hahah.. you're funny.

So i went out to lunch with my mom on sunday.
it was interesting.
she tried to avoid questions that i didn't want to talk about. which was kind of nice.
i still wasn't very enthusiastic about being there though.
idk
i know there is something wrong with the fact that i don't enjoy seeing my mother and that i don't mind being with my dad now.
it's like a complete turn around from last year.
i just don't know

anyways the t.swift quote is the one that she used for her album about not being afraid to speak now and so on. i would type it up but it's currently at the new house, while i am the current house.
man moving is confusing.
because if i say old house then it's like the house i used to be in but that's not where i am.
goodness gracious.
anyways i'm stoked for the new house. :) it's going to be cool.

and i still haven't practiced guitar...
i think it's because I KNOW that i really need to do it...that i'm just not..
super bad.
also i've been reading a lot which has been wonderful
i miss reading during the semester.
just finished
Speak, and before that i read The Time Traveler's Wife, which was super good.
and some other ones that i had in the bag from my grandmother that took forever for me to read. so finally made it about halfway through which is exciting haha.
so yeah. basically wasting my life away in front of the tv.
watching old episodes of One Tree Hill on soap network. and lots of disney channel.
def need to exercise when i get back to school...
hah
and i've only worked three times.
not what i planned for break but i guess it happens.
going ot need two jobs this summer. heck this semester too.
sigh.
so much to do. so little time.
well i think i'm going to shower and sleep. haven't been sleeping that amazingly. pry cause i'm freaked out about this coming semester...
:/
alright night!