Think i did alright with all my finals! John came over wednesday night to say goodbye before i went home on thursday. it was nice. is it weird that i kind of already miss him...
then nina slept over that night. it was crazy hah. then i we rudely woken up by chainsaws on thursday morning at like 8. because they were cutting down trees right outside my window. i was like why do they have to do that at 8 in the morning... grr.
had my last final at 2:30 finished in less than an hour...it was great. i studied a lot for that final though so hopefully i did alright.
So I got home from school on Thursday night :)
went to see my grandma whom i haven't seen in ...awhile. for her birthday. she was really happy to see me so i'm glad i went.
it is wonderful being home and knowing i have off for a month.
although i work tonight, but that's alright i need the money...
i wish she would schedule me more.. but so far it seems this is the only day i'm scheduled.
sigh.
oh wells
friday i went christmas shopping with my grandma at the mall it was fun! there is this store at the mall that seems to be newer and they have a bunch of things made of alpaca fur. it was pretty awesome!
friday night i watched inception, it was good, the ending was kind of lame though...
then some random kid from camp called me...it was awkward since i didn't know who it was..
haha.
oh well. he like talked to me for an hour though. it was strange haha.
yesterday my dad, brothers and i got a christmas tree :) i loveee the smell of christmas trees so i'm super excited we got one :)
went and did some shopping with my dad. then last night i watched the movie the other guys with my dad. it was alright. idk. it's the kind of comedy you expect from will ferrel now
today i went to church. and then i cleaned up most of the stuff i brought home from school.its still a mess since my brothers never clean so i did my best.
have work tonight at 6:30
really need to do some christmas shopping... like so badly. guess i'll do that tomorrow...oh well.
well i don't know that's pretty much it.
oh wait.. hear some things about someone and i must say they are going down a dangerous slippery slope. they also called me a bitch. not to my face of course. but what can you do.
i'm not surprised she would say that. she's changed a lot from who she was last year.
one of the reasons we are no longer friends.
i think she's pretty close to doing legit drugs...instead of just getting high from pills. but you know to each their own.
i mean i feel bad how our friendship ended, but it happens.
oh well.
i'm going to go do something idk. haha
have a good day!
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Sunday, December 19, 2010
Sunday, November 21, 2010
life is funny.
aww garbo blogged :)
so cute.
um anyways.
lets talk about how hilarious my life is.
like legit.
HILARIOUS.
Okay so this week was pretty normal.
monday went to dinner, then yoga. (love yoga i always feel SO GOOD afterwards)
tuesday, we had nina and john over for dinner. then i went to this extra credit speaker about the amish. it was pretty interesting. he wrote a book about them too. It's by Donald Kraybill. he actually teaches at my school. haha
Wednesday, normal day of classes, we had "Thanksgiving Dinner" at school.
I somehow ended up sitting next to John and Kristin, which was relieving.
of course Kate was basically sending me death glares. and i was like whatever. it's not like i asked him to sit next to me. seriously.
afterwards you get like a free photo if your group dresses up, so we got one, although by that time John and Courtney already left for jazz band. so it's going to be weird.
afterwards went to the library to print some things out, then went to hang out in a music practice room with nina and sam.
then kate showed up and like yelled at us to get out of there. it was really rude, and weird.
i mean she had to teach a lesson in there but she really said it in a mean way.
but whatever.
then nina, sam and i went to the christmas tree lighting which was beautiful :)
we sang christmas carols and heard The Night Before Christmas. and had weird hot chocolate that tasted like coffee... i didn't drink it all because i really don't like coffee.
then finally went back to the apartment to do work.
except i never got any done because Kate texted me suddenly saying "we need to talk"
which lead into a two hour falling out via text.
freaking long and annoying.
i think i might just post the texts on here, because they are worthy of being remembered.
so yeah she texted me around ten being all we need to talk
and i didn't respond because i was like seriously why are you saying that through texts?
and plus it was ten and i was trying to do work
then 18 minutes later she sends me this
"I feel like you have not been treating me in an appropriate manner lately. you do not have the right to treat me this way. I feel like we have been friends for long enough that you owe it to me to at least say something to me about it."
i was like seriously. she wants to do it through texts. so i was like do you really want to do this through texts
and she was like
"I've tried everything else. I have no more options left."
which i feel is a lie. she talked to me ONCE about her drinking. and this whole thing was so much bigger than that. i just couldn't believe that she honestly thought she had no more options left.
i didn't respond right away after she said that because i was thinking of what to say and responding (my response was seven "pages" of texts).
so she was like "if you don't want to talk to me now when do you want to talk?"
right after she said that i sent her my seven page response.
basically i told her that she never listens, how i feel that she is a bully, how i dont think it's nice that she makes personal jokes about people's lives like extremely personal things. and how i don't think our friendship is doing anything helpful for either of us. and that i think she changed and not for the better. i also told her that she doesn't make good first impressions and that i alot of people have said that. which my brother did and i've heard it from other people too. i've never asked straight out though.
her response
"I dont' understand what you're talking about sam. I haven't made jokes out of personal things that i can ever remember. I haven't done anything remotely close to bully you. if anything you are a bully to me. how do you think i felt when you told me i couldn't sit next to you at church two weeks ago. and maybe if you would actually treat me like a friend you would realize that i'm not the same person i was last fall when you decided to start being so rude to me. it is not your place to judge me and ask what people think of me when you don't make a good first impression either."
so at this point i had to be like kate you always used to make fun of my back, (she also made fun of other things that are personal which were rude) i told her i was joking at church and that i was going to let her sit there but then she threw my papers on the ground and that was just intense. then i told her i didn't think she changed for the better. and i told her i never judge people and i wouldn't ask people questions like that. that people tell me things like that.
so i have no idea if i really have ever bullied her. i dont' think i have. i mean i probably haven't been the nicest person ever to her. i mean i know i could have been nicer. but why fake it.
and i have heard about so many people who do not like her. and it's ridiculous. i mean my brother said she was fake after knowing her for like three hours. that's just bad. and i don't know what she is saying that i don't make a good first impression. she honestly can't say that because i was extremely accepting to her when she first showed up, and she's NEVER invited anyone up here to visit for her to say that. and i'm always nice to all the people she invites into the group. i mean i'm shy but i am still nice to them.
so in response to me she said
"it definitely felt like you meant i couldnt' sit there.i do not remember making fun of your back. but if you can jokingly tell me not to sit by you can you be mad for me making fun of you? i'm sorry if you think i have changed for the worse. but it's because i just can't take your cruelty anymore. i'm honestly tell you it needs to stop. i'm tired of you not saying hi or bye to me. and just ignoring my presence that makes me feel so bad about myself."
i was like well there is a complete difference in joking about things and making fun of someones medical problems. and i was like id id't realize i had to say hi to you personally. ( i usually just say hi to everyone at the same time. so much easier) and i told her she creates way to much drama
"there wouldn't be any drama if you would treat me like a human being. i think it's a lot different too. no one has a problem with your back, and i'm sorry you're sensitive about it, but you should have said something. it was so humiliating and embarrassing when you publicly made fun of me at church in front of my boss and co workers. don't you think about that"
so i'm just wondering what she thinks i treat her like...an alien? i don't know. anyways i did say something when she initially made fun of my back, and she still did it. and i never publicly made fun of her in front of the entire church and her boss. unless she's saying that when i told her she couldn't sit there. i mean that's just being ridiculous because people do those kinds of jokes all the time. and if anything she made the scene by throwing my papers on the ground. i don't know. i mean i know in the beginning of the semester i jokingly said that i wasn't happy about being back at school because of kate at church. but then i laughed and was like i'm just kidding.
of course she made a HUGE deal about that and wouldn't let me forget i said that, even though i was like i was KIDDING.
anyways i responded with well i think everyone is sensitive about medical problems. and i told her that i just don't think our friendship is really worth it. probably some other things but i dont really remember, my phone erases messages i send once i start texting other people.. haha
her
"well you know what sam, everyone has medical problems, i have ptsd, and when you say mean things to me whether or not you mean it as a joke it deeply affects me, and thanks to you i have been in a pretty deep depression. i'm having nightmares and i can't focus. i'm sorry my friendship is ruining your life."
i was like i'm sorry kate i didn't know you had that. and i never said our friendship was ruining my life i just said you are holding me back. i need to focus on my future.
on a sidenote. no one knew she had/has ptsd. in fact she never mentioned it. so how was anyone supposed to know. and ptsd is post traumatic stress disorder. SO you only get that after i serious event... like war, a terrible car accident, hurricanes or tornadoes, well weather like that that destroys everything, and like child molestation or rape.
one source i looked at said maybe child bullying if it was really bad. but i feel like all children get bullied in some way. so i don't think that can be a real reason for ptsd. but i don't really know.
also i dont' think it's fair that she's blaming her entire deep depression on me. i mean she's been making me feel depressed too, but she's not the only cause. school has been stressful and i just need a break. and honestly i'm not the only one who had been avoiding her. but i think because i'm the only one she feels is a threat for dating john she's going against me. i mean sam has a b/f and so does kristin. nina doesn't but kate pry thinks john wouldnt date her and courtney also has a b/f so it's legit only me. last year when sam and i were single she really didn't like us when she liked john. although she was really mad at sam because she felt she flirted with him all the time. and now i guess she thinks i do... i'm really not. i'm just treating him like a good friend. ridiculous.
she said
" You said i was holding you back and i don't understand how i'm doing that. the only reason this friendship is having a negative effect on us is because you are unwilling to forgive me and treat me like you would a friend."
i said that i forgive everyone.
she said
"do you realize that doesn't make any sense? if you forgive me then why are you treating me this way?"
i said. i forgive you kate, but that doesn't mean i forget. i just don't think this friendship will go anywhere and it' not doign any good for either of us.
so her last response was
"well the bottom line is that we have the same friends, so we're going to see each other. i try to treat you kindly and all i ask is that you do the same for me."
i was just that sounds reasonable
and then we were done.
and i was like wow. i think that legit means our friendship is over.
kind of weird.
but you know i actually felt better afterwards, i mean i felt bad because that was a rough way to end a friendship if you could call it a friendship.
but i really felt like a weight had lifted off of me.
then luckily thursday i was going up to Penn State with sam to see ali for her birthday. :)
so thursday i had class. was a bit worried about seeing kate, but it didn't happen
after class left for penn state.
it was sort of raining which was annoying. but we rocked out the whole way there.
we got there and hung out with ali. had dinner. then kim showed up. then ali's sister and sister-in-law got there so we went to their hotel room. had some smirnoff.
then headed out. it was like 10 by that point. but it was cool. we went to this bar called the saloon lounge. but sam couldn't get in because she's only 20 . so that was awkward. but i sat with sam in mcdonalds then ali and her sisters and kim came and found us then we went to this other bar where there was an outside patio so sam could still talk to us.
so i had had a jagerbomb with ali and her sisters. (kim left at midnight since she had an 8 am)
then we went outside and hung out with sam. it was crazy.
and well i had a smirnoff at their hotel room then the jagerbomb. and some of ali's sister's jack and coke.
so i started to feel it a bit.
plus i was tired. so it was kind of hilarious.
Ali's sisters had some guy go up to her and hug her and then kiss her on the cheek and ask her if she wanted birthday sex.
it was crazyyyyy.
but ali said no she wasn't ready for that. she was also drunk at that point. so it was significantly more interesting.
but somehow ali's sister got that guys shirt for her.
so ali now has his shirt as a souveneir.
haha. it smelled really good. ahha
anyways after that bar we went back to her sister's hotel room had some more smirnoff. she also had beer. but i do not enjoy beer at all. so that was rough. but we stayed up until like four.
ali kept saying the most hilarious things ever.
her sister was playing music from her phone and ali saw that she had airplanes. and she was like "this song is crazy but hayley williams awesome. but seriously why write a song about airplanes. airplanes are just shooting stars that crash into buildings and kill people'"
that was pretty great. then we had like a dance party for a bit but finally it got the point where we like laid on the bed
then ali sam and i slept on a bed together. and you know how the bed goes vertical well we slept horizontal on it. so all of our legs were like hanging off the side. i was also in the middle and sam and ali pretty much snuggled up to me in the night. ahha. it was strange. but i was really warm.
haha.
so we got up on friday at like 10:30
went back to ali's dorm helped her pack her stuff up. said goodbye to her and her sisters as they left for home. then sam and i walked around downtown for a few hours.
then we headed back to etown.
got back to etown at like 5. showered. tried to nap. i couldn't fall asleep so i ate dinner. sam fell asleep for like four hours.
so in the meantime i was texting nina who said kate was bad mouthing me at dinner.
apparently she said
"sam basically told me that she's never been friends with me and she shuts herself down when she's around me. she doesn't say hi to me or anything and i'm like you know what just go away. she said i'm holding her back from her future."
so lets play three lies and a truth.
truth. i did say that i shut down around her. and that she holding me back.
but i NEVER said that we were never friends. i do say hi to EVERYONE including her. and she in fact never said just go away.
so that was fun.
and it's interesting that she is now spreading rumors. trying to get people to hate me. but it's okay the people she was talking to i probably wouldn't really be friends with anyways because i never see them. and so kate can hang out with them all she wants. i don't mind.
i'll just be angry if she tries to get john against me.
he's one of my best friends. so that's NOT happening.
and nina and sam are basically already on my side. i have no idea about kristin. in fact i haven't seen or talked to kristin since wednesday night. so you know that's cool.
i feel she'll pry side with kate.
but i guess that's okay. i really am not interested in having showdowns or something so whatever
and i fear kate will try to start something every time she seems me but i'm not going to do that.
anyways after nina left dinner i went and hung out with her at this game night thing for awhile then she had to go to work so i came back to the apartment and started watching hp1. sam finally woke up and watched it with me. it was like midnight by that point and i was kind of tired but at the same time not so we started watching pirates of the caribbean. and then i fell asleep on teh recliner.
so that was awesome. haha
woke up at 3:20 brushed my teeth and went to sleep.
that was great.
yesterday. mostly hung out
then went to see HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS PART ONE.
and i cried within the first ten minutes. and i almost cried in the middle and then i cried at the end.
i was pretty much a mess.
didn't really think i would cry that much but i did.
it was crazy.
sam was laughing at me. but i mean harry potter had been part of about half of my life. i can't help it.
after that had dinner with nina and her sister who came up to visit.
kate was actually in the marketplace so that was slightly terrifying but we avoided her.
then went to see eat pray love for free in the auditorium. which was a good movie.
sam left to visit her boyfriend for the night so i hung otu with nina and her sister. and john and katie and some other girl.
we went to folklore which is like a coffee shop. then hung out in katie's room until like 2 in the morning.
it was fun.
:)
this weekend is probably the most fun i have had in awhile. so that was awesome.
so now i'm trying to finish my portfolio to hand in before thanksgiving so i don't need to worry about it anymore i also need to practice guitar.
i'm also waiting for john to be like we need to talk about kate.
but so far that hasn't happened.
so that's good.
i mean i want to tell him my side but i feel like it's going to be awkward.
blah.
anyways need to get work done now!
have a marvelous day :)
so cute.
um anyways.
lets talk about how hilarious my life is.
like legit.
HILARIOUS.
Okay so this week was pretty normal.
monday went to dinner, then yoga. (love yoga i always feel SO GOOD afterwards)
tuesday, we had nina and john over for dinner. then i went to this extra credit speaker about the amish. it was pretty interesting. he wrote a book about them too. It's by Donald Kraybill. he actually teaches at my school. haha
Wednesday, normal day of classes, we had "Thanksgiving Dinner" at school.
I somehow ended up sitting next to John and Kristin, which was relieving.
of course Kate was basically sending me death glares. and i was like whatever. it's not like i asked him to sit next to me. seriously.
afterwards you get like a free photo if your group dresses up, so we got one, although by that time John and Courtney already left for jazz band. so it's going to be weird.
afterwards went to the library to print some things out, then went to hang out in a music practice room with nina and sam.
then kate showed up and like yelled at us to get out of there. it was really rude, and weird.
i mean she had to teach a lesson in there but she really said it in a mean way.
but whatever.
then nina, sam and i went to the christmas tree lighting which was beautiful :)
we sang christmas carols and heard The Night Before Christmas. and had weird hot chocolate that tasted like coffee... i didn't drink it all because i really don't like coffee.
then finally went back to the apartment to do work.
except i never got any done because Kate texted me suddenly saying "we need to talk"
which lead into a two hour falling out via text.
freaking long and annoying.
i think i might just post the texts on here, because they are worthy of being remembered.
so yeah she texted me around ten being all we need to talk
and i didn't respond because i was like seriously why are you saying that through texts?
and plus it was ten and i was trying to do work
then 18 minutes later she sends me this
"I feel like you have not been treating me in an appropriate manner lately. you do not have the right to treat me this way. I feel like we have been friends for long enough that you owe it to me to at least say something to me about it."
i was like seriously. she wants to do it through texts. so i was like do you really want to do this through texts
and she was like
"I've tried everything else. I have no more options left."
which i feel is a lie. she talked to me ONCE about her drinking. and this whole thing was so much bigger than that. i just couldn't believe that she honestly thought she had no more options left.
i didn't respond right away after she said that because i was thinking of what to say and responding (my response was seven "pages" of texts).
so she was like "if you don't want to talk to me now when do you want to talk?"
right after she said that i sent her my seven page response.
basically i told her that she never listens, how i feel that she is a bully, how i dont think it's nice that she makes personal jokes about people's lives like extremely personal things. and how i don't think our friendship is doing anything helpful for either of us. and that i think she changed and not for the better. i also told her that she doesn't make good first impressions and that i alot of people have said that. which my brother did and i've heard it from other people too. i've never asked straight out though.
her response
"I dont' understand what you're talking about sam. I haven't made jokes out of personal things that i can ever remember. I haven't done anything remotely close to bully you. if anything you are a bully to me. how do you think i felt when you told me i couldn't sit next to you at church two weeks ago. and maybe if you would actually treat me like a friend you would realize that i'm not the same person i was last fall when you decided to start being so rude to me. it is not your place to judge me and ask what people think of me when you don't make a good first impression either."
so at this point i had to be like kate you always used to make fun of my back, (she also made fun of other things that are personal which were rude) i told her i was joking at church and that i was going to let her sit there but then she threw my papers on the ground and that was just intense. then i told her i didn't think she changed for the better. and i told her i never judge people and i wouldn't ask people questions like that. that people tell me things like that.
so i have no idea if i really have ever bullied her. i dont' think i have. i mean i probably haven't been the nicest person ever to her. i mean i know i could have been nicer. but why fake it.
and i have heard about so many people who do not like her. and it's ridiculous. i mean my brother said she was fake after knowing her for like three hours. that's just bad. and i don't know what she is saying that i don't make a good first impression. she honestly can't say that because i was extremely accepting to her when she first showed up, and she's NEVER invited anyone up here to visit for her to say that. and i'm always nice to all the people she invites into the group. i mean i'm shy but i am still nice to them.
so in response to me she said
"it definitely felt like you meant i couldnt' sit there.i do not remember making fun of your back. but if you can jokingly tell me not to sit by you can you be mad for me making fun of you? i'm sorry if you think i have changed for the worse. but it's because i just can't take your cruelty anymore. i'm honestly tell you it needs to stop. i'm tired of you not saying hi or bye to me. and just ignoring my presence that makes me feel so bad about myself."
i was like well there is a complete difference in joking about things and making fun of someones medical problems. and i was like id id't realize i had to say hi to you personally. ( i usually just say hi to everyone at the same time. so much easier) and i told her she creates way to much drama
"there wouldn't be any drama if you would treat me like a human being. i think it's a lot different too. no one has a problem with your back, and i'm sorry you're sensitive about it, but you should have said something. it was so humiliating and embarrassing when you publicly made fun of me at church in front of my boss and co workers. don't you think about that"
so i'm just wondering what she thinks i treat her like...an alien? i don't know. anyways i did say something when she initially made fun of my back, and she still did it. and i never publicly made fun of her in front of the entire church and her boss. unless she's saying that when i told her she couldn't sit there. i mean that's just being ridiculous because people do those kinds of jokes all the time. and if anything she made the scene by throwing my papers on the ground. i don't know. i mean i know in the beginning of the semester i jokingly said that i wasn't happy about being back at school because of kate at church. but then i laughed and was like i'm just kidding.
of course she made a HUGE deal about that and wouldn't let me forget i said that, even though i was like i was KIDDING.
anyways i responded with well i think everyone is sensitive about medical problems. and i told her that i just don't think our friendship is really worth it. probably some other things but i dont really remember, my phone erases messages i send once i start texting other people.. haha
her
"well you know what sam, everyone has medical problems, i have ptsd, and when you say mean things to me whether or not you mean it as a joke it deeply affects me, and thanks to you i have been in a pretty deep depression. i'm having nightmares and i can't focus. i'm sorry my friendship is ruining your life."
i was like i'm sorry kate i didn't know you had that. and i never said our friendship was ruining my life i just said you are holding me back. i need to focus on my future.
on a sidenote. no one knew she had/has ptsd. in fact she never mentioned it. so how was anyone supposed to know. and ptsd is post traumatic stress disorder. SO you only get that after i serious event... like war, a terrible car accident, hurricanes or tornadoes, well weather like that that destroys everything, and like child molestation or rape.
one source i looked at said maybe child bullying if it was really bad. but i feel like all children get bullied in some way. so i don't think that can be a real reason for ptsd. but i don't really know.
also i dont' think it's fair that she's blaming her entire deep depression on me. i mean she's been making me feel depressed too, but she's not the only cause. school has been stressful and i just need a break. and honestly i'm not the only one who had been avoiding her. but i think because i'm the only one she feels is a threat for dating john she's going against me. i mean sam has a b/f and so does kristin. nina doesn't but kate pry thinks john wouldnt date her and courtney also has a b/f so it's legit only me. last year when sam and i were single she really didn't like us when she liked john. although she was really mad at sam because she felt she flirted with him all the time. and now i guess she thinks i do... i'm really not. i'm just treating him like a good friend. ridiculous.
she said
" You said i was holding you back and i don't understand how i'm doing that. the only reason this friendship is having a negative effect on us is because you are unwilling to forgive me and treat me like you would a friend."
i said that i forgive everyone.
she said
"do you realize that doesn't make any sense? if you forgive me then why are you treating me this way?"
i said. i forgive you kate, but that doesn't mean i forget. i just don't think this friendship will go anywhere and it' not doign any good for either of us.
so her last response was
"well the bottom line is that we have the same friends, so we're going to see each other. i try to treat you kindly and all i ask is that you do the same for me."
i was just that sounds reasonable
and then we were done.
and i was like wow. i think that legit means our friendship is over.
kind of weird.
but you know i actually felt better afterwards, i mean i felt bad because that was a rough way to end a friendship if you could call it a friendship.
but i really felt like a weight had lifted off of me.
then luckily thursday i was going up to Penn State with sam to see ali for her birthday. :)
so thursday i had class. was a bit worried about seeing kate, but it didn't happen
after class left for penn state.
it was sort of raining which was annoying. but we rocked out the whole way there.
we got there and hung out with ali. had dinner. then kim showed up. then ali's sister and sister-in-law got there so we went to their hotel room. had some smirnoff.
then headed out. it was like 10 by that point. but it was cool. we went to this bar called the saloon lounge. but sam couldn't get in because she's only 20 . so that was awkward. but i sat with sam in mcdonalds then ali and her sisters and kim came and found us then we went to this other bar where there was an outside patio so sam could still talk to us.
so i had had a jagerbomb with ali and her sisters. (kim left at midnight since she had an 8 am)
then we went outside and hung out with sam. it was crazy.
and well i had a smirnoff at their hotel room then the jagerbomb. and some of ali's sister's jack and coke.
so i started to feel it a bit.
plus i was tired. so it was kind of hilarious.
Ali's sisters had some guy go up to her and hug her and then kiss her on the cheek and ask her if she wanted birthday sex.
it was crazyyyyy.
but ali said no she wasn't ready for that. she was also drunk at that point. so it was significantly more interesting.
but somehow ali's sister got that guys shirt for her.
so ali now has his shirt as a souveneir.
haha. it smelled really good. ahha
anyways after that bar we went back to her sister's hotel room had some more smirnoff. she also had beer. but i do not enjoy beer at all. so that was rough. but we stayed up until like four.
ali kept saying the most hilarious things ever.
her sister was playing music from her phone and ali saw that she had airplanes. and she was like "this song is crazy but hayley williams awesome. but seriously why write a song about airplanes. airplanes are just shooting stars that crash into buildings and kill people'"
that was pretty great. then we had like a dance party for a bit but finally it got the point where we like laid on the bed
then ali sam and i slept on a bed together. and you know how the bed goes vertical well we slept horizontal on it. so all of our legs were like hanging off the side. i was also in the middle and sam and ali pretty much snuggled up to me in the night. ahha. it was strange. but i was really warm.
haha.
so we got up on friday at like 10:30
went back to ali's dorm helped her pack her stuff up. said goodbye to her and her sisters as they left for home. then sam and i walked around downtown for a few hours.
then we headed back to etown.
got back to etown at like 5. showered. tried to nap. i couldn't fall asleep so i ate dinner. sam fell asleep for like four hours.
so in the meantime i was texting nina who said kate was bad mouthing me at dinner.
apparently she said
"sam basically told me that she's never been friends with me and she shuts herself down when she's around me. she doesn't say hi to me or anything and i'm like you know what just go away. she said i'm holding her back from her future."
so lets play three lies and a truth.
truth. i did say that i shut down around her. and that she holding me back.
but i NEVER said that we were never friends. i do say hi to EVERYONE including her. and she in fact never said just go away.
so that was fun.
and it's interesting that she is now spreading rumors. trying to get people to hate me. but it's okay the people she was talking to i probably wouldn't really be friends with anyways because i never see them. and so kate can hang out with them all she wants. i don't mind.
i'll just be angry if she tries to get john against me.
he's one of my best friends. so that's NOT happening.
and nina and sam are basically already on my side. i have no idea about kristin. in fact i haven't seen or talked to kristin since wednesday night. so you know that's cool.
i feel she'll pry side with kate.
but i guess that's okay. i really am not interested in having showdowns or something so whatever
and i fear kate will try to start something every time she seems me but i'm not going to do that.
anyways after nina left dinner i went and hung out with her at this game night thing for awhile then she had to go to work so i came back to the apartment and started watching hp1. sam finally woke up and watched it with me. it was like midnight by that point and i was kind of tired but at the same time not so we started watching pirates of the caribbean. and then i fell asleep on teh recliner.
so that was awesome. haha
woke up at 3:20 brushed my teeth and went to sleep.
that was great.
yesterday. mostly hung out
then went to see HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS PART ONE.
and i cried within the first ten minutes. and i almost cried in the middle and then i cried at the end.
i was pretty much a mess.
didn't really think i would cry that much but i did.
it was crazy.
sam was laughing at me. but i mean harry potter had been part of about half of my life. i can't help it.
after that had dinner with nina and her sister who came up to visit.
kate was actually in the marketplace so that was slightly terrifying but we avoided her.
then went to see eat pray love for free in the auditorium. which was a good movie.
sam left to visit her boyfriend for the night so i hung otu with nina and her sister. and john and katie and some other girl.
we went to folklore which is like a coffee shop. then hung out in katie's room until like 2 in the morning.
it was fun.
:)
this weekend is probably the most fun i have had in awhile. so that was awesome.
so now i'm trying to finish my portfolio to hand in before thanksgiving so i don't need to worry about it anymore i also need to practice guitar.
i'm also waiting for john to be like we need to talk about kate.
but so far that hasn't happened.
so that's good.
i mean i want to tell him my side but i feel like it's going to be awkward.
blah.
anyways need to get work done now!
have a marvelous day :)
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Have yourself a Merry little Christmas!
Hey everyone hope you have a super awesome amazing day! and you get everything you wanted!
and i'm just going to say if you don't celebrate Christmas, i'm not trying to be mean i am sharing the holiday i celebrate with you. now i would accpet if you say happy Kwanzaa to me because you are sharing your holiday with me. :)
So Merry Christmas i'll let you know what all happened today tomorrow most likely!
NOw going to watch the Disney Parade! Jonas Brothers up next ! YAY!!! :)
and i'm just going to say if you don't celebrate Christmas, i'm not trying to be mean i am sharing the holiday i celebrate with you. now i would accpet if you say happy Kwanzaa to me because you are sharing your holiday with me. :)
So Merry Christmas i'll let you know what all happened today tomorrow most likely!
NOw going to watch the Disney Parade! Jonas Brothers up next ! YAY!!! :)
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Oh Christmas tree, Oh Christmas tree
Yup. that's right. We have our Christmas tree.
and at first we were only going to buy like a really small one that would you know sit on a table. lol. but then we ended up getting a fairly big one.
and when we got there we ran into this family we knew. and they were like we've been here for an hour....it took us five minutes. lol.
seriously. too funny.
so then we came home. put on the lights. just plain lights because half of the different colored ones didn't work. so sad. so then after that we put on the balls. and the angel. and now our tree is ready lol.
we only got it this early because last year we didn't get it until like two days before Christmas. so my mom wanted to be way ready this year. lol
Anyways the living room smells good though. Like a pine tree.! haha
andddddddddddd 26 days til Christmas! :O
snap i need to get Christmas shopping! lol
and at first we were only going to buy like a really small one that would you know sit on a table. lol. but then we ended up getting a fairly big one.
and when we got there we ran into this family we knew. and they were like we've been here for an hour....it took us five minutes. lol.
seriously. too funny.
so then we came home. put on the lights. just plain lights because half of the different colored ones didn't work. so sad. so then after that we put on the balls. and the angel. and now our tree is ready lol.
we only got it this early because last year we didn't get it until like two days before Christmas. so my mom wanted to be way ready this year. lol
Anyways the living room smells good though. Like a pine tree.! haha
andddddddddddd 26 days til Christmas! :O
snap i need to get Christmas shopping! lol
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