Just another Manic... Wednesday?

So i haven't really seen or talked to my mom since the incident of her going to the club.
it's just weird you know.
i really should visit her probably. considering i've only seen her like three times this entire break...
woops.
oh well. things happen. and i just don't feel like being around her right now.
anyways in other news my room is painted in my dad's new house. it's teal, and i love itttttt
I've decided that i probably won't be putting posters up over there. i mean how else will you see my awesome walls?
But i'm planning on putting up pictures. i mean my best friend gave me an audrey hepburn picture and then a frame that has a taylor swift quote in it from speak now. so hopefully my dad will let me put those up :) and i'm sure i can find other things to put. I'm excited for that room :)
even though my bed will still be out at school. but you know that's whatever.
i'm officially freaking out about graduating in may. idk what it is but as school gets closer the more i feel like i'm going to have a nervous breakdown. i just really feel unprepared for the future. i mean i know God will work it all out for me, it's just scary.

and i started looking at some seminaries online, and well that was strange they look kind of expensive, but then i realized they are like at least half the amount it costs to go to my school now, and that i would probably get financial aid. so you know that helped. it's still freaky though.

oh well. anyways i went to the oral surgeon yesterday so he could check up on my wisdom teeth extraction areas. and he said they are healing nicely. then i got a squirt thing to clean out the areas every morning and night.
it's kind of a weird feeling but it's also kind of cool. haha :)
although the lady who also like prepped me or talked to me everytime i went for an appointment asked me if i remember laughing at her after surgery, and i was like um actually no. which is really bad. i can't actually remember even getting home. i mean i remember having problems walking to the car, and somehow getting a frosty... but then i remember being home.
so i guess the later it is after the surgery the less you remember...but isn't life like that too?
anyways that's pretty much, just been on edge...and i really REALLY need to practice guitar...i haven't all break. mr. cullen going to notice... :/
oh wellllll.
okay well bye!
ps. that other sleepover i went to...yeah we did a dare night. crazy things happened. haha i'm tagged in the video on facebook. so if you want you can watch it there. but you don't have to :)