Thelma and Louise!

pretty sure i'm getting sick. i have been freezing pretty much all day.
quite depressing. only one week of classes then finals. and i would get sick. boo.
anyways watched Up In The Air last night. it was kind of depressing. i felt bad for Ryan (the main character).
but then afterwards watched Thelma and Louise and that movie is freaking awesomeeee
well the one with Geena Davis and Susan Sarandon.
yeah they are awesome.
it was like woman empowerment right there.
greatly enjoyed it.
also since i watched it with Sam we were deciding who we would be and we decided she would be thelma and i would be louise. haha. crazy times.
went to the mall today. and TJ Maxx saw some things that i wanted from Tj Maxx but i'm a bit broke. quite sad. also saw a possible dress for junior/senior. if i choose to go, it was only thirty dollars which wasn't bad and it was black and white. i mean i only currently have thirty dollars. i feel like i should have gotten it, but i needed money for gas for when i go home so yeah.
whatevs.
anyways it's cold
and i'm tired but pry going to watch more movies tonight.
including how to train your dragon! and thelma and louise again haha.

Dont' even know what we're fighting for.

Kristin asked John how if he liked Kate he said i dont' know maybe.
then he didn't eat dinner with us. and i felt sad.
i still feel like i'm going to hack up a lung any second, but you know it happens.
saw shb at dinner today. and well i'm feeling so blah that i actually didn't even care.
yup.
and i only had a banana for dinner, because i got a wrap, a banana and orange juice, but when i took a few bites out of my wrap it tasted horrible, so that means my taste buds are messed up now. awesome. not.
i also had work today. i got to color! with crayons! it was so awesomeeeee
although crayons are so hard to color in the lines with haha. i would have rather brought colored pencils...
sooo tomorrow is another day. i hope that i actually sleep well tonight. last night i had weird dreams where i had to connect words together and they were in greek, but they weren't even real greek words because i would wake up and be like oh my gosh why am i dreaming about this then like fall back asleep and dream about it again. so i tossed and turned all night, my sheets/blankets were completely messed up this morning. and i feel like i only got two hours of sleep. which is plausible. since i turned my lights out at 10 yesterday, didnt' fall asleep right away woke up two hours later and i was like oh no it has to be like four in the morning. it was only midnight. i was like ughhhh.
then i didn't sleep well the rest of the early morning. i so hate when that happens.
so need to work on my philosophy paper for a bit.
i didn't go to yoga today because i figured if i went i would pry fall over and die.
so i'm missing a week which i think isn't going to turn out very well.
okay philosophy paper time.
xoxo

"sam you're sick dont' yell! i dont' want you to hurt your laranyx"- John

today i feel horrible.
my joints ache, my head hurts, my back is sensitive, even my bones hurt.
this can only mean one thing.
i am sick.
i also have this horrible cough that i try to suppress but then i feel like i'm chocking myself.
it's really not that great.
i also get very irritable, and the fact that i didn't sleep well last night doesnt help.
i actually snapped on kate today after dinner...
she always asks me who i am texting, and really it's not of her business.
so today i was just like I'M TEXTING WHOEVER I WANT TO TEXT OKAY YOU DON'T HAVE TO KNOW.
and then John was like oh no Sam you're sick don't do that i dont' want you to hurt your laranyx !
i was like um okay thanks john.
notice how he doesnt' seem bothered that i just flipped out on kate.
um sign number one that he doesn't like her like that.
haaaaaaaa
oh well i dont' really care, John was so nice today when i he had lunch with us he asked how i was doing today and i was like ugh not good i'm getting sick. and he was like oh no drink lots of fluids! have SOME tea! i was like haha. okay John i'll do that.
then immediately seeing John talk to me Kate was all SAM what's wrong i was like nothing i'm just sick okay.
and she was like oh no and my friend Kristin was like yeah she got sick from her brother. which is acceptable for Kristin to fill her in. until Kate was like what's your brothers name again.
i kind of wanted to slap her then. because why does it matter what his name is. besides the fact that she always says his name is so cute. and i want to bite her.
yes bite.
see i'm so irritable now. ugh. i hate being sick.
then she was like why did your brother get sick.
i was like really you are going to ask me that question i don't know why he got sick okay. and i'm pretty sure she stopped listening to me when i started to answer so only john heard me and he laughed, because who seriously asks someone why they got sick. i mean hello.
oh no my friend jenna just texted me asking what i think of Kristin asking John if he likes kate.
BAD IDEA my friends. because if he doesn't life will get awkwardddddd.
and i like when John comes to dinner he makes life so entertaining. especially since Kate tries to manhandle all his attention and he doesn't let it happen. best times ever.
haha
on the bright side of today i saw SHB for like thirty minutes this morning while i waited for the people in the class before my philosophy class to leave, because i am there early and he gets there early for his class now too. and he always walks by several times and i'm always like heehee :)
someday he'll talk to me considering.
today at dinner i was getting food and i looked over and oh my goodness it's shb! i was excited. except that i feel horrible so then at the same time i was like ohnooooooo. but all is well
because i went and sat down and apparently he chose the table right in front of my view but then he went and sat with someone else and then he was behind me and could see everything i was doing. which was just eating haha but still my friends at mealtime. it's always interesting.
so anyways suddenly he moved where he was sitting i guess his other friends left and then he went and sat with this other kid which happened to be in my view, and i feel like him and that other kid kept looking at my table. perhaps because we are ridiculously loud. or because he saw me ;)
HA

but then he left.
and dinner continued and i was bored, more like tired and felt like my body was dying, but still bored lol
John is really interesting to watch though.
and i do it creepily so when he catches me he's always like AH! then i laugh hysterically and he laughs too. it's very fun, and i think our friendship is awesome.
haha.
okay i think i'm becoming slightly random now so i should go study for a bit and sleep. i need sleep. i should have went to sleep like two hours ago. that would have been fantastic.
hope i feel better in the morning.
lovvvveeee

ps. taylor's platinum edition came out today. i can't find the songs on itunes and well my youtube hates me here. soo let me know what you think if you listened to them!

My Future Life :)

okay so today i felt the worst i have all week. like i woke up this morning and it was just like bammmmmm. and i was like ughhh
i mean. so far this week i only really had like a slight cough. this morning i woke up and kept sneezing and my nose is all congested.
basically i feel like i can't function.
oh and if this blog doesn't make sense it's because my mom just gave me cold medicine and it's making me feel not very well. idk it's making me feel like throwing up. sigh.

so basically this blog is to tell you that one day the following will happen:
Hogwarts will send me a letter.
I will go to Hogwarts.
Upon arriving I will get to choose a Pokemon.
I would probably have a breakdown and not be able to choose for a week.
I would finally choose my Pokemon (its a secret lol)
One day i will get lost going to class.
I will enter a closet and end up in Narnia.
Upon arriving in Narnia i will stumble across all my friends and we will go on an adventure.
One day I will run into a cute boy. his name will be Ronald Weasley.
We will date.
We will also all return to Hogwarts for classes, but visit Narnia every weekend, because we love it.
We will all graduate from Hogwarts with flying colors.
Ron and I would get married, all my friends would be in attendance.
All my other friends will get married as well, Ron and I would be in attendance at all those weddings.
All my friends who want children will have them.
Ron and I will definetely have children. I don't know how many at the current moment.
Then all my friends and I will raise our children as friends and it will be a constant amazingness.
And basically it will be one happily ever after partyyyyyyy.

So what do you think?
awesome right?
k gotta go get ready to watch Burn Notice.
Guess who can suddenly breathe. guess the medicine is kicking in?
Nighttttttt
oh yeah i have a twitter. just so you all know
http://twitter.com/sparker37

:)

i am still alive!

for serious. yesterday i thought i was going to die.
i had like the worst headache known to man and i was shivering like crazy and my throat was killing me. and it was horrible.
like i went to musikfest and it rained and hailed and it was crazy intense.
then i came home and like died i got home at like four and i didn't leave my bed until this morning when i got up to shower and go to work.
yes i still went to work
even though i still felt horribly ill.
i even had a fever.
and i went to work.
it's only cause the lady that does what i do at work is on vacation all this week. so i can't take off even though i'm well horribly ill.
go figure the one time i get sick and i have to go to work.
yeah it was not fun.