well.
i'm going to go do something idk. haha
have a good day!
then nina slept over that night. it was crazy hah. then i we rudely woken up by chainsaws on thursday morning at like 8. because they were cutting down trees right outside my window. i was like why do they have to do that at 8 in the morning... grr.
had my last final at 2:30 finished in less than an hour...it was great. i studied a lot for that final though so hopefully i did alright.
So I got home from school on Thursday night :)
went to see my grandma whom i haven't seen in ...awhile. for her birthday. she was really happy to see me so i'm glad i went.
it is wonderful being home and knowing i have off for a month.
although i work tonight, but that's alright i need the money...
i wish she would schedule me more.. but so far it seems this is the only day i'm scheduled.
sigh.
oh wells
friday i went christmas shopping with my grandma at the mall it was fun! there is this store at the mall that seems to be newer and they have a bunch of things made of alpaca fur. it was pretty awesome!
friday night i watched inception, it was good, the ending was kind of lame though...
then some random kid from camp called me...it was awkward since i didn't know who it was..
haha.
oh well. he like talked to me for an hour though. it was strange haha.
yesterday my dad, brothers and i got a christmas tree :) i loveee the smell of christmas trees so i'm super excited we got one :)
went and did some shopping with my dad. then last night i watched the movie the other guys with my dad. it was alright. idk. it's the kind of comedy you expect from will ferrel now
today i went to church. and then i cleaned up most of the stuff i brought home from school.its still a mess since my brothers never clean so i did my best.
have work tonight at 6:30
really need to do some christmas shopping... like so badly. guess i'll do that tomorrow...oh well.
well i don't know that's pretty much it.
oh wait.. hear some things about someone and i must say they are going down a dangerous slippery slope. they also called me a bitch. not to my face of course. but what can you do.
i'm not surprised she would say that. she's changed a lot from who she was last year.
one of the reasons we are no longer friends.
i think she's pretty close to doing legit drugs...instead of just getting high from pills. but you know to each their own.
i mean i feel bad how our friendship ended, but it happens.
oh well.
i'm going to go do something idk. haha
have a good day!
Sunday, November 21, 2010
life is funny.
aww garbo blogged :)
so cute.
um anyways.
lets talk about how hilarious my life is.
like legit.
HILARIOUS.
Okay so this week was pretty normal.
monday went to dinner, then yoga. (love yoga i always feel SO GOOD afterwards)
tuesday, we had nina and john over for dinner. then i went to this extra credit speaker about the amish. it was pretty interesting. he wrote a book about them too. It's by Donald Kraybill. he actually teaches at my school. haha
Wednesday, normal day of classes, we had "Thanksgiving Dinner" at school.
I somehow ended up sitting next to John and Kristin, which was relieving.
of course Kate was basically sending me death glares. and i was like whatever. it's not like i asked him to sit next to me. seriously.
afterwards you get like a free photo if your group dresses up, so we got one, although by that time John and Courtney already left for jazz band. so it's going to be weird.
afterwards went to the library to print some things out, then went to hang out in a music practice room with nina and sam.
then kate showed up and like yelled at us to get out of there. it was really rude, and weird.
i mean she had to teach a lesson in there but she really said it in a mean way.
but whatever.
then nina, sam and i went to the christmas tree lighting which was beautiful :)
we sang christmas carols and heard The Night Before Christmas. and had weird hot chocolate that tasted like coffee... i didn't drink it all because i really don't like coffee.
then finally went back to the apartment to do work.
except i never got any done because Kate texted me suddenly saying "we need to talk"
which lead into a two hour falling out via text.
freaking long and annoying.
i think i might just post the texts on here, because they are worthy of being remembered.
so yeah she texted me around ten being all we need to talk
and i didn't respond because i was like seriously why are you saying that through texts?
and plus it was ten and i was trying to do work
then 18 minutes later she sends me this
"I feel like you have not been treating me in an appropriate manner lately. you do not have the right to treat me this way. I feel like we have been friends for long enough that you owe it to me to at least say something to me about it."
i was like seriously. she wants to do it through texts. so i was like do you really want to do this through texts
and she was like
"I've tried everything else. I have no more options left."
which i feel is a lie. she talked to me ONCE about her drinking. and this whole thing was so much bigger than that. i just couldn't believe that she honestly thought she had no more options left.
i didn't respond right away after she said that because i was thinking of what to say and responding (my response was seven "pages" of texts).
so she was like "if you don't want to talk to me now when do you want to talk?"
right after she said that i sent her my seven page response.
basically i told her that she never listens, how i feel that she is a bully, how i dont think it's nice that she makes personal jokes about people's lives like extremely personal things. and how i don't think our friendship is doing anything helpful for either of us. and that i think she changed and not for the better. i also told her that she doesn't make good first impressions and that i alot of people have said that. which my brother did and i've heard it from other people too. i've never asked straight out though.
her response
"I dont' understand what you're talking about sam. I haven't made jokes out of personal things that i can ever remember. I haven't done anything remotely close to bully you. if anything you are a bully to me. how do you think i felt when you told me i couldn't sit next to you at church two weeks ago. and maybe if you would actually treat me like a friend you would realize that i'm not the same person i was last fall when you decided to start being so rude to me. it is not your place to judge me and ask what people think of me when you don't make a good first impression either."
so at this point i had to be like kate you always used to make fun of my back, (she also made fun of other things that are personal which were rude) i told her i was joking at church and that i was going to let her sit there but then she threw my papers on the ground and that was just intense. then i told her i didn't think she changed for the better. and i told her i never judge people and i wouldn't ask people questions like that. that people tell me things like that.
so i have no idea if i really have ever bullied her. i dont' think i have. i mean i probably haven't been the nicest person ever to her. i mean i know i could have been nicer. but why fake it.
and i have heard about so many people who do not like her. and it's ridiculous. i mean my brother said she was fake after knowing her for like three hours. that's just bad. and i don't know what she is saying that i don't make a good first impression. she honestly can't say that because i was extremely accepting to her when she first showed up, and she's NEVER invited anyone up here to visit for her to say that. and i'm always nice to all the people she invites into the group. i mean i'm shy but i am still nice to them.
so in response to me she said
"it definitely felt like you meant i couldnt' sit there.i do not remember making fun of your back. but if you can jokingly tell me not to sit by you can you be mad for me making fun of you? i'm sorry if you think i have changed for the worse. but it's because i just can't take your cruelty anymore. i'm honestly tell you it needs to stop. i'm tired of you not saying hi or bye to me. and just ignoring my presence that makes me feel so bad about myself."
i was like well there is a complete difference in joking about things and making fun of someones medical problems. and i was like id id't realize i had to say hi to you personally. ( i usually just say hi to everyone at the same time. so much easier) and i told her she creates way to much drama
"there wouldn't be any drama if you would treat me like a human being. i think it's a lot different too. no one has a problem with your back, and i'm sorry you're sensitive about it, but you should have said something. it was so humiliating and embarrassing when you publicly made fun of me at church in front of my boss and co workers. don't you think about that"
so i'm just wondering what she thinks i treat her like...an alien? i don't know. anyways i did say something when she initially made fun of my back, and she still did it. and i never publicly made fun of her in front of the entire church and her boss. unless she's saying that when i told her she couldn't sit there. i mean that's just being ridiculous because people do those kinds of jokes all the time. and if anything she made the scene by throwing my papers on the ground. i don't know. i mean i know in the beginning of the semester i jokingly said that i wasn't happy about being back at school because of kate at church. but then i laughed and was like i'm just kidding.
of course she made a HUGE deal about that and wouldn't let me forget i said that, even though i was like i was KIDDING.
anyways i responded with well i think everyone is sensitive about medical problems. and i told her that i just don't think our friendship is really worth it. probably some other things but i dont really remember, my phone erases messages i send once i start texting other people.. haha
her
"well you know what sam, everyone has medical problems, i have ptsd, and when you say mean things to me whether or not you mean it as a joke it deeply affects me, and thanks to you i have been in a pretty deep depression. i'm having nightmares and i can't focus. i'm sorry my friendship is ruining your life."
i was like i'm sorry kate i didn't know you had that. and i never said our friendship was ruining my life i just said you are holding me back. i need to focus on my future.
on a sidenote. no one knew she had/has ptsd. in fact she never mentioned it. so how was anyone supposed to know. and ptsd is post traumatic stress disorder. SO you only get that after i serious event... like war, a terrible car accident, hurricanes or tornadoes, well weather like that that destroys everything, and like child molestation or rape.
one source i looked at said maybe child bullying if it was really bad. but i feel like all children get bullied in some way. so i don't think that can be a real reason for ptsd. but i don't really know.
also i dont' think it's fair that she's blaming her entire deep depression on me. i mean she's been making me feel depressed too, but she's not the only cause. school has been stressful and i just need a break. and honestly i'm not the only one who had been avoiding her. but i think because i'm the only one she feels is a threat for dating john she's going against me. i mean sam has a b/f and so does kristin. nina doesn't but kate pry thinks john wouldnt date her and courtney also has a b/f so it's legit only me. last year when sam and i were single she really didn't like us when she liked john. although she was really mad at sam because she felt she flirted with him all the time. and now i guess she thinks i do... i'm really not. i'm just treating him like a good friend. ridiculous.
she said
" You said i was holding you back and i don't understand how i'm doing that. the only reason this friendship is having a negative effect on us is because you are unwilling to forgive me and treat me like you would a friend."
i said that i forgive everyone.
she said
"do you realize that doesn't make any sense? if you forgive me then why are you treating me this way?"
i said. i forgive you kate, but that doesn't mean i forget. i just don't think this friendship will go anywhere and it' not doign any good for either of us.
so her last response was
"well the bottom line is that we have the same friends, so we're going to see each other. i try to treat you kindly and all i ask is that you do the same for me."
i was just that sounds reasonable
and then we were done.
and i was like wow. i think that legit means our friendship is over.
kind of weird.
but you know i actually felt better afterwards, i mean i felt bad because that was a rough way to end a friendship if you could call it a friendship.
but i really felt like a weight had lifted off of me.
then luckily thursday i was going up to Penn State with sam to see ali for her birthday. :)
so thursday i had class. was a bit worried about seeing kate, but it didn't happen
after class left for penn state.
it was sort of raining which was annoying. but we rocked out the whole way there.
we got there and hung out with ali. had dinner. then kim showed up. then ali's sister and sister-in-law got there so we went to their hotel room. had some smirnoff.
then headed out. it was like 10 by that point. but it was cool. we went to this bar called the saloon lounge. but sam couldn't get in because she's only 20 . so that was awkward. but i sat with sam in mcdonalds then ali and her sisters and kim came and found us then we went to this other bar where there was an outside patio so sam could still talk to us.
so i had had a jagerbomb with ali and her sisters. (kim left at midnight since she had an 8 am)
then we went outside and hung out with sam. it was crazy.
and well i had a smirnoff at their hotel room then the jagerbomb. and some of ali's sister's jack and coke.
so i started to feel it a bit.
plus i was tired. so it was kind of hilarious.
Ali's sisters had some guy go up to her and hug her and then kiss her on the cheek and ask her if she wanted birthday sex.
it was crazyyyyy.
but ali said no she wasn't ready for that. she was also drunk at that point. so it was significantly more interesting.
but somehow ali's sister got that guys shirt for her.
so ali now has his shirt as a souveneir.
haha. it smelled really good. ahha
anyways after that bar we went back to her sister's hotel room had some more smirnoff. she also had beer. but i do not enjoy beer at all. so that was rough. but we stayed up until like four.
ali kept saying the most hilarious things ever.
her sister was playing music from her phone and ali saw that she had airplanes. and she was like "this song is crazy but hayley williams awesome. but seriously why write a song about airplanes. airplanes are just shooting stars that crash into buildings and kill people'"
that was pretty great. then we had like a dance party for a bit but finally it got the point where we like laid on the bed
then ali sam and i slept on a bed together. and you know how the bed goes vertical well we slept horizontal on it. so all of our legs were like hanging off the side. i was also in the middle and sam and ali pretty much snuggled up to me in the night. ahha. it was strange. but i was really warm.
haha.
so we got up on friday at like 10:30
went back to ali's dorm helped her pack her stuff up. said goodbye to her and her sisters as they left for home. then sam and i walked around downtown for a few hours.
then we headed back to etown.
got back to etown at like 5. showered. tried to nap. i couldn't fall asleep so i ate dinner. sam fell asleep for like four hours.
so in the meantime i was texting nina who said kate was bad mouthing me at dinner.
apparently she said
"sam basically told me that she's never been friends with me and she shuts herself down when she's around me. she doesn't say hi to me or anything and i'm like you know what just go away. she said i'm holding her back from her future."
so lets play three lies and a truth.
truth. i did say that i shut down around her. and that she holding me back.
but i NEVER said that we were never friends. i do say hi to EVERYONE including her. and she in fact never said just go away.
so that was fun.
and it's interesting that she is now spreading rumors. trying to get people to hate me. but it's okay the people she was talking to i probably wouldn't really be friends with anyways because i never see them. and so kate can hang out with them all she wants. i don't mind.
i'll just be angry if she tries to get john against me.
he's one of my best friends. so that's NOT happening.
and nina and sam are basically already on my side. i have no idea about kristin. in fact i haven't seen or talked to kristin since wednesday night. so you know that's cool.
i feel she'll pry side with kate.
but i guess that's okay. i really am not interested in having showdowns or something so whatever
and i fear kate will try to start something every time she seems me but i'm not going to do that.
anyways after nina left dinner i went and hung out with her at this game night thing for awhile then she had to go to work so i came back to the apartment and started watching hp1. sam finally woke up and watched it with me. it was like midnight by that point and i was kind of tired but at the same time not so we started watching pirates of the caribbean. and then i fell asleep on teh recliner.
so that was awesome. haha
woke up at 3:20 brushed my teeth and went to sleep.
that was great.
yesterday. mostly hung out
then went to see HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS PART ONE.
and i cried within the first ten minutes. and i almost cried in the middle and then i cried at the end.
i was pretty much a mess.
didn't really think i would cry that much but i did.
it was crazy.
sam was laughing at me. but i mean harry potter had been part of about half of my life. i can't help it.
after that had dinner with nina and her sister who came up to visit.
kate was actually in the marketplace so that was slightly terrifying but we avoided her.
then went to see eat pray love for free in the auditorium. which was a good movie.
sam left to visit her boyfriend for the night so i hung otu with nina and her sister. and john and katie and some other girl.
we went to folklore which is like a coffee shop. then hung out in katie's room until like 2 in the morning.
it was fun.
:)
this weekend is probably the most fun i have had in awhile. so that was awesome.
so now i'm trying to finish my portfolio to hand in before thanksgiving so i don't need to worry about it anymore i also need to practice guitar.
i'm also waiting for john to be like we need to talk about kate.
but so far that hasn't happened.
so that's good.
i mean i want to tell him my side but i feel like it's going to be awkward.
blah.
anyways need to get work done now!
have a marvelous day :)
so cute.
um anyways.
lets talk about how hilarious my life is.
like legit.
HILARIOUS.
Okay so this week was pretty normal.
monday went to dinner, then yoga. (love yoga i always feel SO GOOD afterwards)
tuesday, we had nina and john over for dinner. then i went to this extra credit speaker about the amish. it was pretty interesting. he wrote a book about them too. It's by Donald Kraybill. he actually teaches at my school. haha
Wednesday, normal day of classes, we had "Thanksgiving Dinner" at school.
I somehow ended up sitting next to John and Kristin, which was relieving.
of course Kate was basically sending me death glares. and i was like whatever. it's not like i asked him to sit next to me. seriously.
afterwards you get like a free photo if your group dresses up, so we got one, although by that time John and Courtney already left for jazz band. so it's going to be weird.
afterwards went to the library to print some things out, then went to hang out in a music practice room with nina and sam.
then kate showed up and like yelled at us to get out of there. it was really rude, and weird.
i mean she had to teach a lesson in there but she really said it in a mean way.
but whatever.
then nina, sam and i went to the christmas tree lighting which was beautiful :)
we sang christmas carols and heard The Night Before Christmas. and had weird hot chocolate that tasted like coffee... i didn't drink it all because i really don't like coffee.
then finally went back to the apartment to do work.
except i never got any done because Kate texted me suddenly saying "we need to talk"
which lead into a two hour falling out via text.
freaking long and annoying.
i think i might just post the texts on here, because they are worthy of being remembered.
so yeah she texted me around ten being all we need to talk
and i didn't respond because i was like seriously why are you saying that through texts?
and plus it was ten and i was trying to do work
then 18 minutes later she sends me this
"I feel like you have not been treating me in an appropriate manner lately. you do not have the right to treat me this way. I feel like we have been friends for long enough that you owe it to me to at least say something to me about it."
i was like seriously. she wants to do it through texts. so i was like do you really want to do this through texts
and she was like
"I've tried everything else. I have no more options left."
which i feel is a lie. she talked to me ONCE about her drinking. and this whole thing was so much bigger than that. i just couldn't believe that she honestly thought she had no more options left.
i didn't respond right away after she said that because i was thinking of what to say and responding (my response was seven "pages" of texts).
so she was like "if you don't want to talk to me now when do you want to talk?"
right after she said that i sent her my seven page response.
basically i told her that she never listens, how i feel that she is a bully, how i dont think it's nice that she makes personal jokes about people's lives like extremely personal things. and how i don't think our friendship is doing anything helpful for either of us. and that i think she changed and not for the better. i also told her that she doesn't make good first impressions and that i alot of people have said that. which my brother did and i've heard it from other people too. i've never asked straight out though.
her response
"I dont' understand what you're talking about sam. I haven't made jokes out of personal things that i can ever remember. I haven't done anything remotely close to bully you. if anything you are a bully to me. how do you think i felt when you told me i couldn't sit next to you at church two weeks ago. and maybe if you would actually treat me like a friend you would realize that i'm not the same person i was last fall when you decided to start being so rude to me. it is not your place to judge me and ask what people think of me when you don't make a good first impression either."
so at this point i had to be like kate you always used to make fun of my back, (she also made fun of other things that are personal which were rude) i told her i was joking at church and that i was going to let her sit there but then she threw my papers on the ground and that was just intense. then i told her i didn't think she changed for the better. and i told her i never judge people and i wouldn't ask people questions like that. that people tell me things like that.
so i have no idea if i really have ever bullied her. i dont' think i have. i mean i probably haven't been the nicest person ever to her. i mean i know i could have been nicer. but why fake it.
and i have heard about so many people who do not like her. and it's ridiculous. i mean my brother said she was fake after knowing her for like three hours. that's just bad. and i don't know what she is saying that i don't make a good first impression. she honestly can't say that because i was extremely accepting to her when she first showed up, and she's NEVER invited anyone up here to visit for her to say that. and i'm always nice to all the people she invites into the group. i mean i'm shy but i am still nice to them.
so in response to me she said
"it definitely felt like you meant i couldnt' sit there.i do not remember making fun of your back. but if you can jokingly tell me not to sit by you can you be mad for me making fun of you? i'm sorry if you think i have changed for the worse. but it's because i just can't take your cruelty anymore. i'm honestly tell you it needs to stop. i'm tired of you not saying hi or bye to me. and just ignoring my presence that makes me feel so bad about myself."
i was like well there is a complete difference in joking about things and making fun of someones medical problems. and i was like id id't realize i had to say hi to you personally. ( i usually just say hi to everyone at the same time. so much easier) and i told her she creates way to much drama
"there wouldn't be any drama if you would treat me like a human being. i think it's a lot different too. no one has a problem with your back, and i'm sorry you're sensitive about it, but you should have said something. it was so humiliating and embarrassing when you publicly made fun of me at church in front of my boss and co workers. don't you think about that"
so i'm just wondering what she thinks i treat her like...an alien? i don't know. anyways i did say something when she initially made fun of my back, and she still did it. and i never publicly made fun of her in front of the entire church and her boss. unless she's saying that when i told her she couldn't sit there. i mean that's just being ridiculous because people do those kinds of jokes all the time. and if anything she made the scene by throwing my papers on the ground. i don't know. i mean i know in the beginning of the semester i jokingly said that i wasn't happy about being back at school because of kate at church. but then i laughed and was like i'm just kidding.
of course she made a HUGE deal about that and wouldn't let me forget i said that, even though i was like i was KIDDING.
anyways i responded with well i think everyone is sensitive about medical problems. and i told her that i just don't think our friendship is really worth it. probably some other things but i dont really remember, my phone erases messages i send once i start texting other people.. haha
her
"well you know what sam, everyone has medical problems, i have ptsd, and when you say mean things to me whether or not you mean it as a joke it deeply affects me, and thanks to you i have been in a pretty deep depression. i'm having nightmares and i can't focus. i'm sorry my friendship is ruining your life."
i was like i'm sorry kate i didn't know you had that. and i never said our friendship was ruining my life i just said you are holding me back. i need to focus on my future.
on a sidenote. no one knew she had/has ptsd. in fact she never mentioned it. so how was anyone supposed to know. and ptsd is post traumatic stress disorder. SO you only get that after i serious event... like war, a terrible car accident, hurricanes or tornadoes, well weather like that that destroys everything, and like child molestation or rape.
one source i looked at said maybe child bullying if it was really bad. but i feel like all children get bullied in some way. so i don't think that can be a real reason for ptsd. but i don't really know.
also i dont' think it's fair that she's blaming her entire deep depression on me. i mean she's been making me feel depressed too, but she's not the only cause. school has been stressful and i just need a break. and honestly i'm not the only one who had been avoiding her. but i think because i'm the only one she feels is a threat for dating john she's going against me. i mean sam has a b/f and so does kristin. nina doesn't but kate pry thinks john wouldnt date her and courtney also has a b/f so it's legit only me. last year when sam and i were single she really didn't like us when she liked john. although she was really mad at sam because she felt she flirted with him all the time. and now i guess she thinks i do... i'm really not. i'm just treating him like a good friend. ridiculous.
she said
" You said i was holding you back and i don't understand how i'm doing that. the only reason this friendship is having a negative effect on us is because you are unwilling to forgive me and treat me like you would a friend."
i said that i forgive everyone.
she said
"do you realize that doesn't make any sense? if you forgive me then why are you treating me this way?"
i said. i forgive you kate, but that doesn't mean i forget. i just don't think this friendship will go anywhere and it' not doign any good for either of us.
so her last response was
"well the bottom line is that we have the same friends, so we're going to see each other. i try to treat you kindly and all i ask is that you do the same for me."
i was just that sounds reasonable
and then we were done.
and i was like wow. i think that legit means our friendship is over.
kind of weird.
but you know i actually felt better afterwards, i mean i felt bad because that was a rough way to end a friendship if you could call it a friendship.
but i really felt like a weight had lifted off of me.
then luckily thursday i was going up to Penn State with sam to see ali for her birthday. :)
so thursday i had class. was a bit worried about seeing kate, but it didn't happen
after class left for penn state.
it was sort of raining which was annoying. but we rocked out the whole way there.
we got there and hung out with ali. had dinner. then kim showed up. then ali's sister and sister-in-law got there so we went to their hotel room. had some smirnoff.
then headed out. it was like 10 by that point. but it was cool. we went to this bar called the saloon lounge. but sam couldn't get in because she's only 20 . so that was awkward. but i sat with sam in mcdonalds then ali and her sisters and kim came and found us then we went to this other bar where there was an outside patio so sam could still talk to us.
so i had had a jagerbomb with ali and her sisters. (kim left at midnight since she had an 8 am)
then we went outside and hung out with sam. it was crazy.
and well i had a smirnoff at their hotel room then the jagerbomb. and some of ali's sister's jack and coke.
so i started to feel it a bit.
plus i was tired. so it was kind of hilarious.
Ali's sisters had some guy go up to her and hug her and then kiss her on the cheek and ask her if she wanted birthday sex.
it was crazyyyyy.
but ali said no she wasn't ready for that. she was also drunk at that point. so it was significantly more interesting.
but somehow ali's sister got that guys shirt for her.
so ali now has his shirt as a souveneir.
haha. it smelled really good. ahha
anyways after that bar we went back to her sister's hotel room had some more smirnoff. she also had beer. but i do not enjoy beer at all. so that was rough. but we stayed up until like four.
ali kept saying the most hilarious things ever.
her sister was playing music from her phone and ali saw that she had airplanes. and she was like "this song is crazy but hayley williams awesome. but seriously why write a song about airplanes. airplanes are just shooting stars that crash into buildings and kill people'"
that was pretty great. then we had like a dance party for a bit but finally it got the point where we like laid on the bed
then ali sam and i slept on a bed together. and you know how the bed goes vertical well we slept horizontal on it. so all of our legs were like hanging off the side. i was also in the middle and sam and ali pretty much snuggled up to me in the night. ahha. it was strange. but i was really warm.
haha.
so we got up on friday at like 10:30
went back to ali's dorm helped her pack her stuff up. said goodbye to her and her sisters as they left for home. then sam and i walked around downtown for a few hours.
then we headed back to etown.
got back to etown at like 5. showered. tried to nap. i couldn't fall asleep so i ate dinner. sam fell asleep for like four hours.
so in the meantime i was texting nina who said kate was bad mouthing me at dinner.
apparently she said
"sam basically told me that she's never been friends with me and she shuts herself down when she's around me. she doesn't say hi to me or anything and i'm like you know what just go away. she said i'm holding her back from her future."
so lets play three lies and a truth.
truth. i did say that i shut down around her. and that she holding me back.
but i NEVER said that we were never friends. i do say hi to EVERYONE including her. and she in fact never said just go away.
so that was fun.
and it's interesting that she is now spreading rumors. trying to get people to hate me. but it's okay the people she was talking to i probably wouldn't really be friends with anyways because i never see them. and so kate can hang out with them all she wants. i don't mind.
i'll just be angry if she tries to get john against me.
he's one of my best friends. so that's NOT happening.
and nina and sam are basically already on my side. i have no idea about kristin. in fact i haven't seen or talked to kristin since wednesday night. so you know that's cool.
i feel she'll pry side with kate.
but i guess that's okay. i really am not interested in having showdowns or something so whatever
and i fear kate will try to start something every time she seems me but i'm not going to do that.
anyways after nina left dinner i went and hung out with her at this game night thing for awhile then she had to go to work so i came back to the apartment and started watching hp1. sam finally woke up and watched it with me. it was like midnight by that point and i was kind of tired but at the same time not so we started watching pirates of the caribbean. and then i fell asleep on teh recliner.
so that was awesome. haha
woke up at 3:20 brushed my teeth and went to sleep.
that was great.
yesterday. mostly hung out
then went to see HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS PART ONE.
and i cried within the first ten minutes. and i almost cried in the middle and then i cried at the end.
i was pretty much a mess.
didn't really think i would cry that much but i did.
it was crazy.
sam was laughing at me. but i mean harry potter had been part of about half of my life. i can't help it.
after that had dinner with nina and her sister who came up to visit.
kate was actually in the marketplace so that was slightly terrifying but we avoided her.
then went to see eat pray love for free in the auditorium. which was a good movie.
sam left to visit her boyfriend for the night so i hung otu with nina and her sister. and john and katie and some other girl.
we went to folklore which is like a coffee shop. then hung out in katie's room until like 2 in the morning.
it was fun.
:)
this weekend is probably the most fun i have had in awhile. so that was awesome.
so now i'm trying to finish my portfolio to hand in before thanksgiving so i don't need to worry about it anymore i also need to practice guitar.
i'm also waiting for john to be like we need to talk about kate.
but so far that hasn't happened.
so that's good.
i mean i want to tell him my side but i feel like it's going to be awkward.
blah.
anyways need to get work done now!
have a marvelous day :)
Saturday, December 26, 2009
You sit on a throne of lies!
so yesterday afternoon we went to my aunt's house, gave my brother's girlfriend her presents.
as a joke my youngest brother and i got her some gum called "dont have ugly children gum"
heehee.
she laughed, and chewed it right away and passed some pieces around and it was super hot cinnamon gum! but it was good, and now i won't have ugly children haha, we also gave her a really cute bracelet that had a flower on it, and i would actually totally have worn that haha, and a keychain that said love and had the eiffel tower on it too, since she wants to move to France haha :)
then we played Rockband.
it was awesome.
then it was time to eat.
had some good food.
went back to playing rockband. then we had dessert and played Imaginiff.
now that was hilarious.
my grandmother played with us and one question was
"if ________ (at that moment we were being asked what our grandma would do) were a dance what dance would he/she be"
1. waltz
2. chicken dance
3. disco
4. limbo
and there were two more but i dont' remember what they were haha
but we all basically put the waltz because we were all thinking that's a classic dance, and my grandmother chose disco.
we were all like WHAT?!?! GRANDMA! YOU WOULD BE DISCO?!!?
haha so basically Imaginiff is the craziest game ever and no matter how well you think you know someone you'll probably never get any of the answers right because they ask ridiculous questions like what dance you would be haha.
then we played Taboo, i was on my brother's girlfriend's team and we dominated.
of course everyone else cheated. haha
but you know it happens.
haha. it was fun though. :)
today i didn't really do anything. besides watch a lot of stuff about World Championships having to do with the Winter Olympics. haha. and i watched a program about Apolo Anton Ohno, he amazes me.
He was ridiculously amazing at Speed Skating in Salt Lake City.
I adore him haha :)
sigh. i really need to do something about just watching things about Olympics. it's just sad. haha
although my dad told me that he would totally drive me up to see Honor Society on New Years Eve in hershey!
i'm so excited.
i really want to go since it's free!!!
i woulddd LOVE to be there.
i should do it right?
i mean it's free and that'll pry never ever happen again.
!
ahh!
and i'm still pricing guitar cases.
i wish i knew a good place to buy one from. i looked some up on amazon and they had some for like $20. but i don't know if i should trust them for that amount... but i really don't want to pay $140 which is like the highest i've seen. that just seems ridiculous...
anyways number one on things to get GUITAR CASE!
woo. then i have to get a Greek new testament bible.
for greek class next semester.
then i'm free to go shopping! woo ahah
oh well.
so Honor Society New Years Eve? yes?
or yes?
give me your opinions!!!!!!!!!! haha
loveee youuu
as a joke my youngest brother and i got her some gum called "dont have ugly children gum"
heehee.
she laughed, and chewed it right away and passed some pieces around and it was super hot cinnamon gum! but it was good, and now i won't have ugly children haha, we also gave her a really cute bracelet that had a flower on it, and i would actually totally have worn that haha, and a keychain that said love and had the eiffel tower on it too, since she wants to move to France haha :)
then we played Rockband.
it was awesome.
then it was time to eat.
had some good food.
went back to playing rockband. then we had dessert and played Imaginiff.
now that was hilarious.
my grandmother played with us and one question was
"if ________ (at that moment we were being asked what our grandma would do) were a dance what dance would he/she be"
1. waltz
2. chicken dance
3. disco
4. limbo
and there were two more but i dont' remember what they were haha
but we all basically put the waltz because we were all thinking that's a classic dance, and my grandmother chose disco.
we were all like WHAT?!?! GRANDMA! YOU WOULD BE DISCO?!!?
haha so basically Imaginiff is the craziest game ever and no matter how well you think you know someone you'll probably never get any of the answers right because they ask ridiculous questions like what dance you would be haha.
then we played Taboo, i was on my brother's girlfriend's team and we dominated.
of course everyone else cheated. haha
but you know it happens.
haha. it was fun though. :)
today i didn't really do anything. besides watch a lot of stuff about World Championships having to do with the Winter Olympics. haha. and i watched a program about Apolo Anton Ohno, he amazes me.
He was ridiculously amazing at Speed Skating in Salt Lake City.
I adore him haha :)
sigh. i really need to do something about just watching things about Olympics. it's just sad. haha
although my dad told me that he would totally drive me up to see Honor Society on New Years Eve in hershey!
i'm so excited.
i really want to go since it's free!!!
i woulddd LOVE to be there.
i should do it right?
i mean it's free and that'll pry never ever happen again.
!
ahh!
and i'm still pricing guitar cases.
i wish i knew a good place to buy one from. i looked some up on amazon and they had some for like $20. but i don't know if i should trust them for that amount... but i really don't want to pay $140 which is like the highest i've seen. that just seems ridiculous...
anyways number one on things to get GUITAR CASE!
woo. then i have to get a Greek new testament bible.
for greek class next semester.
then i'm free to go shopping! woo ahah
oh well.
so Honor Society New Years Eve? yes?
or yes?
give me your opinions!!!!!!!!!! haha
loveee youuu
Friday, December 25, 2009
the only way to spread Christmas cheer, is singing loud for all to hear :)
yayyyy Christmassssssssss
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
okay soo went to church last night :)
candlelight service my favorite :)
and a lot of people said hi to me and i actually forgot that they even went to my church! haha but it was nice.
and of course saw this kid that i've known since 6th grade.
my family has forever made fun of me.
probably because i had a crush on him in 7th grade, and then in tenth grade he was in my study hall and WOULD NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE! hhaha.
so i always see him at christmas and sometimes easter, usually not ever besides that, but you know whatevs haha.
he smiled at me when he walked by since my family made me sit on the end and i was squished. we asked some people if we could sit with them, and apparently they were saving seats for their family. but when their family didn't show up they never moved over.
it was very uncomfortable.
so i was on the end downstairs and everyone said hi to me. and it was interesting.
haha
then we came home and watched Its A Wonderful Life
:)
that movie is so good, i mean it's sad but the ending is always nice :)
went to bed.
woke up at 6 this morning. obviously i was excited.
went back to sleep.
woke up at 9:30 ish
stayed in bed until ten then we went downstairs and looked at all the presents. haha with my brothers, we opened our stockings. got a lot of candy...
i was like oh no... haha
oh well it's christmas i'll just workout some extra time haha :)
then the opening of the presents.
so from my mom...and dad
A north face jacket, some face wash stuff, gum, cardigan, and a tv for my room.
my grandmother:
flats, dress, jeans, zebra print pillowcases :), and a purse
then i'll pry get money from my other grandmother which it seems i'll have to put towards a guitar case.
sigh. i really need one though so oh well.
oh my brothers got me Elf the movie, and a scarf...which i already own...haha. oh well it's the thought that counts :)
and i would watch a Christmas Story, but we dont' get that channel anymore. so instead i'm watching Luge.
yes Luge.
i'm so stoked for the Winter Olympics 2010 in February! i LOVE the Winter Olympics, snowboarding, ice skating, Luge, Speed Skating :)
YAY!!!
well gonna go watch some more luge, eat some macaroni salad and wait for it to be time to go to my aunts!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
i love you
and remember the reason for the season :)
<3
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
okay soo went to church last night :)
candlelight service my favorite :)
and a lot of people said hi to me and i actually forgot that they even went to my church! haha but it was nice.
and of course saw this kid that i've known since 6th grade.
my family has forever made fun of me.
probably because i had a crush on him in 7th grade, and then in tenth grade he was in my study hall and WOULD NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE! hhaha.
so i always see him at christmas and sometimes easter, usually not ever besides that, but you know whatevs haha.
he smiled at me when he walked by since my family made me sit on the end and i was squished. we asked some people if we could sit with them, and apparently they were saving seats for their family. but when their family didn't show up they never moved over.
it was very uncomfortable.
so i was on the end downstairs and everyone said hi to me. and it was interesting.
haha
then we came home and watched Its A Wonderful Life
:)
that movie is so good, i mean it's sad but the ending is always nice :)
went to bed.
woke up at 6 this morning. obviously i was excited.
went back to sleep.
woke up at 9:30 ish
stayed in bed until ten then we went downstairs and looked at all the presents. haha with my brothers, we opened our stockings. got a lot of candy...
i was like oh no... haha
oh well it's christmas i'll just workout some extra time haha :)
then the opening of the presents.
so from my mom...and dad
A north face jacket, some face wash stuff, gum, cardigan, and a tv for my room.
my grandmother:
flats, dress, jeans, zebra print pillowcases :), and a purse
then i'll pry get money from my other grandmother which it seems i'll have to put towards a guitar case.
sigh. i really need one though so oh well.
oh my brothers got me Elf the movie, and a scarf...which i already own...haha. oh well it's the thought that counts :)
and i would watch a Christmas Story, but we dont' get that channel anymore. so instead i'm watching Luge.
yes Luge.
i'm so stoked for the Winter Olympics 2010 in February! i LOVE the Winter Olympics, snowboarding, ice skating, Luge, Speed Skating :)
YAY!!!
well gonna go watch some more luge, eat some macaroni salad and wait for it to be time to go to my aunts!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
i love you
and remember the reason for the season :)
<3
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Merry Christmas Eve !
WOO! i can't believe tomorrow is Christmas! so crazy!
but i'm excited
i just love the holidays. it's always so wonderful.
even if your family is insane.
like mine.
haha
so tuesday night i babysat Emily :)
gosh i missed that little girl so much.
we had some pineapple pizza, and mozzarella sticks. amazingness.
then we watched Max & Ruby...
excitinggg.haha
we played some computer games. she's only four. they start out so young these days.
don't worry we played Wow Wow! Wubzy! computer games...
i bought her a Tinkerbell lantern set. so we made those and it was fun! :)
then her mom came home and i stayed there for like two more hours just talking to them and we watched The Wizard Of Oz.
Then Emily begged me to stay over.
she's so cute.
she asked me when i was going to leave, and i was like well i can leave whenever you want me to leave, and she was like "i want you to stay FOREVER"
i was like awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! <3
so adorable.
they gave me a gift card for target :) i love them for that.
so yesterday i went to target, i really wanted a cardigan but they didn't have the one that i had seen there like a month ago. so instead i bought stuff for my guitar, since i'm going to need it when i go back to school.
then last night i went to my brother's girlfriend's mom's christmas party.
it was intense so many people, there and so much food, and it was really loud but it was fun.
it still scares me when his girlfriend's dad talks to me. idk he just makes me nervous and it was weird when he hugged me when we told him we were leaving. but i'm just awkward around men. what can i say.
I also saw my one friend whom i have known since first grade! i haven't seen him in so long and i was like oh my gosh CODY!!! and we ended talking for like an hour. of course my mom was nearby and she kept interrupting.
i was like goodness mother, can't you tell we are talking.
but whatever haha.
and today. i have to go shopping.
it seems my brother's girlfriend bought me a present..
i was like..oh no.
haha.
so i have to get her something. but you know i don't mind :)
it should be fun, she has a really unique sense of style so i'm excited to find something for her :)
and well TOMORROW IS CHRISTMAS! yay!!! :)
i love christmas!
and i can't wait to go to church tonight, Candlelight service Christmas Eve is my favorite time to go to church. i love singing the Christmas Carols. even though i'm not that great of a singer. haha.
:)
well enjoy your time with your family!
God Bless <3
but i'm excited
i just love the holidays. it's always so wonderful.
even if your family is insane.
like mine.
haha
so tuesday night i babysat Emily :)
gosh i missed that little girl so much.
we had some pineapple pizza, and mozzarella sticks. amazingness.
then we watched Max & Ruby...
excitinggg.haha
we played some computer games. she's only four. they start out so young these days.
don't worry we played Wow Wow! Wubzy! computer games...
i bought her a Tinkerbell lantern set. so we made those and it was fun! :)
then her mom came home and i stayed there for like two more hours just talking to them and we watched The Wizard Of Oz.
Then Emily begged me to stay over.
she's so cute.
she asked me when i was going to leave, and i was like well i can leave whenever you want me to leave, and she was like "i want you to stay FOREVER"
i was like awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! <3
so adorable.
they gave me a gift card for target :) i love them for that.
so yesterday i went to target, i really wanted a cardigan but they didn't have the one that i had seen there like a month ago. so instead i bought stuff for my guitar, since i'm going to need it when i go back to school.
then last night i went to my brother's girlfriend's mom's christmas party.
it was intense so many people, there and so much food, and it was really loud but it was fun.
it still scares me when his girlfriend's dad talks to me. idk he just makes me nervous and it was weird when he hugged me when we told him we were leaving. but i'm just awkward around men. what can i say.
I also saw my one friend whom i have known since first grade! i haven't seen him in so long and i was like oh my gosh CODY!!! and we ended talking for like an hour. of course my mom was nearby and she kept interrupting.
i was like goodness mother, can't you tell we are talking.
but whatever haha.
and today. i have to go shopping.
it seems my brother's girlfriend bought me a present..
i was like..oh no.
haha.
so i have to get her something. but you know i don't mind :)
it should be fun, she has a really unique sense of style so i'm excited to find something for her :)
and well TOMORROW IS CHRISTMAS! yay!!! :)
i love christmas!
and i can't wait to go to church tonight, Candlelight service Christmas Eve is my favorite time to go to church. i love singing the Christmas Carols. even though i'm not that great of a singer. haha.
:)
well enjoy your time with your family!
God Bless <3
Monday, December 14, 2009
get down on a low day.
So i just realized that i never even started to do a countdown to Christmas. I mean i have always done that. always. I mean i know i was like oh 25 days til Christmas, but after that i was just like la la la. and now that i'm done my finals...YES I'M DONE... i was like woah i never counted down. so uh ready? 10 days til Christmas :)
and now to the excitement OF ME BEING DONE FINALS!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
So i woke up this morning.
okay that's a lie.
i went to bed at like 11 last night. and guess who couldn't sleep.
yup me.
it was horrible. all these sirens kept going off. and i was like SERIOUSLY WHO IS DYING OR GETTING IN TROUBLE TONIGHT. JUST STOP.
so that was obnoixously loud.
then i looked at my clock and wohoo it was already 1 in the morning.
i was like.
d.a.r.n.i.t.
then i laid in my bed, got overheated because the heater is evil.
it makes evil noises like someone is banging on it with a giant metal piece.
then it spurts a lot
and i just want to beat it up with a giant metal piece.
so finally i looked at my clock and WOAH. it was ten minutes until i had to get up.
and i was like. haha YAY *sarcasm* i slept for pry an hour.
wooo.
and then i got up and realized that i felt like throwing up.
i mean i studied for three hours last night and i didn't feel like i was remembering anything and then this morning i studied more.
and i went to school and i was walking to my final and i was like wow i'm going to throw up
and i honestly haven't felt that sick or anxious about a final in so long. i don't know what was going on
and then i finally did my final
read the first few questions freaked out, felt like i didnt know anything took a few deep breaths reread them and i realized that i actually knew some. i would say philosophy is the hardest subject ever here. and that i could have perhaps known about 50% and perhaps been able to make amazing short answers for about 30%. all i want is a B in that class. THAT'S ALL I WANT.
ahhh.
okay whew.
so then after that, which took me about an hour, i was leaving and Clayton finished about the same time and he was like i only knew like 1/3 of it and i was like oh me too but then later i came to the realization that i knew at least a half it.
anyways i headed over to the math building and studied there for an hour and a half.
took my math final in an hour.
thought it wasn't too bad.
then went and sold back some books, hung out with sam
headed to lunch.
came back to my apartment did nothing all afternoon.
well i started to pack.
then i went to dinner.
did more packing, packed up part of my car.
sent my Greek teacher my final exam :)
then did my Jesus and Moral Life final essay
printed it out.
and i'm going to turn it in tomorrow
wooo.
then i go home.
where there is no good food, no cable and i will rot away in my room on the computer.
OH WAIT.
no i promised myself i would go to the library :)
maybe i'll do that wednesday. i'll do 80 loads of laundry, go to the library, the post office, then rot away in my room, but instead of being on the computer i'll be reading. that's SO MUCH BETTER!
yesssssssssssssssssss
oh also
you should listen to the band Capra :)
they are amazing and the kdi who played Aaron Stone on the show Aaron Stone, and guessed starred on SWAC as that mean ex-bf of Tawnie's, KELLY BLATZ. yeah he's the lead singer, and he is adorable and has an amazing voice.
soooo get ittttttt
:)
and now i'm basically going crazy because i didnt get enough sleep last night so you know i'm going to bed!
wooooooooooooo
AHHAHA
seriously.
good night.
and now to the excitement OF ME BEING DONE FINALS!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
So i woke up this morning.
okay that's a lie.
i went to bed at like 11 last night. and guess who couldn't sleep.
yup me.
it was horrible. all these sirens kept going off. and i was like SERIOUSLY WHO IS DYING OR GETTING IN TROUBLE TONIGHT. JUST STOP.
so that was obnoixously loud.
then i looked at my clock and wohoo it was already 1 in the morning.
i was like.
d.a.r.n.i.t.
then i laid in my bed, got overheated because the heater is evil.
it makes evil noises like someone is banging on it with a giant metal piece.
then it spurts a lot
and i just want to beat it up with a giant metal piece.
so finally i looked at my clock and WOAH. it was ten minutes until i had to get up.
and i was like. haha YAY *sarcasm* i slept for pry an hour.
wooo.
and then i got up and realized that i felt like throwing up.
i mean i studied for three hours last night and i didn't feel like i was remembering anything and then this morning i studied more.
and i went to school and i was walking to my final and i was like wow i'm going to throw up
and i honestly haven't felt that sick or anxious about a final in so long. i don't know what was going on
and then i finally did my final
read the first few questions freaked out, felt like i didnt know anything took a few deep breaths reread them and i realized that i actually knew some. i would say philosophy is the hardest subject ever here. and that i could have perhaps known about 50% and perhaps been able to make amazing short answers for about 30%. all i want is a B in that class. THAT'S ALL I WANT.
ahhh.
okay whew.
so then after that, which took me about an hour, i was leaving and Clayton finished about the same time and he was like i only knew like 1/3 of it and i was like oh me too but then later i came to the realization that i knew at least a half it.
anyways i headed over to the math building and studied there for an hour and a half.
took my math final in an hour.
thought it wasn't too bad.
then went and sold back some books, hung out with sam
headed to lunch.
came back to my apartment did nothing all afternoon.
well i started to pack.
then i went to dinner.
did more packing, packed up part of my car.
sent my Greek teacher my final exam :)
then did my Jesus and Moral Life final essay
printed it out.
and i'm going to turn it in tomorrow
wooo.
then i go home.
where there is no good food, no cable and i will rot away in my room on the computer.
OH WAIT.
no i promised myself i would go to the library :)
maybe i'll do that wednesday. i'll do 80 loads of laundry, go to the library, the post office, then rot away in my room, but instead of being on the computer i'll be reading. that's SO MUCH BETTER!
yesssssssssssssssssss
oh also
you should listen to the band Capra :)
they are amazing and the kdi who played Aaron Stone on the show Aaron Stone, and guessed starred on SWAC as that mean ex-bf of Tawnie's, KELLY BLATZ. yeah he's the lead singer, and he is adorable and has an amazing voice.
soooo get ittttttt
:)
and now i'm basically going crazy because i didnt get enough sleep last night so you know i'm going to bed!
wooooooooooooo
AHHAHA
seriously.
good night.
Monday, November 9, 2009
Can anybody find me somebody to love????? OH SOMEBODY OH SOMEBODY!...
sorry listening to the Glee soundtrack :)
i greatly enjoy that song.
anyways lets see.
exciting news?
MIKES DOG CAME TO LIVE WITH US! SHE IS THE CUTEST DOG! HER NAME IS SHWAYZE! seriously though she is so cute! everytime i go into the kitchen or to the bathroom she always follows me back to my room. it's super cute.
she also whines everytime mike leaves. also super adorbs :)
anyways last friday went to see The Ugly Truth at school for free. can i just say i LOVE Gerard Butler. so him being in that movie made it so much better haha. so i really enjoyed that movie. then my friends and i headed to the mall. i found jeans for $9.50 yes nine dollars and fifty cents. greatest deal ever. love Forever 21 :)
that's the only thing i bought because basically i'm broke. although i get paid this friday but i'm thinking i shouldn't spend it, because over thanksgiving break I'M SEEING ALI AND WE ARE GOING TO SEE NEW MOON AND GO SHOPPING AND HANG OUT so i can GIVE HER HER BIRTHDAY PRESENT!!!!!!! which i feel is the best present i have ever gotten her and there will be no way i will ever top it ever. unless i become rich very suddenly lols.
ooo at the mall friday they played a christmas song in yankee candle. it made me happy. of course kate was all WHAT IS THIS. and iw as like IT'S A CHRISTMAS SONG. and she was like yeah well the person singing sounds like an old sick woman.
i was like :| whatevs. i love christmas i'm so excited to start listening to christmas music :D
and i studied a ridiculous amount yesterday. had a philosophy test today. made my want to cry.
greek test tomorrow. hope it's not too bad.
math test friday.
sigh.
AND i went to meet with my advisor today, we discussed my classes for next semester and i'm kind of excited and i kind of sort of have it figured out. except i'm goign to have to have a class on friday again :(
fail. but it'll be done earlier. it's all because i'm taking greek 2
i'm not happy its' on friday but i dont' really have any other choice.
sigh dude.
but i think my schedule should be good!
so that's it. for now
gots to study greek for along time tonight. sigh.
LATERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
i greatly enjoy that song.
anyways lets see.
exciting news?
MIKES DOG CAME TO LIVE WITH US! SHE IS THE CUTEST DOG! HER NAME IS SHWAYZE! seriously though she is so cute! everytime i go into the kitchen or to the bathroom she always follows me back to my room. it's super cute.
she also whines everytime mike leaves. also super adorbs :)
anyways last friday went to see The Ugly Truth at school for free. can i just say i LOVE Gerard Butler. so him being in that movie made it so much better haha. so i really enjoyed that movie. then my friends and i headed to the mall. i found jeans for $9.50 yes nine dollars and fifty cents. greatest deal ever. love Forever 21 :)
that's the only thing i bought because basically i'm broke. although i get paid this friday but i'm thinking i shouldn't spend it, because over thanksgiving break I'M SEEING ALI AND WE ARE GOING TO SEE NEW MOON AND GO SHOPPING AND HANG OUT so i can GIVE HER HER BIRTHDAY PRESENT!!!!!!! which i feel is the best present i have ever gotten her and there will be no way i will ever top it ever. unless i become rich very suddenly lols.
ooo at the mall friday they played a christmas song in yankee candle. it made me happy. of course kate was all WHAT IS THIS. and iw as like IT'S A CHRISTMAS SONG. and she was like yeah well the person singing sounds like an old sick woman.
i was like :| whatevs. i love christmas i'm so excited to start listening to christmas music :D
and i studied a ridiculous amount yesterday. had a philosophy test today. made my want to cry.
greek test tomorrow. hope it's not too bad.
math test friday.
sigh.
AND i went to meet with my advisor today, we discussed my classes for next semester and i'm kind of excited and i kind of sort of have it figured out. except i'm goign to have to have a class on friday again :(
fail. but it'll be done earlier. it's all because i'm taking greek 2
i'm not happy its' on friday but i dont' really have any other choice.
sigh dude.
but i think my schedule should be good!
so that's it. for now
gots to study greek for along time tonight. sigh.
LATERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Your Looking Swell
alrighty update for the last four days
Christmas was pretty awesome. i got alot of things i wanted, then i watched the Disney Parade. Jonas sang Joyful Kings it was awesome they did really well. lol umm then i went to my grandmothers house and we played Taboo it was ridic lol. i kinda sorta want that game now. lol. watched Dark Knight then for the first time. it was kind of boring in the beginning but when it really got into the action it was really really good. and Heath Ledger man he nailed it as the Joker. lol.
Friday went to the funeral for my great grandmother it wasn't bad in fact it was kind of nice because i saw my second uncle who i haven't seen in like seven years and my second cousin who i haven't seen in even longer so i got to talk to them and it was really nice lol. and then one of my other uncles told me i looked swell lol i was like thanks and then the pastor sounded like Arnold Swarchenegger in the Terminator. yeah it was like the hardest time to not laugh hysterically i mean think about it your sitting there and then the pastor starts talking and he sounds like The Terminator. what would you do? but besides that it was a nice funeral and i know she's in a better place so it's all good. then saturday into today i was chillaxin with my bestie we exchanged presents and it was awesome. I LOVE my present lol. and then we played Camp Rock Cd Board Game it was intense. let me tell you soon there is going to be some awesome youtube vids up of the dance/sing/rap portion lol. you are going to LOVE it. it's awesome and i don't know how seven year olds could possibly understand the rules of the game and be able to answer some of the questions they ask especially the Connect 3 portion. Like some of those were really really hard. lol. Also watched Knocked Up and Forgetting Sarah Marshall lol then we went to sleep at like four in the morning and woke up around noon well i woke up when someone called me and 7 Things went off and i was like what!? hello. yeah lol.
well going to load some Vlogs. so check out the youtube a bit laterrrrrr ;)
and def be on the lookout for our Dancing from Camp Rock lol
Christmas was pretty awesome. i got alot of things i wanted, then i watched the Disney Parade. Jonas sang Joyful Kings it was awesome they did really well. lol umm then i went to my grandmothers house and we played Taboo it was ridic lol. i kinda sorta want that game now. lol. watched Dark Knight then for the first time. it was kind of boring in the beginning but when it really got into the action it was really really good. and Heath Ledger man he nailed it as the Joker. lol.
Friday went to the funeral for my great grandmother it wasn't bad in fact it was kind of nice because i saw my second uncle who i haven't seen in like seven years and my second cousin who i haven't seen in even longer so i got to talk to them and it was really nice lol. and then one of my other uncles told me i looked swell lol i was like thanks and then the pastor sounded like Arnold Swarchenegger in the Terminator. yeah it was like the hardest time to not laugh hysterically i mean think about it your sitting there and then the pastor starts talking and he sounds like The Terminator. what would you do? but besides that it was a nice funeral and i know she's in a better place so it's all good. then saturday into today i was chillaxin with my bestie we exchanged presents and it was awesome. I LOVE my present lol. and then we played Camp Rock Cd Board Game it was intense. let me tell you soon there is going to be some awesome youtube vids up of the dance/sing/rap portion lol. you are going to LOVE it. it's awesome and i don't know how seven year olds could possibly understand the rules of the game and be able to answer some of the questions they ask especially the Connect 3 portion. Like some of those were really really hard. lol. Also watched Knocked Up and Forgetting Sarah Marshall lol then we went to sleep at like four in the morning and woke up around noon well i woke up when someone called me and 7 Things went off and i was like what!? hello. yeah lol.
well going to load some Vlogs. so check out the youtube a bit laterrrrrr ;)
and def be on the lookout for our Dancing from Camp Rock lol
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Have yourself a Merry little Christmas!
Hey everyone hope you have a super awesome amazing day! and you get everything you wanted!
and i'm just going to say if you don't celebrate Christmas, i'm not trying to be mean i am sharing the holiday i celebrate with you. now i would accpet if you say happy Kwanzaa to me because you are sharing your holiday with me. :)
So Merry Christmas i'll let you know what all happened today tomorrow most likely!
NOw going to watch the Disney Parade! Jonas Brothers up next ! YAY!!! :)
and i'm just going to say if you don't celebrate Christmas, i'm not trying to be mean i am sharing the holiday i celebrate with you. now i would accpet if you say happy Kwanzaa to me because you are sharing your holiday with me. :)
So Merry Christmas i'll let you know what all happened today tomorrow most likely!
NOw going to watch the Disney Parade! Jonas Brothers up next ! YAY!!! :)
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Family
"Our family is a circle of strength and love. With every birth and every union, the circle - grows. Every joy shared adds more love. Every crisis faced together, makes the circle stronger."
"Family ties are special threads"
This holiday season I hope you think of your family, and realize how special they are.
"Family ties are special threads"
This holiday season I hope you think of your family, and realize how special they are.
Monday, December 22, 2008
HappY HolidayS
http://jonasbrothersfanclub.com/ecards/holiday2008/
started crying from laughing so hard at this. hope it works. PS love them and miss them loads
started crying from laughing so hard at this. hope it works. PS love them and miss them loads
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Woah. This is post 301!~
Yup. Can you believe it? lol me either. anyways. lets see i haven't posted in two days. so sorry lol. i'm sure you were all so bored without having anything to know what i was doing ?!?! lol
okay dokey lets see if i can recap everything that i had thought about writing. so Friday= GIANT SNOW/SLEET storm. it was kind of awesome lol. my brothers had off from school, and i didnt' have to go to work because they actually care about my well being, since they are awesome! :) I also got paid, and totally got a holiday bonus. seriously it was a great day. i basically lounged around all day reading :) yup it was awesome. It was basically the kind of day i have been needing for months. really. and you was really bad out anyways so it's not like i could go anywhere lol, because i really was in need of going Christmas shopping. anyways so then it finally stopped but then it was raining. which actually was bad because you so know it was going to get cold enough to freeze the rain. yup. bad. Well it doesnt matter to my family lol we head out anyway. but not until at like 7 that night. my mom and i went to see A Christmas Carol at the local theatre, because we knew someone who was in it. And let me tell you it was really good play. And all the people who were in it did amazing. and person we knew was so cute, he's in first grade lol. During the play they had like all this fog. like SO much fog that it came out and covered the entire audience and then we couldn't see the actors anymore! lol. at the end when the kid we knew came out he was so excited because his teacher was there lol, he was like "did you see my teacher she's here!!!!" we were like yes we did. lol, so then he like ran over to his teacher to talk to her. he was so adorable, and it's obvious he has a huge HUGE crush on her lol. another thing is we parked in like a dark alley. yeah it was really exciting, quite an adventure. Then we drove home and we got to the road we live on and they still HAD NOT PLOWED OUR ROAD. yup. they really love us so much that they didn't plow our road all day. So then that night i watched TRUE LIFE: I'M A GENIUS. lol. i was like oh snap! so there was a kid named Myles, who had been on Teen Jeopardy! but he didn't win lol. he seemed pretty nice though, and he actually seemed normal he had friends and he didn't act like he was smarter than everyone. Then there was this other kid, i forget his name, but he had like no friends at his school, and basically i think it was because he made it that way. not on purpose it just happened. Then there was another guy his name was either Vlad, or Vlar, and he was a chess Master champion. But he has never won a World chess Championship. he's still working on it though. lol. it was kind of weird to watch that show though. i don't know i can't really explain why lol.
Anyways so then Saturday they finally plowed our road, but very very badly. so i still had to use four wheel drive when i went to Target to finish my Christmas Shopping, and it was INSANE. there were so many shoppers all over the place and you couldn't even walk like four feet without almost getting run over by a cart. and let me tell you i do not like shopping like that, i would rather be one of ten people in the store its so much calmer and more relaxed and you don't have to worry about people like running you over. And you also don't have to wait in lines that take like 50 hours to get through it just to buy like two things. anyways i finally tried a Green Tea Frapuccino. and i thought it was pretty good. lol i mean it looks really gross cause it's green and looks really ugly lol it's like a really bad color of green, but it's good. idk if i would get it everytime but i would get it again lol. then i went to five below and it was ridiculous. the line was crazy long but i really like that store. it's pretty crazy and has really fun things lol and they played Jonas Brothers- Girl of My Dreams, which i totally rocked out too, and got osme funny looks lol but who cares not me lol. so then left, stalked my friend in best buy ;) hhahaaha not really stalked just found her in there to say HEY! lol then i went home and went to babysit for 8 hours. yeah it was intense. and i forgot my headphones and the book i was going to read umm wasn't going to cut it since i was basically alone in a house that's not mine with a little kid sleeping surrounded by windows lol yup overactive imagination kicks in right away. and i don't know how to operate the tv. soo yeah i just played trivia games on my ipod for four hours. yup really fun. then i came home and read until 4:30 in the morning. yeah lol thenmy mom woke me up so i could look outside and watch my brother sledding i was like what the heck and she was like he wants you to watch him. i was like uh fine. so i watched like three times then i laid back down lol, he's old enough i don't need to watch him. today i just wrapped presents and did my wash lol. and now tomorrow i have work and it will be a long day since it's a short week since Christmas is three days away :o
yup and that's it lol i finally updated you . wooo this is a long entry too.
so guys buy the song
Journey To The End Of My Life by ALLSTAR
it's an amazing song :)
okay dokey lets see if i can recap everything that i had thought about writing. so Friday= GIANT SNOW/SLEET storm. it was kind of awesome lol. my brothers had off from school, and i didnt' have to go to work because they actually care about my well being, since they are awesome! :) I also got paid, and totally got a holiday bonus. seriously it was a great day. i basically lounged around all day reading :) yup it was awesome. It was basically the kind of day i have been needing for months. really. and you was really bad out anyways so it's not like i could go anywhere lol, because i really was in need of going Christmas shopping. anyways so then it finally stopped but then it was raining. which actually was bad because you so know it was going to get cold enough to freeze the rain. yup. bad. Well it doesnt matter to my family lol we head out anyway. but not until at like 7 that night. my mom and i went to see A Christmas Carol at the local theatre, because we knew someone who was in it. And let me tell you it was really good play. And all the people who were in it did amazing. and person we knew was so cute, he's in first grade lol. During the play they had like all this fog. like SO much fog that it came out and covered the entire audience and then we couldn't see the actors anymore! lol. at the end when the kid we knew came out he was so excited because his teacher was there lol, he was like "did you see my teacher she's here!!!!" we were like yes we did. lol, so then he like ran over to his teacher to talk to her. he was so adorable, and it's obvious he has a huge HUGE crush on her lol. another thing is we parked in like a dark alley. yeah it was really exciting, quite an adventure. Then we drove home and we got to the road we live on and they still HAD NOT PLOWED OUR ROAD. yup. they really love us so much that they didn't plow our road all day. So then that night i watched TRUE LIFE: I'M A GENIUS. lol. i was like oh snap! so there was a kid named Myles, who had been on Teen Jeopardy! but he didn't win lol. he seemed pretty nice though, and he actually seemed normal he had friends and he didn't act like he was smarter than everyone. Then there was this other kid, i forget his name, but he had like no friends at his school, and basically i think it was because he made it that way. not on purpose it just happened. Then there was another guy his name was either Vlad, or Vlar, and he was a chess Master champion. But he has never won a World chess Championship. he's still working on it though. lol. it was kind of weird to watch that show though. i don't know i can't really explain why lol.
Anyways so then Saturday they finally plowed our road, but very very badly. so i still had to use four wheel drive when i went to Target to finish my Christmas Shopping, and it was INSANE. there were so many shoppers all over the place and you couldn't even walk like four feet without almost getting run over by a cart. and let me tell you i do not like shopping like that, i would rather be one of ten people in the store its so much calmer and more relaxed and you don't have to worry about people like running you over. And you also don't have to wait in lines that take like 50 hours to get through it just to buy like two things. anyways i finally tried a Green Tea Frapuccino. and i thought it was pretty good. lol i mean it looks really gross cause it's green and looks really ugly lol it's like a really bad color of green, but it's good. idk if i would get it everytime but i would get it again lol. then i went to five below and it was ridiculous. the line was crazy long but i really like that store. it's pretty crazy and has really fun things lol and they played Jonas Brothers- Girl of My Dreams, which i totally rocked out too, and got osme funny looks lol but who cares not me lol. so then left, stalked my friend in best buy ;) hhahaaha not really stalked just found her in there to say HEY! lol then i went home and went to babysit for 8 hours. yeah it was intense. and i forgot my headphones and the book i was going to read umm wasn't going to cut it since i was basically alone in a house that's not mine with a little kid sleeping surrounded by windows lol yup overactive imagination kicks in right away. and i don't know how to operate the tv. soo yeah i just played trivia games on my ipod for four hours. yup really fun. then i came home and read until 4:30 in the morning. yeah lol thenmy mom woke me up so i could look outside and watch my brother sledding i was like what the heck and she was like he wants you to watch him. i was like uh fine. so i watched like three times then i laid back down lol, he's old enough i don't need to watch him. today i just wrapped presents and did my wash lol. and now tomorrow i have work and it will be a long day since it's a short week since Christmas is three days away :o
yup and that's it lol i finally updated you . wooo this is a long entry too.
so guys buy the song
Journey To The End Of My Life by ALLSTAR
it's an amazing song :)
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Happy Quiaziggyziggyzam
lol WOOO what a marvelous national holiday. lol anywyas Christmas is one week away! i woke up this morning and i looked at my calendar ( My Jonas Calendar that is :D ) and i realized that next week is Christmas. i mean i knew that subconsciously but to suddenly see it for real and consciously know that was crazy.
yeah. and i'm not even done Christmas shopping yet.... yeah i am failing this year lol. it's just because i'm really really broke right now. but friday right after work i'm going out to finish my shopping. so that will be wonderful. I only have three people left to shop for. well it's like this i have to shop for my work, the little girl i babysit and finish one other person lol. so really it's like 2 and 1/4! hahah
oh man. lol i feel like i have so much to do. but i dont' lol. i have no life in real life. lol. does that make sense?
yeah anyways i'm going to go read lol. i have a whole stack to read! since someone recommended some to me! YAY! oooo man i just had a great idea! Eventually i will just do a blog of all the books i highly recommend :) it pry will take awhile! lol considering i still haven't even started to work on figuring out the lyrics for Never Think...my bad. i looked them up but people always have different versions, all from the same song it's so lame lol. so now i have more things to do! hahah i should do them soon actually. like when i'm bored. which wont' happen now cause i have books to read! haah. oh man. this is basically a never ending cycle lol.
Thursday, December 11, 2008
the sweet sound of freedom in the afternoon.
yes. i'm free from school for basically five weeks :)))))))))))))))))
so since i couldn't update yesterday since i was having a mental breakdown from studying..here we go...
well my final was super duper easy. just needed to present! woo. lol
yeah my group went third last. which was fine as long as we didn't ahve to go first and we weren't completely last that's all that mattered. and we were actually running out of time for the final so my group just skipped random things lol and the teachers only commented about like two things compared to the first groups which basically got like 11 comments. lol but who cares, my group didn't we sat down and were like yes we are done. then the one girl celebrated by giving us all chocolate. the good kind Dove with caramel inside. yummerz. and the promise message was "a helping hand is sometimes the best present of all"
hmm dude, i actually really liked that promise message :)
anyways after that went to work. got out kind of early then i went christmas shopping! woo. lol i finished my brothers both of them! and i actually started B's present! lol yay! but. i still have a lot to go and now i'm broke basically so i have to wait til next weekend to finish how bad is that lol. like five days before christmas to finish shopping. this will be the first year that i am so late on my shopping. so bad. um anyways now i need to finish B, buy for the little girl i babysit and umm woah am i done then. oh snap no i have to buy for our secret santa thing we do at work.
lol
last year i ended up picking first but everyone kept taking my present so then i could take someone elses or pick a new one and i always picked a new one cause i'm nice like that and i ended up with a book called "Weird Pennslyvania" and it was all the weird places in PA. it was actually kind of interesting in a weird way.
anyways maybe this year everyone wont keep stealing the presents away from me and i would be really fortunate to not have to pick first. because i do not like going first for pretty much anything.
yup so anyways lol
last night i studied like a crazy person
and this morning i had to get up at 5:30 in the morning which was tortorous becasue first of all on tuesdays and thursdays i normally woke up at 6:15 so that 45 minutes really threw me off, plus the fact that i couldn't sleep because i was nervous about both of my finals. so when i finally got into a deep sleep something would wake me up. and it was not cool at all. and it was raining AGAIN. i have nothing against the rain. really it's good for the earth and blah blah blah, but two days in a row is just not cool. anyways did my speech final, it was whatevs. did my american lit final hopefully i did really well on that. then i went to work for about 45 minutes. :)
then i went to see twilight again which i was 30 minutes early for the movie so i sang the songs they preview and all that jazz lol but like five minutes before the movie started other people started to arrive. i was like oh dang. and they were all couples. yeah awkward. but whatever i don't care i still talked to myself, yes i talked to myself, i laughed loudly and hysterically at everything i thought was funny. and basically was myself lol GO me. hahah. anyways if you go see the movie again. check to see if any of the Forks signs are misspelled someone told someone else that i know that one of the signs are misspelled, i did't see it but who knows lol. and also pay very careful attention during the baseball scene after Edward and Emmett crash into each other ;)
anyways and basically after that i left the theater which the song they play during credits before Leave Out All The Rest. do any of you know it?! it's not on the soundtrack and i dont know what it is even though i stayed til the end to watch all the song credits and i missed it, or i think i found it but looked it up and it doesn't exist? lol
yeah. go me.
so help me out if you can :)
k thanks.
random news. Catherine Hardwicke is not directign New Moon apparently some dude name Chris Weick is. and they might not rehire Taylor Lautner to play Jacob , fail summit, epic fail
article:
http://hollywoodinsider.ew.com/2008/12/twilight-sequel.html?xid=rss-feed-todayslatest-%27Twilight%27+sequel%3A+New+details%21
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now i am going to bed. i am SO tired.......
lol
so since i couldn't update yesterday since i was having a mental breakdown from studying..here we go...
well my final was super duper easy. just needed to present! woo. lol
yeah my group went third last. which was fine as long as we didn't ahve to go first and we weren't completely last that's all that mattered. and we were actually running out of time for the final so my group just skipped random things lol and the teachers only commented about like two things compared to the first groups which basically got like 11 comments. lol but who cares, my group didn't we sat down and were like yes we are done. then the one girl celebrated by giving us all chocolate. the good kind Dove with caramel inside. yummerz. and the promise message was "a helping hand is sometimes the best present of all"
hmm dude, i actually really liked that promise message :)
anyways after that went to work. got out kind of early then i went christmas shopping! woo. lol i finished my brothers both of them! and i actually started B's present! lol yay! but. i still have a lot to go and now i'm broke basically so i have to wait til next weekend to finish how bad is that lol. like five days before christmas to finish shopping. this will be the first year that i am so late on my shopping. so bad. um anyways now i need to finish B, buy for the little girl i babysit and umm woah am i done then. oh snap no i have to buy for our secret santa thing we do at work.
lol
last year i ended up picking first but everyone kept taking my present so then i could take someone elses or pick a new one and i always picked a new one cause i'm nice like that and i ended up with a book called "Weird Pennslyvania" and it was all the weird places in PA. it was actually kind of interesting in a weird way.
anyways maybe this year everyone wont keep stealing the presents away from me and i would be really fortunate to not have to pick first. because i do not like going first for pretty much anything.
yup so anyways lol
last night i studied like a crazy person
and this morning i had to get up at 5:30 in the morning which was tortorous becasue first of all on tuesdays and thursdays i normally woke up at 6:15 so that 45 minutes really threw me off, plus the fact that i couldn't sleep because i was nervous about both of my finals. so when i finally got into a deep sleep something would wake me up. and it was not cool at all. and it was raining AGAIN. i have nothing against the rain. really it's good for the earth and blah blah blah, but two days in a row is just not cool. anyways did my speech final, it was whatevs. did my american lit final hopefully i did really well on that. then i went to work for about 45 minutes. :)
then i went to see twilight again which i was 30 minutes early for the movie so i sang the songs they preview and all that jazz lol but like five minutes before the movie started other people started to arrive. i was like oh dang. and they were all couples. yeah awkward. but whatever i don't care i still talked to myself, yes i talked to myself, i laughed loudly and hysterically at everything i thought was funny. and basically was myself lol GO me. hahah. anyways if you go see the movie again. check to see if any of the Forks signs are misspelled someone told someone else that i know that one of the signs are misspelled, i did't see it but who knows lol. and also pay very careful attention during the baseball scene after Edward and Emmett crash into each other ;)
anyways and basically after that i left the theater which the song they play during credits before Leave Out All The Rest. do any of you know it?! it's not on the soundtrack and i dont know what it is even though i stayed til the end to watch all the song credits and i missed it, or i think i found it but looked it up and it doesn't exist? lol
yeah. go me.
so help me out if you can :)
k thanks.
random news. Catherine Hardwicke is not directign New Moon apparently some dude name Chris Weick is. and they might not rehire Taylor Lautner to play Jacob , fail summit, epic fail
article:
http://hollywoodinsider.ew.com/2008/12/twilight-sequel.html?xid=rss-feed-todayslatest-%27Twilight%27+sequel%3A+New+details%21
and random entertainment:
now i am going to bed. i am SO tired.......
lol
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
One final down...three to go.
sigh. i seriously am just ready for this semester to be over. for example right now i should be working on my final speech but i'm not. because i don't feel like it. even though it's on thursday and i should have been practicing since last thursday. i also should have been studying like a crazy person for my american lit final. but i havent' .
i have been procrastinating so badly lately. i need a break.
only two days away. hopefully i can make it.
random sidenote my lips are really chapped and they hurt. :(
oh and my mom made christmas cookies. MY FAVORITE KIND Snow Drops
they are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO good.
YES.
okay well this is short and sweet i'm going to work on my speech so i dont' overload tomorrow. when i babysit....
three more three more. three more.
i have been procrastinating so badly lately. i need a break.
only two days away. hopefully i can make it.
random sidenote my lips are really chapped and they hurt. :(
oh and my mom made christmas cookies. MY FAVORITE KIND Snow Drops
they are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO good.
YES.
okay well this is short and sweet i'm going to work on my speech so i dont' overload tomorrow. when i babysit....
three more three more. three more.
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Basically I am going to write a really long blog to update you in my life. Ready?
SOOOO today i finished my last classes of the semester YES!
i was stoked. although umm today kind of was not cool well at least in the morning. well first of all i was SO nervous for my farewell speech, i practiced it like 8 times last night but each time it was completely different. soo when i went up today i pretty much said whatever randomly came into my head. which wasn't too bad at least i was on topic :) but my problem was the time limit. lol. and my teacher liked it alot, i mean she wrote on my paper B+ material, problem was time limit. i was like hahah oh well. so i ended up with a B- the same grade i've been getting. all along. haha oh well it's still above average! woot woot. anyways so then i went to philosophy. easy class, watched groundhog day it was super great. then i went to am lit. basically ruined my morning. no reason to go into details. i just can't wait to finish that final be DONE FOREVER with that class. that won't be until next Thursday. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. but it's okay i need all the time to prepare for that final that is going to blow my mind. at least i know what the topic is. SURPRISINGLY she told us what it is. i basically am just as shocked as you are. lol
so that class ended. i celebrated on the inside. went to work finished early. went to the dentist. which seriously i love going to the dentist actually. i love that clean teeth feeling you get when they just finished cleaning your teeth so amazing. anyways when i was done at the dentist i went to my grandmothers house and we went to the mall to go buy Christmas presents for me! lol that way she now can wrap my presents that i picked out! haha but it's better that way cause then she doesn't have to worry about what to buy me and such. anyways story time:
while i was at hot topic picking out the shirt (Cullen Baseball tee BABY) which was extremely high up that i had to ask an employee to help me and it was this dude. umm i thought he was like in his upper 20s lol but i don't know anyways he got it down for me then he was like if you need anymore help let me know i was like kay thanks.
so then we were done and we went to pay and all my stuff was twilight lol so he was like do you like twilight i was like YEAH and i had picked up the cullen crest patch and he was like are you going to put that on your coat and he laughed. i was like psht no! lol then he was like haha i'm only teasing you. (i was like no duh lol)
lol so then my grandma and i left and she was like he was flirting with you. i was like hahah. and she was like he was pretty cute. yeah my grandmother said that! lol
she basically wants me to have a boyfriend lol she would set me up with the hot topic employee
lol but he was nice and he has a job! hhaha too bad he works at a mall that's like 45 minutes away lol
so we did all the shopping for me can't wait for my presents legit. although i can wait at the same time because i am only finished with TWO people's presents yeah. my dad and mom. lol i am failing right now. so behind. it's okay though i'll be done in time no worries the people i buy presents for ! NO WORRIES lol
anyways rest of the night helped my grandmother shop for my cousins cause i am awesome. then we got pizza for dinner and i had green iced tea and it was so good. and i really want some right now lol. i love green tea.
anyways we then went back to her house and then i came home.
and now i am on the computer and watching Charlie and the Chocolate factory
the creepy Johnny Depp version. cause you know he is insanely creepy in this version. he's such a great actor. which i already went on and on about before lol some previous post. so if you want to read that your going to basically have to look for it. in i believe June it was lol.
"You smell like peanuts. i like peanuts"
"why thank you. you smell like old people and soap....i like it."
hahahah
GOOD NEWS PEOPLE THIS WEEKEND IS HARRY POTTER WEEKEND ON ABC FAMILY'S 25 DAYS OF CHRISTMAS! YAY
can't wait for Cedric Diggory ;)
hahha and ooo on Dec. 12 the Chronical of Narnia will be on.
interesting. very interestingggggggggggggggg
so basically i am done now. lol yay.
okay later!
and um random interview thanks to Elisa :)
http://twilightmoms.com/Lutz.php
he is seriously so funny
oh and Jonas was nominated for a Grammy :)
Congrats to them!
i was stoked. although umm today kind of was not cool well at least in the morning. well first of all i was SO nervous for my farewell speech, i practiced it like 8 times last night but each time it was completely different. soo when i went up today i pretty much said whatever randomly came into my head. which wasn't too bad at least i was on topic :) but my problem was the time limit. lol. and my teacher liked it alot, i mean she wrote on my paper B+ material, problem was time limit. i was like hahah oh well. so i ended up with a B- the same grade i've been getting. all along. haha oh well it's still above average! woot woot. anyways so then i went to philosophy. easy class, watched groundhog day it was super great. then i went to am lit. basically ruined my morning. no reason to go into details. i just can't wait to finish that final be DONE FOREVER with that class. that won't be until next Thursday. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. but it's okay i need all the time to prepare for that final that is going to blow my mind. at least i know what the topic is. SURPRISINGLY she told us what it is. i basically am just as shocked as you are. lol
so that class ended. i celebrated on the inside. went to work finished early. went to the dentist. which seriously i love going to the dentist actually. i love that clean teeth feeling you get when they just finished cleaning your teeth so amazing. anyways when i was done at the dentist i went to my grandmothers house and we went to the mall to go buy Christmas presents for me! lol that way she now can wrap my presents that i picked out! haha but it's better that way cause then she doesn't have to worry about what to buy me and such. anyways story time:
while i was at hot topic picking out the shirt (Cullen Baseball tee BABY) which was extremely high up that i had to ask an employee to help me and it was this dude. umm i thought he was like in his upper 20s lol but i don't know anyways he got it down for me then he was like if you need anymore help let me know i was like kay thanks.
so then we were done and we went to pay and all my stuff was twilight lol so he was like do you like twilight i was like YEAH and i had picked up the cullen crest patch and he was like are you going to put that on your coat and he laughed. i was like psht no! lol then he was like haha i'm only teasing you. (i was like no duh lol)
lol so then my grandma and i left and she was like he was flirting with you. i was like hahah. and she was like he was pretty cute. yeah my grandmother said that! lol
she basically wants me to have a boyfriend lol she would set me up with the hot topic employee
lol but he was nice and he has a job! hhaha too bad he works at a mall that's like 45 minutes away lol
so we did all the shopping for me can't wait for my presents legit. although i can wait at the same time because i am only finished with TWO people's presents yeah. my dad and mom. lol i am failing right now. so behind. it's okay though i'll be done in time no worries the people i buy presents for ! NO WORRIES lol
anyways rest of the night helped my grandmother shop for my cousins cause i am awesome. then we got pizza for dinner and i had green iced tea and it was so good. and i really want some right now lol. i love green tea.
anyways we then went back to her house and then i came home.
and now i am on the computer and watching Charlie and the Chocolate factory
the creepy Johnny Depp version. cause you know he is insanely creepy in this version. he's such a great actor. which i already went on and on about before lol some previous post. so if you want to read that your going to basically have to look for it. in i believe June it was lol.
"You smell like peanuts. i like peanuts"
"why thank you. you smell like old people and soap....i like it."
hahahah
GOOD NEWS PEOPLE THIS WEEKEND IS HARRY POTTER WEEKEND ON ABC FAMILY'S 25 DAYS OF CHRISTMAS! YAY
can't wait for Cedric Diggory ;)
hahha and ooo on Dec. 12 the Chronical of Narnia will be on.
interesting. very interestingggggggggggggggg
so basically i am done now. lol yay.
okay later!
and um random interview thanks to Elisa :)
http://twilightmoms.com/Lutz.php
he is seriously so funny
oh and Jonas was nominated for a Grammy :)
Congrats to them!
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
4 Classes, and 4 Finals to go.
then WINTER BREAK! YESSSSSSSSSSSS.
and this year i have practically 5 weeks off. :D
i am so excited........ like SOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED
but until then i have to write two papers (one on Thomas Aquinas, another on an art object), do "journals" for american lit, hand in my "journals" for american lit, prepare two speeches (one for my last class! and one for my final) give a presentation, and do a take home quiz. lol yupp. doesn't that sound SO FUN.
well i'm thinking i can finish the two papers, the take home quiz, and one of the speeches, andddd get the "journals" ready then tomorrow i will just have to finish the journals and practice my speech. and give my presentation in class. which will be insanely easy. lol
then i will be even closer to done! hoooraaaaaaaaaaaaayyy.
Then thursday, i'll just give my speech (which only needs to be TWO MINUTES LONG, BEST SPEECH EVERRRRRRRRRRRR, WELL besides the time i was able to read out of twilight hahah) watch a movie in philosophy and hand in my journals for american lit! hoot rah!
then four finals to gooooooo.
yay!
and this weekend is my mom's christmas family gathering. yeah already. it's crazy. lol
i mean it's 23 days til Christmas anyways. but still i can't believe it. oh darn it i forgot that i had a dentist appointment on thursday lol.
not like that throws anything off just saying.
umm yeah hah. anyways i guess i'll go write the papers, journals, quiz, speech outlines. that sure seems like a lot, but dont worry it's not that bad :)
peace and loveeeeeeeeeeee
and this year i have practically 5 weeks off. :D
i am so excited........ like SOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED
but until then i have to write two papers (one on Thomas Aquinas, another on an art object), do "journals" for american lit, hand in my "journals" for american lit, prepare two speeches (one for my last class! and one for my final) give a presentation, and do a take home quiz. lol yupp. doesn't that sound SO FUN.
well i'm thinking i can finish the two papers, the take home quiz, and one of the speeches, andddd get the "journals" ready then tomorrow i will just have to finish the journals and practice my speech. and give my presentation in class. which will be insanely easy. lol
then i will be even closer to done! hoooraaaaaaaaaaaaayyy.
Then thursday, i'll just give my speech (which only needs to be TWO MINUTES LONG, BEST SPEECH EVERRRRRRRRRRRR, WELL besides the time i was able to read out of twilight hahah) watch a movie in philosophy and hand in my journals for american lit! hoot rah!
then four finals to gooooooo.
yay!
and this weekend is my mom's christmas family gathering. yeah already. it's crazy. lol
i mean it's 23 days til Christmas anyways. but still i can't believe it. oh darn it i forgot that i had a dentist appointment on thursday lol.
not like that throws anything off just saying.
umm yeah hah. anyways i guess i'll go write the papers, journals, quiz, speech outlines. that sure seems like a lot, but dont worry it's not that bad :)
peace and loveeeeeeeeeeee
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Oh Christmas tree, Oh Christmas tree
Yup. that's right. We have our Christmas tree.
and at first we were only going to buy like a really small one that would you know sit on a table. lol. but then we ended up getting a fairly big one.
and when we got there we ran into this family we knew. and they were like we've been here for an hour....it took us five minutes. lol.
seriously. too funny.
so then we came home. put on the lights. just plain lights because half of the different colored ones didn't work. so sad. so then after that we put on the balls. and the angel. and now our tree is ready lol.
we only got it this early because last year we didn't get it until like two days before Christmas. so my mom wanted to be way ready this year. lol
Anyways the living room smells good though. Like a pine tree.! haha
andddddddddddd 26 days til Christmas! :O
snap i need to get Christmas shopping! lol
and at first we were only going to buy like a really small one that would you know sit on a table. lol. but then we ended up getting a fairly big one.
and when we got there we ran into this family we knew. and they were like we've been here for an hour....it took us five minutes. lol.
seriously. too funny.
so then we came home. put on the lights. just plain lights because half of the different colored ones didn't work. so sad. so then after that we put on the balls. and the angel. and now our tree is ready lol.
we only got it this early because last year we didn't get it until like two days before Christmas. so my mom wanted to be way ready this year. lol
Anyways the living room smells good though. Like a pine tree.! haha
andddddddddddd 26 days til Christmas! :O
snap i need to get Christmas shopping! lol
Friday, November 28, 2008
Black Friday.. the best day to go shopping out of the whole entire year.
And i didn't get to go this year :(
I mean i got to sleep in instead. but still Black Friday has like the best sales EVER.
I even saw all the ads that came with the newspaper and i was like oh man i should have gone there and there and there. and i didn't.
gah.
but you know what it's okay. I went to target like an hour ago. and i bought my dad's christmas present.! so woohoo! done one person. Now to buy for 8 more people. lol. sigh. i could have gotten all the sales today.
although it doesn't really matter cause i don't even know what to buy for everyone else anyways. so i would have been standing there surrounded by a lot of angry shoppers who are grouchy cause they got up early and might not have had their coffee yet. lol
oh well. it's cool. 1/9 people done isn't that bad. and i still have 27 days to get all my shopping done :)
more like 25 you know so i have two days of not worrying! haha.
anyways Rob is going to be on Tyra in like 45 minutes!
i'll post the video on here.. pry tomorrow. when i find it on youtube. lol
oh and you know what's really exciting my dad bought HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 tissues
well i mean that's what the box is decorated with! i got really excited and since i'm still kind of tired i started to laugh hysterically. Because when i'm tired i act like a crazy person. no lie.
just ask my friends. or better yet. watch this:
haha that was at like midnight when we were really tired.
and that's only PART of it. lol the rest isn't posted on youtube though. lol
oh good times.
PS. I was Ike and i obviously suck at video games
except guitar hero lol
I mean i got to sleep in instead. but still Black Friday has like the best sales EVER.
I even saw all the ads that came with the newspaper and i was like oh man i should have gone there and there and there. and i didn't.
gah.
but you know what it's okay. I went to target like an hour ago. and i bought my dad's christmas present.! so woohoo! done one person. Now to buy for 8 more people. lol. sigh. i could have gotten all the sales today.
although it doesn't really matter cause i don't even know what to buy for everyone else anyways. so i would have been standing there surrounded by a lot of angry shoppers who are grouchy cause they got up early and might not have had their coffee yet. lol
oh well. it's cool. 1/9 people done isn't that bad. and i still have 27 days to get all my shopping done :)
more like 25 you know so i have two days of not worrying! haha.
anyways Rob is going to be on Tyra in like 45 minutes!
i'll post the video on here.. pry tomorrow. when i find it on youtube. lol
oh and you know what's really exciting my dad bought HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 tissues
well i mean that's what the box is decorated with! i got really excited and since i'm still kind of tired i started to laugh hysterically. Because when i'm tired i act like a crazy person. no lie.
just ask my friends. or better yet. watch this:
haha that was at like midnight when we were really tired.
and that's only PART of it. lol the rest isn't posted on youtube though. lol
oh good times.
PS. I was Ike and i obviously suck at video games
except guitar hero lol
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