"sam you're sick dont' yell! i dont' want you to hurt your laranyx"- John

today i feel horrible.
my joints ache, my head hurts, my back is sensitive, even my bones hurt.
this can only mean one thing.
i am sick.
i also have this horrible cough that i try to suppress but then i feel like i'm chocking myself.
it's really not that great.
i also get very irritable, and the fact that i didn't sleep well last night doesnt help.
i actually snapped on kate today after dinner...
she always asks me who i am texting, and really it's not of her business.
so today i was just like I'M TEXTING WHOEVER I WANT TO TEXT OKAY YOU DON'T HAVE TO KNOW.
and then John was like oh no Sam you're sick don't do that i dont' want you to hurt your laranyx !
i was like um okay thanks john.
notice how he doesnt' seem bothered that i just flipped out on kate.
um sign number one that he doesn't like her like that.
haaaaaaaa
oh well i dont' really care, John was so nice today when i he had lunch with us he asked how i was doing today and i was like ugh not good i'm getting sick. and he was like oh no drink lots of fluids! have SOME tea! i was like haha. okay John i'll do that.
then immediately seeing John talk to me Kate was all SAM what's wrong i was like nothing i'm just sick okay.
and she was like oh no and my friend Kristin was like yeah she got sick from her brother. which is acceptable for Kristin to fill her in. until Kate was like what's your brothers name again.
i kind of wanted to slap her then. because why does it matter what his name is. besides the fact that she always says his name is so cute. and i want to bite her.
yes bite.
see i'm so irritable now. ugh. i hate being sick.
then she was like why did your brother get sick.
i was like really you are going to ask me that question i don't know why he got sick okay. and i'm pretty sure she stopped listening to me when i started to answer so only john heard me and he laughed, because who seriously asks someone why they got sick. i mean hello.
oh no my friend jenna just texted me asking what i think of Kristin asking John if he likes kate.
BAD IDEA my friends. because if he doesn't life will get awkwardddddd.
and i like when John comes to dinner he makes life so entertaining. especially since Kate tries to manhandle all his attention and he doesn't let it happen. best times ever.
haha
on the bright side of today i saw SHB for like thirty minutes this morning while i waited for the people in the class before my philosophy class to leave, because i am there early and he gets there early for his class now too. and he always walks by several times and i'm always like heehee :)
someday he'll talk to me considering.
today at dinner i was getting food and i looked over and oh my goodness it's shb! i was excited. except that i feel horrible so then at the same time i was like ohnooooooo. but all is well
because i went and sat down and apparently he chose the table right in front of my view but then he went and sat with someone else and then he was behind me and could see everything i was doing. which was just eating haha but still my friends at mealtime. it's always interesting.
so anyways suddenly he moved where he was sitting i guess his other friends left and then he went and sat with this other kid which happened to be in my view, and i feel like him and that other kid kept looking at my table. perhaps because we are ridiculously loud. or because he saw me ;)
HA

but then he left.
and dinner continued and i was bored, more like tired and felt like my body was dying, but still bored lol
John is really interesting to watch though.
and i do it creepily so when he catches me he's always like AH! then i laugh hysterically and he laughs too. it's very fun, and i think our friendship is awesome.
haha.
okay i think i'm becoming slightly random now so i should go study for a bit and sleep. i need sleep. i should have went to sleep like two hours ago. that would have been fantastic.
hope i feel better in the morning.
lovvvveeee

ps. taylor's platinum edition came out today. i can't find the songs on itunes and well my youtube hates me here. soo let me know what you think if you listened to them!