and the black keys never looked so beautiful

well last night/yesterday was interesting
sam's mom came to visit and we went to chocolate world which was awesome. then we went to get sam's dad from where he was teaching and we went out to eat at panera. which was amazing.
it was really fun and sam's dad gave me some things to think about for my future.
so then they dropped us back off at our apartment and we found out our water heater was leaking.
yup. so great.
so we called our landlord and they asked how bad it was, which it wasn't too bad.
so they said they would fix it tomorrow (aka today which they did the guys who came were super funny. especially the wet vac guy he asked us if we were party central and we were like ahha no...crazy times)
so we were like alright
then we went on campus to hang out with nina and some other people, we made brownies in the dorm kitchen and we were like dancing to music and it was fun.
then guess who showed up...she wanted to use the microwave to make popcorn with this other girl
it was awkward because we are pretty sure she has a microwave in her room. but it's whatevs.
so i was just like you know whatever and i just acted normal, well normal as you can be when you like are dancing and singing to the awesome music that was on. haha.
so she left then with her popcorn like uber fast, that she left the other girl behind and we were like hmm that's strange but whatever. then she like came back and like gave her friend this look like lets go.
so the girl was like alright see you guys.
and we were like bye and we were just hanging out int he kitchen, finished making the brownies...put them in the oven, then went out to sit in the lounge. then i noticed my scarf was in the trashcan. which was weird. but i was like oh maybe it fell off the counter or whatever...
so i went to get it out of the trashcan. and my heart kind of like dropped because i realized i didn't know where my coat was.
so i got my scarf out and my coat was stuffed in the trashcan with my gloves.
honestly my heart like dropped to my stomach. i was like wow this sucks. i didnt' get mad i just felt super upset.
i wanted to cry. sam and nina were all prepared to go beat someone up. but i was just like no no lets forget it happened.
so i tried to take the high road.
i dont' know if she'll feel guilty about doing that. i mean i dont' know who else would have done that...
it's just weird.
i dont know.
so that was the end of a good day gone terribly wrong.
although sam was soooo mad.
we came back to the apartment like an hour later i guess because i just tried to have a good time with everyone else.
so anyway we came back to the apartment, and stayed up until like three just talking about things.
we both admitted that we had felt guilty about how things ended with kate but we didn't want to say it to eachother in case the other person didn't feel that way. but then we thought it was funny that we both felt guilty.
of course now we both don't because who does that. you know?
i don't know. i'm just trying to live my life. i'm taking the high road and making changes to make myself a better person.
and i'm reading God Loves Ugly again. love Christa Black.
and so that's it.
the guys came today. super funny we have a nice new water heater. and i really need a shower. sooo that is all.
hopefully hanging out with nina again tonight. going to folklore and watchign across the universe.
:)
have a wonderful day my loves.