I can't do this all on my own....i'm no superman

So yesterday Rachel came to visit, and she slept over to today.
It was pretty awesome! Well i mean i woke up yesterday and did my Greek homework, went to lunch. THEN finally she arrived. haha.
Sam was here with me and we pretty much told Rachel about everyone in our group. who can be a fun-sucker and who is awesome. Then she was telling me some things about back home. and it was interesting...
we can definitely say that some people disappoint me beyond belief.
Like i don't' even know what to say to those people next time i see them because i am so disappointed in them. and i really hate when that happens. It makes me sad. at the one point when she told me a couple of things i could feel my face turning red because I was SO mad and i could also feel my eyes like filling with tears because i was so upset at the same time. which is incredibly ridiculous, but that's what was happening. sigh.
anyways so we filled her in on everything about school, then we showed her some people on facebook who we creep on... like shb. hahaha.
and wedding boy too actually.
then we went to school and showed her around campus. went into Sam's dorm then we went to John's window and yelled into his window. ahhaa. then he pulled out the screen and had us crawl through the window again. it was pretty fun.
went to dinner, it was pretty empty, pry because Relay For Life was going on so a lot of people were there. and Sam's parents showed up because they had some papers for her to sign. so they were at dinner too. then wouldn't you know it but SHB showed up. and Sam's mom was like oh look who it is. and i was like what. and she mouthed his name to me and was like what you didn't think i knew?! i was like. OH MY WORD. lol
it was hilarious and crazy. and Rachel told me she approves haha.
it was a pretty fun dinner, because John is so entertaining, although it was weird because Kate kept sending this glaring looks at Rachel. it was really weird and i have no idea why she was doing that. it was also pretty rude. I mean Rachel was here visiting me and i told her that my friends are nice then Kate starts doing that.
pretty rude.
but whatever.
then we went and checked out relay for life for a bit. saw the boys A Capella group perform, and they are pretty awesome. then we went and hung out in the Jays nest until like 11, then Rachel and I came back to my apartment and talked until like 2 in the morning. but at like 130 Clayton came back with some random kid who apparently cut his hand really bad... I don't know, but they didn't want to go to the hospital for some reason. makes me wonder if he was drunk and underage... but you know whatever. it's his life.
all i know is this morning i walked by the living room and like looked at him still on the couch and like woke up and looked at me. and i was like oh snap awkward. lol
and i have no idea who that kid even was.
oh and it was also weird because when Rachel found out where Clayton was from she was like NO WAY. and found out that like they have a lot of mutual friends or at she knows people who know of clayton. also Rachel's cousin even knows him. SO WEIRD!
anyways so today Rachel and I went to lunch. and only Kate was there and it was awkward, because Kate kept like looking at me and not really looking at Rachel and I was kind of like weirded out. I mean if she had such a problem with her why did she even come to lunch. but whatever.
then Rachel had to leave because she had to work at 6:30. BUT I was so glad she came up :)
it was super fun.!
and now i should finish my Greek homework and figure out when i have all these papers due, and probably start my Greek paper that's due next Monday...
hahah. okay
bye!!!

Falling Into You - Days Difference

okay. i don't really remember when i last updated this. i think it was tuesday actually ha.
anyways. yesterday I got my Jonas Brothers tickets in the mail :) for the July concert. haha four months ahead of time. so i will not be losing those. Cause that would be bad. so i got home and i saw this official looking envelope and i was like oh my goodness what is this scary looking envelope and i opened it and i was like AHHHH YAY!!!!! :) it basically made my day. :)
then i went to my brothers lacrosse game and it got really cold and it rained for a bit. but they won. 9 to 5. my brothers' girlfriend's creeper dad, was all "oh is your tea still warm" cause i took some tea with me. i was like O.o yesss....
i can't help it that he creeps me out intensely.
lol
AND at one point in the game someone, okay i actually know who it was, but anyways they yelled something along the lines of "why don't you use your eyes as much as you use your ears" and the ref actually turned around and was like "i'll meet you behind there after the game".
we were all like :O
then that ref walked over to the scoreboard table and i guess they walkie talkied the announcer booth and the announcer guy had to announce that "the next person who says anything about the referee's will be kicked out and their team will receive a penalty"
once again we were all like O.O and :O
like WOAH!
who has ever heard of a ref actually yelling back to a fan. and he must have had super hearing or somethign cause the stands weren't that close to him...
hmmm. lol
oh wells.
there's another game tomorrow maybe we will get lucky and get that ref again. HAHHA
today just was long. idk i was so tired, and so hungry by the time all my classes were over. it was kind of ridiculous. and i can't believe it's one more week of school. actually i kind of wish that it was over already ahha. i'm just so tired of school.
but i need to:
1. Write extra credit paper for poetry
2. Revise poetry paper
3. Write paper about ethicist
4. Write paper about an ethical issue
5. Make a mandala
6. Find some song lyrics and write about that for poetry
7. Start my Ethics take home final :)
8. Start my Religion take home final :)
9. yeah there is pry a nine i just dont' remember now :|

all this weekend.
ughhhhhhh
but this weekend i am also:
1. Going to some outlets with the bestie :)
2. Going to see Fighting with my brother lol
3. Watching Hatching Pete tomorrow night on Disney :)
4. Going to some random church service for religion class.
5. Buying DEMI concert tickets :)))))))))))))))))))))))))
6. uhh homework? boo.
7. did i mention i'm going shopping at the outlets? haha

well it's apparent that homework is going to rule my weekend... when am i going to find the time to do that... haha maybe i should have started that today.
YAY for not doing that.
ooo i need to learn the Honor Roll lol
yeah i think that's it.
i have nothing exciting to say. lol
good night.
haha

I feel pretty.. oh so pretty...

so today i went to see the play West Side Story at the high school i graduated from. It was pretty awesome. and did you know that the song "i feel pretty" is actually from that play/musical? i didn't so i was totally shocked when they started singing that! ha. anyways the musical was amazing. They usually do an amazing job with the play, and musicals, and this time was no different.
it was kind of weird though since my main boss and his family sat in front of my dad, my brother and i.
yup.
then we got some pizza for dinner.
Pineapple pizza. heck yes.
most of the morning i was doing my laundry so yeah. woohoo fun right?
and doing chores. even more fun. haha not.
and now i'm doing homework. i finished 1/3 of what i wanted to do today since most of it is due tuesday. i just wanted it done today so i didn't have to worry about it tomorrow. yay for not procrastinating! haha
anyways video montage from the partyyyyy:


oh my goodness there is going to be a day of Disney heroes on disney channel! YAYYYY. greatest disney movies everrrr. i'll pry forget about it lol.
anyways going to work on my take home ethics midterm. i'm not finishing it tonight. i'm telling you guys my ear hurts so bad right now :(
i think i slept on it wrong, which is kind of weird haha but yeah. but for reals i need to work on my midterm. so bye

I will

be talking in front two different classes on thursday. like go me for not even knowing that and then volunteering in the one and having to in the other. sigh.
lol
ah well at least i will only like get so nervous that i can't sleep the night before for one day. which means i will get amazing sleep that night.
which once again i need. cause i freaking can't sleep again.
i think have insomnia. no lie.
sigh.
or maybe i am just a crazy nervous person which leads me to not being able to sleep.
uh
no i'm going with Insomnia!
haha
well must go do homework again. and prepare those stupid projects.
:(

so the VMA's

were kind of awkward with Russell Brand being the host idk. he was kind of not cool when he dissed on like all people especially JB i was like oh no you did not. i was like he is on my hit list now. okay i don't have a hit list i mean he is on my PEOPLE WHO I WILL NEVER EVER IN A ZILLION KAJILLION YEARS EVER LIKE BECAUSE OF MEAN THINGS THEY HAVE SAID IN THE PAST EVEN THOUGH I FORGIVE THEM I STILL WILL NOT LIKE THEM. list.
isn't that a nice list?
he's number 1.
hah
and i was also way proud of Jordin Sparks when she was like there is nothing wrong with wearing purity rings we dont' need more sluts in the world i was like oh yeah go JORDIN! hah she pretty much poned Russell. yeah man.
anyways JB didn't win anything. and truthfully it didn't bother me that much i mean they won like so many other awards and they are lucky to get the recognition from MTV you know? so now a lot more people know of them. so they should be happy with that.
bahha oh my gosh okay so this is a side note right now but i am on facebook. and i just got these updates from the fan pages i belong too.
this is from John Taylor's fan page:
after completely kicking toosh on the electric guitar during Love Bug.
John Taylor went backstage and body slammed Russell Brand to the ground before high fiving Jordin Sparks and ass-slapping Chase Crawford.

then this is from Garbo's:
Garbo drove Russell Brand into the floor.
After successfully knocking him unconscious, he took back the stolen ring and returned it to it's rightful owner...Kobe Bryant.

then Jack Lawless' :
Jack "Flawless" Lawless was spotted backstage at the event after the performance and had a few things to say to ehemmm ... Russell Brand.
After a long .. firm .. talking too with his drumsticks, Jack "offered" some of his styling tips to Russell...showing him how a real man flaunts his locks of love.


okay those just seriously made my day!
hah
okay back to me writing..
so anyways JB performed Lovebug and i thought it was way cool yo. like when the set split and then they had all these girls running. (who happened to be extras not real live fans) and then the whole band was behind the set and it was like woah! and Joe tried to crowd surf that was pretty cool lol. my mom thought she saw Kevin slap people's hands and then someone grabbed his hand and wouldn't let go. but i dont' recall that part lol.
but i think they rocked it. i mean Lovebug is kind of a random song to perform but it was good. and Nick's haircut was amazing. but Joe's eh he needs another one already... idk he needs to go back to his hair in like Camp Rock or something or get rid of his weird random side part. not to say i don't love him still cause i do lol. it would take a lot more then hair to make me not like him hahah.
okay anyways.i think that is all.
now i must go do my am. lit homework.. boooooooooooooooooooo

i dropped my pencil...

so i just finished updating my scrapbook (yes i have a scrapbook.. more like 3 cause i always update it and they are like huge and ginormous haha) and it was like i had a page leftover and i totally wasn't expecting that! ha yay me! this is good because that means i don't have to go out and buy more pages anytime soon! unless i do a ridiculous amount of thigns that require me to put them in my scrapbook. but idk about that lol.
And i finished my homework awhile ago so that means i am free to watch the VMA's tonight.
to watch JB perform :)
yay!
well i think that's it. alright so don't forget to watch the VMA's tonight!!!!

okay soooooo

today was my second day of school.
it wasn't so bad i guess.
idk i don't want to say that then suddenly like die from too much work.
lol like i already have homework! yay! not. but seriously. i do and it's lame.
anyways so i had three classes today. and you will all be happy to hear that there were boys in those classes!
hah
idk though some of them i already had other classes with, then the some of the other ones just weren't really the type of guy i really find attractive, then like rest were pry younger than me. so that really doesn't work for me. you know?
it was rather annoying though cause i'm running on six hours of sleep here for the past 48 hours. so then i get home and my mom is asking me all these questions and i'm just like omg i am trying to concentrate on my homework. so that i can go to sleep like really early and get like 12 hours of sleep. for serious.
plus she's asking about all the guys in my class. so then i was like thinking back to the guys in my class and she was all OMG you think one of them is really cute. i was like what? i didn't even say that i was trying to think here. .
hha
anyways the one boy was really funny cause we were in little groups and we were saying what school we graduated from, so i said mine, then he said his and he was like ooooo rivals. i was like hah oh gosh. so i think he would be more like a way cool guy friend... plus idk if he walks in a straight line. if you catch my drift. lol
i mean i have nothing against that i just dont' want to be wrong. and like become friends and then he reads this and is like what the heck..hah i mean not like we wouldn't become friends just because of that. okay like seriously if you don't understand what i mean then like leave a comment and i'll explain in another post one day.
yeah.-
well i should really do my speech homework, then read some for philosophy and maybe read for american lit and start my "journal entries" hah yeah. whatevs. yo

FOUR DAYS TIL MY JONAS CONCERT
:)
it will be love <3 again.