So.
Nick Jonas is legal.
hahahahahahah.
poor kid, i really doubt he knows what to expect.
anyways.
so having internet finally is fantastic.
except now i'm on here instead of sleeping..
haha it's okay i don't have class until 11 anyway! woo
so lets see
this past weekend my roommate went home so my other friends came over (Kate, John) and then Kate invited two freshmen over. and well they are still growing on me. it just takes awhile to accept new people into the group.
but anyways before that happened we had been watching The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus, WHICH I LOVE and eating Margherite Pizza, WHICH I ALSO LOVE!
so most of the time you sit through the movie for the first time and try to figure it out without talking.
well not freaking kate. she talked and talked and i was like girl. shut it.
i mean i thought that. because i love that movie, and at the end of the movie Kate was all i don't understand that movie at all.
and i was like wow. i wonder why.
then i kind of freaked a bit and iw as like WELL MAYBE IF YOU ACTUALLY WATCHED THE MOVIE INSTEAD OF TALKING YOU WOULD HAVE UNDERSTOOD IT!
and then i went and did the dishes while Kate and John talked with the freshmen.
but a couple of minutes later john came out into the kitchen and he was all WHAT ARE YOU DOING!
and i was like um the dishes. and he was like WHY REMEMBER I'M SUPPOSED TO DO THEM THIS TIME!
i was like ahha oh john thanks, but i'll just do them.
and so it ends up John makes me feel better :)
love that kid.
then we got out my guitar and john was playing it, and i'm such a creep i recorded him playing.
what can i say. i love when he plays guitar. it has an intense calming effect on me.
hmm.
i just realized that i can now listen to him play whenever i want to calm myself down.
haha.
although i guess technically i could play. but i dont' think it has the same effect yet.
anyways so after the movie and some guitar playing we went over to John's quad (which just so happens to be on campus right down the street) and John had some beer (he's obsessed, he's seriously like a beer person, also he's 21 so no worries ;) ) and well he kept offering me beer and i was like i dont know i never had beer before and then he was like oh right well you should try such and such beer for your first time. and i was like uh sure...
haha.
he didn't have any though. so i still havne't tried beer.
!
haha
whatevs. i dont 'care that much.
so anyways Kate. who is not 21. asked to try a sip of John's beer.
now this wouldn't be a big deal since we are in college and all. except last year she kind of HATED when anyone drank anything.
so it's funny that she "drinks" now.
i say "drinks" since having a sip at the end of the bottle isn't a legit drink. but it's just the fact that she tries some.
also John made some homemade raspberry vodka (as in he had vodka and added real raspberry juice. or whatever he explained the process and iw as like oh cool... and didn't understand anything of it since he used big science words that i have no idea what they mean. what a science nerd he is. haha. it's kind of awesome though...anywayssss) and JOhn took a shot and kate was all I WANT TO TRY SOME. and i was liek HECK NO. i'm freaking 21 if anyone is trying John's vodka IT'S ME. so i refused to let Kate try any before. so John gave me alot (or a little...considering i never had vodka before either i say it's a lot haha) at the end of the bottle and i just drank it down. and then kate was all SAM in her annoying mother voice I WANTED TO TRY SOME. and i was like yeah yeah. so she had um the end of the bottle again. like that part you can never get out. but whatever.she said she got some out.
all i know is. VODKA FREAKING BURNS.
seriously i felt it for like three hours afterwards.
quite dangerous.
haha.
i mean it seemed good...
actually i have no idea i just felt the burn. bhahah
anyways Kate annoyed me all night. and i just didnt like how she is all into drinking now, except not really. i feel like if Sam (my roommate) and Kristin had been there drinking she would have gotten mad. she's kind of like a hypocrite i guess.
i don't know.
she also always makes fun of everyone. and it's so rude. luckily i have a high enough self esteem that i freaking dont care what she says about me. but when she puts down John, who just so happens to have a low self-esteem, and calls him fat, i sort of feel like yelling at her. I mean the poor kid is freaking skinny. i mean he was like a skeleton last year, and he gained thirty pounds ( i know that sounds like a lot but i believe most of it is muscle, and he looks healthy now! haha) so it's good.
he looks normal.
it's just super rude of her, and she keeps asking him for all his clothing that he no longer fits in. which i also find to be rude.
just dont get her.
although today i jokingly said something about how i can only handle her in small doses (because some other girl who kate doesn't like said that) and she was like don't say things like that. you guys always yell at me for saying mean things to john because he has a low self esteem, well so do i.
and then it got awkward. because it was kind of like um i was joking obviously, (although it sort of happens to be true. she gets on my nerves if i'm around her for too long) and she dishes out mean comments to EVERYONE yet if she gets one back she like cries about it.
it's quite annoying.
so i've decided that i kind of dont' care anymore. i mean i'm not going to go around just saying mean things to her, but i'm not going to sensor myself in that aspect around her, if she can't tell when i'm joking then what kind of friend is she anyway?
so enough about that.
yesterday Sam and I wrote John this moral boosting card, and we've decided to do one every week for him. it was so fun. and we sent it today through our school mail, it doesn't seem like he got it. cause he didn't say anything, but it was really funny. we put a sticker inside of it that said Mr. Wonderful.
haha.
i really hope he likes it :)
also my school had a poster sale today and yesterday.
and i bought some pretty sweet posters. i mean i didn't buy any ginormous full sized ones because honestly i have way too many of those here, and at home, so i bought like medium sized ones. well ones that are like a quarter of the size of a giant poster.
but kind of like four times the size of a postcard...
haha i dont know if that makes sense but whatever.
i really like them :)
also my peer partners and i have decided to try for tie-dye and pizza or some sort of food again. it's going to be in two weeks.
i'm pretty stoked. I LOVE TO TIE-DYE so i hope a lot more people come.
and lastly this weekend is Michelle's wedding.
i grew up with Michelle, and well we are both 21, so to me it's freaking weird to be getting married now.
i mean i'm sure she'll be happy and have a great life and what not. but i can't imagine being married right now. like it's weird.
she didn't really go to college though, she works at a bank and sort of did community college because they paid for it but i don't think she really continued with that, and well he works at the grocery store and sort of did community college too.
i just hope for the best for both of them.
meanwhile i freak out because i dont like that people are ALREADY getting married.
plus i dont' have a date for the wedding and michelle guilt-tripped me into bringing my mother.
which will not be a good time.
so i'm contemplating getting drunk.
which is terrible since i've never been drunk in my life.
heck i've had one alcoholic beverage, church wine and a sip of vodka.
quite the partier i am.
but whatever my mom drives me mad and i don't know if i can handle her for that long.
it's kind of been nice not having to deal with her...well since before summer camp basically.
wow. that sounds terrible. but she always seems to find a way to make me feel bad about myself,
plus she has all of my winter clothing in storage, and i keep asking her to get out so i can bring it back with me, i mean i really have no time to get it myself. but she refuses to do it either. it's her way of trying to make me hang out with her while we get my clothing out storage.
what she doesn't realize is that will not be a good time for her because i know myself and i will not be a happy person at all. so whatever.
i need my winter jacket and scarves and sweatshirts though.
i mean i'll kind of freeze without them or catch pneumonia or something.
so yeah.
life is ridic.
also i took up two shifts at home for work this weekend, because i need the money and i can't start work study until the 27th. super dumb if you ask me.
so i need to sleep now. ahha
i'm sure i'll update more now that i have internet!
peace.love. and nick jonas is legal. ha.
No comments:
Post a Comment