Greek is going to give me a mental breakdown

why can't i go back to the happiness i felt yesterday.
you know what's brining me down?
my stupid Greek homework.
seriously i just had a mini meltdown since i can't find like three words in this STUPID greek dictionary in the back of the book, and i'm freaking out.
SINCE.
classes are cancelled tomorrow. my college cancelled them all today at like 3:30 it was pretty epic.
then it started to snow at like four.
but you know what. my greek teacher sucks and he expects us to still send in the homework to him. i worked on it for like two hours yesterday, and i've been working on it for like three hours today already. we have to fill out this stupid chart that i hate filling out. i'm seriously contemplating just leaving it the way it is and sending it in. i mean i told him straight out that i hate using the charts, they dont' help me, i just get more stressed out having to use them.
it's really not fair.
:(
i'm just really not happy. i mean it's snowing, all my friends are hanging out since we dont' have classes tomorrow, and here i am in my apartment doing this stupid homework. i mean even clayton and mike were hanging out, i could have went out there and talked to them...but NO i WAS STUCK IN MY ROOM DOING THIS STUPID HOMEWORK.
i seriously have decided i hate this class. and i don't ever want to see Greek again after this semester. although i think my advisor wants me to do my "senior" project on something having to do with Greek, since she's all excited that i'm taking greek and that she knows it. but i'm not excited by this prospect. i would rather gut fish.
okay well maybe not gut fish. but i feel like i'd rather do anything else than do something with greek. i mean at this point, it's ruining my semester already and it hasn't even been a month. Sam told me today that Greek is like the only class i'm taking because it's the only class i ever talk about having so much homework in.
so sad.
and i really need to write a paper that's due on thursday, but i can't because this stupid greek homework that feels like SO MUCH is due tomorrow.
:(
i know i'm just complaining and complaining and complaining. but i just want to go back to yesterday when SHB talked to me. now that was a good day.
tell me again why i chose to take Greek?
sigh.
trying to think happy thoughts so i can finish the dumb homework and send it off.
Earth and Space was funny today. i love Stuckey, he makes that class so fun.
and in theology through film we watched most of the movie "the piano"
it's really strange. i mean i can't figure out if she's deaf or mute or both. because she seems to be able to hear people when they talk to her, but i thought i remember someone saying that she was deaf...
i don't know. it's strange, and it's rated R for nudity.
my favorite part was when she slapped someone. the rest of the movie has been extremely strange.

then after that came back and practiced guitar. idk, it's not coming along as great as it has been these past few weeks. i just feel like i have no rhythm, even using the online metronome, which i kind of hate, since it makes me nervous. i can't change chords that fast yet.
overall i'm just not having a good day. i dont even know why. i should be happy i have no school tomorrow. and my friends want to play in the snow. which should be so fun. and i saw shb at dinner today. he looked over at the table where my friends and i were sitting, (which somehow we have acquired ten people...it's getting a little out of hand now) which made me happy for a bit then Chuck started talking and he's just strange.
anyways i guess i need to go finish greek so that i can celebrate and send my greek teacher it and tell him how much i hate the charts which is why it isn't even filled out the right way.
sigh.
i'm sorry this is a depressing blog. send me happy thoughts please?
i heart you.