Inseperable

okay so yesterday someone offered to set me up on a blind date. In which i would go on this date with this kid i don't know and with two other girls that i am friends with and their boyfriends. Can you say mad awkward.
I mean for realz! So i've never have had a boyfriend...which leads to i have never even been on a first date. So the a-ha moment is this would be my first date EVER.
now can you see my dilemma.
If not then stop reading. and start all over
So anyways. It's not like i don't think he will be a nice kid, i mean apparently he is "perfect for me" or so says the person trying to set me up.
It's just i have extremely high expectations. you know. and i really would rather not have to lower them. Cause that would bug me forever and ever.
These expectations have always been there. seriously like since i started liking boys...
and i really will not accept changing them at all.
Sigh
why does it have to be so hard to find the right guy and get a happily ever after.
:(
yes i do believe in happily ever after. As i do believe in love at first sight. although neither of those things have happened to me yet
obviously
lol
You know i can tell you that these high expectations come from watching all those Disney Movies as a child...when they all get their Princes and get married and dance the night away and live happily ever after.
the end
You Know?
but it's also personal.
I am a Christian and i have a relationship with God. So i have standards that i really want to keep. I wont go into details ...maybe a later post i will bore you to death with all my standards.
but for now that's all you need to you.
and this is a need to know basis
okay well i am off to work