last time around.

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*sighs and relaxes*

sorry i just needed to get that out. A lot of pent up anger/annoyance here.
although i was playing guitar for a bit after i got really annoyed and it actually made me feel better. plus it helped me realize that i have three ish chords memorized and one of the scales memorized! ahha :) that makes me happy. :D

anyways i am annoyed because this wonderfully slow loaner computer is going to take like ten minutes to load each song off of nick's cd. i'm not excited.at.all. i mean really. i just want to listen to his songs, it seems that it would just be easier to go to myspace and listen to his songs on there. which seems ridiculous!
but you know whatever dude. i'll be happy once they are all loaded. maybe if i just didn't do anything and exited out of all the pages and like left for an hour, i could come back and they would all be loaded! haha. that would be ridiculous.

but in happier news amazon emailed me today and told me i get a refund of a dollar. :) i have never loved a website more, than i love amazon right now. haha. it's sad, but true. they have made me eternally happy. they also emailed me after i first preordered Nick cd and told me i get 3 dollars worth of free songs. i'm beyond excited by this, but i'm waiting til i get my real computer back before i go buy three songs that i want :)
so in my eyes amazon gets like 50 stars out of 5 :)
ahha.

on the negative side part two of why i am annoyed, actually it's more like part one and the reason i was annoyed in the first place...
well okay two of my friends weren't at dinner today. it was sad. i have no idea where John was, but he always makes dinner tolerable because he just talks and talks and talks and basically i could just listen to him talk forever because he just talks about the most random things ever and it's crazy awesome and interesting haha. and then my other friend Kristin had to go home for a doctor's appointment. so it was Kate, Jenna, Joe, Sam and me. and well Joe always does this thing where he has to comment on EVERYTHING THAT HAS BEEN SAID. EVERYTHINGGGGG.
so he did that during dinner, about everything and that just makes me want to tell him to not talk for like ten minutes, i mean it's really not necessary for him to comment on everything. seriously EVERYTHING.
also everytime he commented on something he really didn't need to comment on Kate would kick me under the table. pry because we talked about how weird it is that he comments on everything the other day. but it's really unnecessary for her to kick me every time he does that. i'm going to have ridiculous bruises on my shins if she keeps it up.
then lastly so this person "andrew" well i dont know why i put that in quotations since that's his real name, but whatever anyways. he is john's roommate and everyone keeps telling me he has a weird obsession with me.
i find this to be true, since he always only asks me to do really weird things. like the first week that i met him he was like "sam do you want to help me work on my portfolio?" and i was like uh what the heck are you talking about, what portfolio.
but in the end i never helped, and i sort of avoided him for awhile after that... and this was last semester keep in mind.
then monday or perhaps sunday he was like "sam do you want to go to the AT benefit with me" i was like umm...*ignore* so ignored him and talked to someone else, but then we were eating dinner and he asked me like four more times until i was like "NO! i'm busy that night!" which i honestly want to be and will do anything to be busy that night, plus i actually should be busy since my brother's girlfriend is coming to visit this weekend but i dont know what day she is coming, although after i found out what was happening at the AT benefit i was like aww i should go to that. just not with him.
it's our three on campus acapella singing groups performing. and it would have been cool to see them. but stupid andrew ruins it all.
now you are pry wondering why i dont' want to go with him.
1. he raises his hand at dinner when he wants to comment on whatever we are talking about or ask a question. seriously. like we are in class or something.
2. he awkwardly stares at me while i am eating.
3. he awkwardly asks me to things that i don't want to attend with him.
4. he always puts a salt or pepper shaker on whoevers tray is closest to his during dinner.
5. he says weird things to John all the time (we know because John tells us)
6. he tried to throw a carrot down Sam's shirt (seriously, and if it was mine i think i would have lost it)
7. he's just kind of socially awkward. i mean not that there is anything wrong with being socially awkward, since i kind of am too, but he just takes it to a whole new level of awkwardness.

i dont know what it is but at first i was like he seems like a nice guy, he's religious, seems pretty chill, then he started doing weird things. and i was like...never mind.
i dont know what it is, but i attract weirdos.
sigh.

anyways lets look at the positive things that happened today.
1. it snowed... (although we didn't even get a delay at school. fail)
2. i went to work and got to color!
3. i saw shb two times today :D (so that makes it 16? i saw him at lunch he was wearing a beanie. so adorable, and after sculpture i was walking to my car and i could see the track team running, and guess who was in front. yup shb, and he totally looked over to where i was walking. even though i was in the parking lot not that close. it was kind of weird, but i dont know if he like looked over or he was actually just like looking behind him to yell an answer to someone, but either way it counts, and i heard his voice. hahaha. i'm such a creepy person)
4. Saw the kid i know from high school! of course this time he yelled "HI SAM!" when i was like five feet away... just so i wouldn't ignore him again. i was like *super embarrassed* hey!
i still feel really bad i ignored him the other day... even though he apparently thought it was funny since i told him i was so sorry on his facebook wall and told him he could ignore me next time he saw me, and he was like it's okay sam i thought it was funny. so i guess from now on he'll just yell hi to me every time he sees me... i don't know what's worse. him yelling hi or just ignoring me... haha either way i'm glad he still said hi to me, he's such a nice kid :)
5. my sculpture is sort of coming along... although i personally think it's ridiculously ugly. my teacher only commented on three things i needed to improve. so i consider that a plus.. haha.
6. Guitar :D it makes me happy.
7. amazon :) new favorite site. haha

and well i think that pretty much sums up my annoyingly weird average day?
i just kind of want tomorrow to be better. i mean i get to sleep in (plus), i have earth and space with STUCKEY (favorite teacher :D PLUS), i have theology through film and we are talking about thinking styles, i took the quiz already and it told me i am four out of five of the thinking styles... haha oh well, but that class can still be a plus, practice guitar PLUS!, it's thursday, practically the weekend PLUS!, and i dont know what else ahha. but i'm going to make tomorrow a happy day. PLUS John and Kristin will both be at dinner (well they better be) although Sam wont be. but i guess you can't win them all.
well i think i'm going to go work on my sculpture at school. actually i know i am haha. i'm going to finish my severely ugly figure of the figure i had to copy. then i'm going to work on my non objective piece, which will be nice. so goodbye for now :)