Friday, February 18, 2011

no he can't read my poker face.

soo my life is kind of like a soap opera. i mean lets be serious some of the things that happen...
hilarious.
alright first of all.
my roommates boyfriend came over sunday to celebrate valentines day.
he's a really nice guy, but i feel SO awkward when he's here. like i should leave. only because it's weird like hearing them laughing in her room and stuff. but i really have no where to go when that happens. so this time i awkwardly took a nap. bahha.
then monday was valentines day. i personally prefer SINGLE'S AWARENESS DAY. i think that sounds nicer. haha
so i watched the movie valentine's day and ate ice cream. it was wonderful. then i went to yoga. which was glorious. not that many people were there this week so that was great.
i don't really remember what i did tuesday so obviously it doesn't matter.
oh wait. i found out my work study program isn't paying me for the work i've been doing at the school because my "work study money" is gone. which i really don't know if that's true i thought you got new money through the school each semester... but whatever.
i also have applied to four jobs in the past month.
kmart rejected me right away. i've heard nothing from giant, weis or cvs. i'm hoping cvs might because they said they had an open position which will be good.

then i took a nap for two hours because i was depressed by the school's rejection of money. which always makes me panic...
watched glee then. justin bieber experience. hilarious.
i agreed with finn when he was like seriously? justin bieber..
haha.
wednesday... uh class. church. then modern family and mr. sunshine with nick in it. so greattt!!!
yesterday. class. it was a beautiful day. which i love. john came over for dinner.
extremely awkward.
i'm never eating jello again because of him.
also he told us some things that have been going on. it was weird. i mean he's my best guy friend (also i've decided i no longer really like him like him, i just like him as my friend. i know it took me forever to think i did like him. but i really think we are better off as friends. and i'm reading christa black's book again and i'm just like you know i need to be like i'm awesome self-confidence and such then we'll see what happens. aha)
but sometimes i dont' wanna hear what he says... it's weird.
oh and he told us that kate told him we only want to hang out with him because we want to have sex with him.
HA.
i laughed. i was like wow that's just rude. if anything she should remember we used to talk about how we were saving ourselves for marriage. but guess she forgot. it's whatever. i don't even care. it just makes me laugh now.

you know i'm glad i don't hang out with her anymore i wouldnt' be able to handle everything she does anymore. and i feel calmer. well except when i'm freaking out about getting a job...but you know that's something different.
so that is why my life is a soap opera.
except i'm not playing into it, i'm just doing my thing. chillaxin' focusing on graduation and SPRING BREAk.
which i'm freaking excited about. if only sam's freaking cousin would message her back so we could get our tickets.
ridiculous!!
anyways friends from home are visiting today which i'm extremely excited about :)
then i'm going to the synagogue tomorrow morning for my judaism class. woo..

anyways enjoy this most marvelous weather we are having. <3

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