I think Why Not ME?

OK so i figured since everyone is on the edge of their seats over this blind date I can let you all know that you can chillax!
No worries
I decided that i really wouldn't feel comfortable going on a date with this kid i don't know, i mean the only thing i know is his name...and sincerely that is no way to start off on a first date!
So i told my friend that perhaps we should do like group things. you know not dates, def not triple dates but more like group events. Where i could drag along B lol. And then we could slowly get to know eachother and decided for ourselves if we want to date.
From what i heard he is shy. i mean there is nothing wrong with shy guys, but it's like i kind of don't go for shy guys... usually. so if we ever do hang out like a group we shall see how it all works. I will keep you all posted :)
So anyways today i got out of work like an hour earlier than we really are supposed on Thursday. Thursdays are normally the mad rush day to get everything in as soon as possible. But oddly that didn't happen. But hey i'm not complaining i was more than happy to come home and eat lunch. lol
and plus i got some magazines in the mail. so i get to read them now and rock out in my room.
oh man my flower i got for my birthday is dying :(
i am so bad at watering it.
poor flower.
oh yeah so i got another b-day present yesterday from another one of my friends.
so she gave me two mix cds (we always give eachother mix cd's it's just something we do )
a vanilla cupcake candle that smells AH-MAZING!
the movie Pretty in Pink
and A wall poster that is very inspiring
lol
yeah it was pretty sweet!
and later on today i am watching Breakfast at Tiffany's with B
we are rather excited!
I can't wait
lol
and next week i am heading to NY for a day
going to take loads of pictures and check out as much as possible :)
yay!
well gotta go read my magazines
lol
<3

Inseperable

okay so yesterday someone offered to set me up on a blind date. In which i would go on this date with this kid i don't know and with two other girls that i am friends with and their boyfriends. Can you say mad awkward.
I mean for realz! So i've never have had a boyfriend...which leads to i have never even been on a first date. So the a-ha moment is this would be my first date EVER.
now can you see my dilemma.
If not then stop reading. and start all over
So anyways. It's not like i don't think he will be a nice kid, i mean apparently he is "perfect for me" or so says the person trying to set me up.
It's just i have extremely high expectations. you know. and i really would rather not have to lower them. Cause that would bug me forever and ever.
These expectations have always been there. seriously like since i started liking boys...
and i really will not accept changing them at all.
Sigh
why does it have to be so hard to find the right guy and get a happily ever after.
:(
yes i do believe in happily ever after. As i do believe in love at first sight. although neither of those things have happened to me yet
obviously
lol
You know i can tell you that these high expectations come from watching all those Disney Movies as a child...when they all get their Princes and get married and dance the night away and live happily ever after.
the end
You Know?
but it's also personal.
I am a Christian and i have a relationship with God. So i have standards that i really want to keep. I wont go into details ...maybe a later post i will bore you to death with all my standards.
but for now that's all you need to you.
and this is a need to know basis
okay well i am off to work