I feel annoyed at everything today.
i don't know what's wrong with me but i'm just like blah. and almost anything that anyone does is bothering me alot. maybe i should just go to sleep. then wake up in a better mood.
idk.
whatever.
last week i barely saw kate is was amazing.
i didn't see her monday for dinner, or tuesday.
saw her wednesday for like five minutes.
didn't see her thursday
and friday saw her for like thirty minutes.
and didn't see her at all yesterday or today.
i'm not going to lie it was awesome.
although she still managed to annoy me.
Friday John randomly asked to come over and i was like umm sure.
he was acting really weird and i was like what the heck is wrong with him.
and sam, john and i were watching youtube videos and he was like sam i have to talk to you. like mouthing it to me and i was like what the heck.
so we like went into the kitchen and i was like this is so weird and he was like don't worry this isn't about me and i was like um okay.
then he like sat down and i just stood there and he was like so sunday night kate asked me to come over.
and i was like oh brother.
i don't even want to hear this anymore.
but he continued on and he was like i wasn't there or anything but kate said you were really mean to her at church and you didn't want her to sit next to you or something and she cried to me, she was like bawling for an hour and a half.
i just looked at john and i was like listen. i jokingly told her she couldn't sit there and she threw my papers on the ground.
i was like that annoyed me.
and then i told john that i'm planning on telling her we shouldn't hang out anymore.
and he was like oh what really.
he was like super shocked but i was like yes. she just depresses me and always complains about how mean i am to her so why should we hang out if she doesn't like anything i do. and he was like oh well i guess that makes sense.
and i was like yeah.
then i just kind of stood there.
idk i felt like crying friday, i was just kind of feeling depressed (my grandmother was in the hospital getting a pacemaker and i haven't seen her in four years... i suck as a grandchild) then he tells me that. and i was just like uh
so john was like are you okay.
and i was like no.
and he was like oh no i'm sorry and i was like no listen i'm just not having a good week then i told him about my grandmother and that i don't need kate bringing me down more.
then john told me this like sort of depressing story which made me want to cry more and he was like telling me he has emotions and i was like um i know you have emotions john. idk it was weird.
but then we all went to dinner and he was acting kind of weird, he kept trying to make me laugh and i really wasn't like at all. which made him not be sure what to do. but i was just like i dont feel like laughing.
after dinner i had an awesome jam session with nina though. she played piano and i played guitar and we tried to teach sam guitar. it was fun
so it made up for my depressing day.
then yesterday sam's parents came up and dropped off a microwave table and a recliner.
then we went to target, the christmas store and friendly's which was awesome. they are all in this little shopping center together like thirty minutes away
at the christmas store i bought a shot glass with a pirate on it. haha
it's my first shot glass and i have only ever had two shots before. and i don't really like them. but it had a pirate on it. sooo i really wanted it. ahha
but i really enjoyed going to target, i miss that store so much.
so nina came over at like ten
and sam's bf was here.
we tried to have john over but he was doing work again. super lame.
i dont know he's been acting really weird lately. and we haven't legit hung out with him in like two weeks. whatever though maybe when he's done everything for grad school he'll lighten up and hang out again.
apparently he's trying to set up a five year plan.
i wanted to be like listen. you can do that but it won't happen like that, at least most likely. i mean God does whatever he wants.
and i'm pretty sure John isn't including like getting married in his five year plan. or at least having a girlfriend. so like what is her going to do when that happens.
maybe i should say if? but i'm seriously thinking when. he's a good guy.
i don't know.
i still think i might possibly have a crush on him. but then when i think about having a relationship with him i think it would be weird. i mean i would have to drive us on dates since he only has a bike here. and he's always doing work.
i don't know
whatever. it's up to God.
and it doesn't matter i'm sort of annoyed at him right now anyway. cause i'm feeling annoyed with everything!!!
BLAH.
i need to do homework and go to bed.
schedule my classes tomorrow. that should be exciting...
sigh.
going to do homework. need to get out of this funk.
Showing posts with label drama. Show all posts
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Sunday, November 14, 2010
Monday, November 8, 2010
the one the wind and waves obey is strong enough to save you.
Alright so i finished my essay with over 4000 words... the limit was 4,500. i would have surprised myself to have reached that. but i was surprised i even hit 4,000. like what the heck!
anyways. so this weekend. lets see.
kate annoyed me all last week. idk i tried to be civil and just let it roll off my shoulders but it doesn't work like that. at least not with her.
so anyways. my brother came to visit and he showed up friday at like 4:30. so that was exciting (even though he skipped his last two classes of the day...so bad) but it was cool we went to dinner at like 5:45 or something and i introduced Kate to my brother and she was all "oh i know you two look a like" then she touched my face. i was like um don't touch my face kate. and she was like i'm sorry sam. then she went to the other sam and was like sam doesn't care if i touch her face lets do a cheek kiss sam!
and sam was like um what.
anyways i don't like when people touch my face. i have sensitive skin, enough so that just because she touched my face i could break out from it. and i don't know if she washed her hands or whatever before touching my face.
ugh.
and she didn't know he was my brother and i was introducing him with his name. so i dont understand why she was like i know.
but whatever.
she was annoying during dinner but i just talked to my brother and nina most of the time.
afterwards we went to kate and kristin's room and it was pretty boring. we got invited to this tupperware party in the lounge of their dorm so went to it and part way through a fire alarm went off so we had to leave.
but it was whatever since i had just won a tupperware thing. although all the options were like super small things and i ended up with this hanger thing which you can hang recipes on or the lady said she uses them for her wet bathing suits at the beach. so i was like cool.
anyways after wards when everyone was leaving i saw one of my peer kids so i was talking to her for awhile meanwhile kate, kristin and sam had gone back to kate and kristin's room and i was like whatever.
so when my brother and i got back there i was like interesting...kristin was drinking. but you know that's whatevs and kate pulled something out of the fridge and was like oh this should be ready now pretending that it was only like crystal light mix with water. but come on now. how dumb does she think i am like seriously.
she also had a yoohoo. and our friend steve last year used to put ice 101 in yoohoo's and he said they tasted like thin mints. so for kate to be drinking yoohoo was obviously her putting vodka in it.
she always does this thing now of being like "dont tell sam" (referring to me) and i'm like really. do you think i'm that dumb that i don't realize you are drinking right now. plus she starts getting all flushed and stuttering.
she must think i'm an idiot.
but whatever. so we watched two episodes of it's always sunny in philadelphia. then i was like this is so boring.
and kate was being dumb.
so finally we were like lets leave.
plus sam's friends meghan and gretel were coming up so we actually had a reason to leave.
so we came back to the appointment and we asked my brother what he thought of kate and he was like she just seems really fake. and i was like HA oh my gosh. she is. she's like the fakest person ever.
my brother saw that probably within an hour of knowing her.
like that's sad.
whatever.
so it was only like 9 at that point so we hung out for awhile sam's friends showed up at like 11 we went to john's quad he wasn't there yet. he was "taking care of somebody" which obviously means someone was drunk. he's too kind to just leave them there. so while in John's quad we were hanging out then Kristin, Joe and Steve showed up and we were all like STEVE! since he graduated last year. he's so great.
Joe is on my good side right now for saying kate is a hypocrite because she used to get mad at joe for drinking and he was like i haven't had a drink in awhile and kate gets drunk every weekend now. what a hypocrite
i was like haha oh joe you don't need to tell me, i completely agree.
so now i think i'm being a bit over nice to Joe but what can i say i'm so stoked he called her a hypocrite. ahha
so at like 11:45 we headed to Rocky horror. a lot of the seats were filled so we ended up in the front. i was like oh man please don't let this be a show where they touch you or something. that freaks me out. i somehow ended up in the front row but luckily sam's friends were like we'll switch with you we don't mind the front row and i was like THANK YOU!
so i ended up in the third row. my brother sat next to me on the right and john on the left. sam, gretel and steve were in front of me and in the front row was kristin, joe, and meghan.
nina showed up after work and kate randomly appeared out of nowhere and like followed nina. we had only saved a seat for nina since no one knew kate was coming since she complained that it sounded dumb anyways. but whatever
so nina got the seat and kate was like nina you took my seat but sam told nina we had saved it for her. so that was good.
the show was crazy and interactive, but it was fun. random dancing and shouting. :)
i liked it.
afterwards we were hanging out and it was kind of funny since it was steve, john, kate and my brother on the left. sam, kristin, joe, meghan and gretel on the right and me and nina kind of in the middle. but whatever.
then kate started asking my brother these dumb questions and he just stared at her and she hates that so she started poking his nose ring and i kind of flipped because i hate when people touch my face without my allowing them too. so for her to just do that and his nose ring. that could make it get infected or something. so i was like kate stop that. don't touch people's piercings that's so rude . and John just chimed in and was like YEAH! how would you like if someone touched your leg piercing and kate was like haha i dont' have a leg piercing. and john was like DO you want one...
it was so great and i was like ahha oh john always knowing when i need comedic relief. he's so good.
my brother then texted me and was like hey it's okay i can take of myself and i was like yeah i know i'm sorry and he was like i was about to make her cry!
and i was like haah that would have been great. she just stresses me out.
it was good though because then i was like telling him when we finally left to go to john's quad which i have no idea why we were all doing that at 2 in the morning i was kind of exhausted but whatevs. so i just told her she creates too much drama and i dont' need that and he was like you dont think yelling at her just created drama. and i was like sigh you are probably right. and he just laughed and was like it's okay don't worry about it.
so we made it back to john's quad and everything was okay until kristin went to her car and came back with alcohol and i was like oh man i can't be here anymore like seriously kate is already trashed and kristin was too. too much. my brother saw it and was like hey it's okay then sam was like lets go. and i was like thank goodness so we left. my brother an di talked until 4:30 in the morning which was nice :)
i enjoyed it.
the next day we slept until like noon. i made pancakes then at one i met nina and had some hot chocolate with her. came back at 2 my brother decided to stay another night. so kind of just hung out all day. went grocery shopping had dinner in our apartment. my brother called John to have him come over (he seemed to enjoy that, he called him twice the night before too) but JOhn was all i'm doing work. which he probably was. so it ended up we all did work. my brother watched the breakfast club at like ten so i watched taht with him then worked on my research paper. my brother went to sleep after the movie
i stayed up to see the time switch for daylight savings then i fell asleep. woke up sunday at like 11:30 my brother got ready to leave. i did some more work had breakfast. my brother left at 1. it was kind of sad i'm glad he came though :)
sam and i met up with nina...kate and kristin (and kristin's two friends) were there too for cabaret. it was weird and hilarious. but it was cool.
afterwards nina sam and i went to the jays and hung out then went to church.
nina was sitting in a row so me and sam sat with her and kate was all guys wah wah wah and we were like what, it's not like she was sitting alone she was sitting with some girl named stephanie. but then she was like fine i'll just move and i was like no you can't sit next to me (half serious half joking) and she was like whatever and she like half crumpled my bulletin and threw it on the ground. i was like wow.
you jerk i would have eventually let her sit there. but i was like i can't handle this. i went to the bathroom to like calm myself donw. came back to church and didn't talk to her the entire service. or at dinner.
i just can't deal anymore.
i had my guitar lesson today and she KNOWS when i have it and she was sitting in the chair right in front of my guitar stuff. ON PURPOSE. she didn't turn around or say hi or anything. and iw as like fine i'm not going to say hi either i made faces at nina which was fun then nina was like BYE SAM! and made a heart sign at me and i waved. nina is so great.
meanwhile nina said kate was all sad.
but you know whatever.
apparently she told nina that she's never going to drink again.
i find this hilarious.
i also don't believe her but whatever.
didn't go to dinner tonight mostly to avoid her. so nina came over and we had dinner in the apartment :)
sam was working on a presentation for class with her partner on campus. so it was nice.
then i went to yoga it was wonderful and relaxing.
i love yoga.
and now i should do homework.
i've basically decided i dont' need kate to bring me down anymore.
i'm thinking of telling her nothing good comes out of our friendship so we shouldn't hang out anymore. she'll pry cry. but i don't really care. because it's true. she just stresses me out and produces drama. nothing i need. so yeah.
that's basically it. homework time. now that it's 11:25. oh jeez.
just scheduled senior portraits for wednesday! that's scary.
but i figure if i don't get them done my mom would be angry. so whatevs.
so yeah okay bye!
anyways. so this weekend. lets see.
kate annoyed me all last week. idk i tried to be civil and just let it roll off my shoulders but it doesn't work like that. at least not with her.
so anyways. my brother came to visit and he showed up friday at like 4:30. so that was exciting (even though he skipped his last two classes of the day...so bad) but it was cool we went to dinner at like 5:45 or something and i introduced Kate to my brother and she was all "oh i know you two look a like" then she touched my face. i was like um don't touch my face kate. and she was like i'm sorry sam. then she went to the other sam and was like sam doesn't care if i touch her face lets do a cheek kiss sam!
and sam was like um what.
anyways i don't like when people touch my face. i have sensitive skin, enough so that just because she touched my face i could break out from it. and i don't know if she washed her hands or whatever before touching my face.
ugh.
and she didn't know he was my brother and i was introducing him with his name. so i dont understand why she was like i know.
but whatever.
she was annoying during dinner but i just talked to my brother and nina most of the time.
afterwards we went to kate and kristin's room and it was pretty boring. we got invited to this tupperware party in the lounge of their dorm so went to it and part way through a fire alarm went off so we had to leave.
but it was whatever since i had just won a tupperware thing. although all the options were like super small things and i ended up with this hanger thing which you can hang recipes on or the lady said she uses them for her wet bathing suits at the beach. so i was like cool.
anyways after wards when everyone was leaving i saw one of my peer kids so i was talking to her for awhile meanwhile kate, kristin and sam had gone back to kate and kristin's room and i was like whatever.
so when my brother and i got back there i was like interesting...kristin was drinking. but you know that's whatevs and kate pulled something out of the fridge and was like oh this should be ready now pretending that it was only like crystal light mix with water. but come on now. how dumb does she think i am like seriously.
she also had a yoohoo. and our friend steve last year used to put ice 101 in yoohoo's and he said they tasted like thin mints. so for kate to be drinking yoohoo was obviously her putting vodka in it.
she always does this thing now of being like "dont tell sam" (referring to me) and i'm like really. do you think i'm that dumb that i don't realize you are drinking right now. plus she starts getting all flushed and stuttering.
she must think i'm an idiot.
but whatever. so we watched two episodes of it's always sunny in philadelphia. then i was like this is so boring.
and kate was being dumb.
so finally we were like lets leave.
plus sam's friends meghan and gretel were coming up so we actually had a reason to leave.
so we came back to the appointment and we asked my brother what he thought of kate and he was like she just seems really fake. and i was like HA oh my gosh. she is. she's like the fakest person ever.
my brother saw that probably within an hour of knowing her.
like that's sad.
whatever.
so it was only like 9 at that point so we hung out for awhile sam's friends showed up at like 11 we went to john's quad he wasn't there yet. he was "taking care of somebody" which obviously means someone was drunk. he's too kind to just leave them there. so while in John's quad we were hanging out then Kristin, Joe and Steve showed up and we were all like STEVE! since he graduated last year. he's so great.
Joe is on my good side right now for saying kate is a hypocrite because she used to get mad at joe for drinking and he was like i haven't had a drink in awhile and kate gets drunk every weekend now. what a hypocrite
i was like haha oh joe you don't need to tell me, i completely agree.
so now i think i'm being a bit over nice to Joe but what can i say i'm so stoked he called her a hypocrite. ahha
so at like 11:45 we headed to Rocky horror. a lot of the seats were filled so we ended up in the front. i was like oh man please don't let this be a show where they touch you or something. that freaks me out. i somehow ended up in the front row but luckily sam's friends were like we'll switch with you we don't mind the front row and i was like THANK YOU!
so i ended up in the third row. my brother sat next to me on the right and john on the left. sam, gretel and steve were in front of me and in the front row was kristin, joe, and meghan.
nina showed up after work and kate randomly appeared out of nowhere and like followed nina. we had only saved a seat for nina since no one knew kate was coming since she complained that it sounded dumb anyways. but whatever
so nina got the seat and kate was like nina you took my seat but sam told nina we had saved it for her. so that was good.
the show was crazy and interactive, but it was fun. random dancing and shouting. :)
i liked it.
afterwards we were hanging out and it was kind of funny since it was steve, john, kate and my brother on the left. sam, kristin, joe, meghan and gretel on the right and me and nina kind of in the middle. but whatever.
then kate started asking my brother these dumb questions and he just stared at her and she hates that so she started poking his nose ring and i kind of flipped because i hate when people touch my face without my allowing them too. so for her to just do that and his nose ring. that could make it get infected or something. so i was like kate stop that. don't touch people's piercings that's so rude . and John just chimed in and was like YEAH! how would you like if someone touched your leg piercing and kate was like haha i dont' have a leg piercing. and john was like DO you want one...
it was so great and i was like ahha oh john always knowing when i need comedic relief. he's so good.
my brother then texted me and was like hey it's okay i can take of myself and i was like yeah i know i'm sorry and he was like i was about to make her cry!
and i was like haah that would have been great. she just stresses me out.
it was good though because then i was like telling him when we finally left to go to john's quad which i have no idea why we were all doing that at 2 in the morning i was kind of exhausted but whatevs. so i just told her she creates too much drama and i dont' need that and he was like you dont think yelling at her just created drama. and i was like sigh you are probably right. and he just laughed and was like it's okay don't worry about it.
so we made it back to john's quad and everything was okay until kristin went to her car and came back with alcohol and i was like oh man i can't be here anymore like seriously kate is already trashed and kristin was too. too much. my brother saw it and was like hey it's okay then sam was like lets go. and i was like thank goodness so we left. my brother an di talked until 4:30 in the morning which was nice :)
i enjoyed it.
the next day we slept until like noon. i made pancakes then at one i met nina and had some hot chocolate with her. came back at 2 my brother decided to stay another night. so kind of just hung out all day. went grocery shopping had dinner in our apartment. my brother called John to have him come over (he seemed to enjoy that, he called him twice the night before too) but JOhn was all i'm doing work. which he probably was. so it ended up we all did work. my brother watched the breakfast club at like ten so i watched taht with him then worked on my research paper. my brother went to sleep after the movie
i stayed up to see the time switch for daylight savings then i fell asleep. woke up sunday at like 11:30 my brother got ready to leave. i did some more work had breakfast. my brother left at 1. it was kind of sad i'm glad he came though :)
sam and i met up with nina...kate and kristin (and kristin's two friends) were there too for cabaret. it was weird and hilarious. but it was cool.
afterwards nina sam and i went to the jays and hung out then went to church.
nina was sitting in a row so me and sam sat with her and kate was all guys wah wah wah and we were like what, it's not like she was sitting alone she was sitting with some girl named stephanie. but then she was like fine i'll just move and i was like no you can't sit next to me (half serious half joking) and she was like whatever and she like half crumpled my bulletin and threw it on the ground. i was like wow.
you jerk i would have eventually let her sit there. but i was like i can't handle this. i went to the bathroom to like calm myself donw. came back to church and didn't talk to her the entire service. or at dinner.
i just can't deal anymore.
i had my guitar lesson today and she KNOWS when i have it and she was sitting in the chair right in front of my guitar stuff. ON PURPOSE. she didn't turn around or say hi or anything. and iw as like fine i'm not going to say hi either i made faces at nina which was fun then nina was like BYE SAM! and made a heart sign at me and i waved. nina is so great.
meanwhile nina said kate was all sad.
but you know whatever.
apparently she told nina that she's never going to drink again.
i find this hilarious.
i also don't believe her but whatever.
didn't go to dinner tonight mostly to avoid her. so nina came over and we had dinner in the apartment :)
sam was working on a presentation for class with her partner on campus. so it was nice.
then i went to yoga it was wonderful and relaxing.
i love yoga.
and now i should do homework.
i've basically decided i dont' need kate to bring me down anymore.
i'm thinking of telling her nothing good comes out of our friendship so we shouldn't hang out anymore. she'll pry cry. but i don't really care. because it's true. she just stresses me out and produces drama. nothing i need. so yeah.
that's basically it. homework time. now that it's 11:25. oh jeez.
just scheduled senior portraits for wednesday! that's scary.
but i figure if i don't get them done my mom would be angry. so whatevs.
so yeah okay bye!
Sunday, October 31, 2010
i like to dance dance dance.
so lets talk about how my weekend has been lame. good. annoying. weird. and lame.
starting with lame. all friday night and all day saturday i worked on my freaking research paper. it's half way done. i really should be working on that now too because i want to get it done so i can move onto my next one. that would be wonderful.
but whatever instead i'm wonderfully procrastinating again. i mean i'm going to get it done because i need to and i want to make sure i give myself enough time to work on the other one.
sigh.
anyways. so after working on my paper all day sam, kate, john, courtney and i took one of the buses to the Messiah v. Etown soccer game. it was the "marshmellow bowl" so everyone throws marshmellows. it's really intense. and you would think marshmellows wouldnt hurt but they do. i got hit in the head like six times and i was like wow. i do not like you people.
but anyways it was nice because our friend Jenna goes to Messiah (she was the crazy one who was at messiah transferred to etown then transferred back to messiah.) so we saw her and it was nice. i missed her a lot. like her crazy random singing and how she always just puts kate in her place. it was wonderful.
except for kate who showed up like super grumpy or something i dont' know, she just didn't say hi to anyone and apparently was expecting me and sam to be all KATE oh my gosh blah blah blah. and i'm never like that. so idk what she wants but you know whatevs.
anyways the soccer team lost 3-1. it was kind of sad but oh well. i don't really like soccer anyway so it's not like i even knew what was happening. haha.
but anyways afterwards we got back to the school and sam and i hosted our little halloween get together.
it was kind of awkward at first because kate and courtney and nina came over like right away. and sam and i were originally planning on changing then picking everyone up but you roll with the punches. i wore this detective outfit.
and unfortunately we have no pictures because our friends never want to take pictures. it's lame
but anyways. so nina came with me when i picked up john, and john was in a toga. that was kind of hilarious. and weird.
because he wasn't wearing a shirt and he's like SO self-conscious like he wears white t-shirts under v-necks.
so um yeah. that was crazy.
so yeah sam was a hooker at a dead guys funeral. i was a detective. nina was a martini (she dressed in black and had like an olive on a stick it was sweet), Kate was a grandma and courtney was a nurse.
and sam's b/f came up but he didn't dress up. so lame. ahah. it's alright though.
so we turned on some music, and well i didn't think it was too loud. i mean i guess it was loud for our apartment but it shouldn' have been loud enough for like the other apartment around us to hear. but that was a wrong guess on my part because the guy who lives under us came and knocked on our door and told us to turn it down because we kept waking up his kids.
i was like oh...
it was awkward and i felt kind of bad. but i still didn't think it was that loud.
john had brought beer over for himself so he was drinking that, and sam and i had a mike's hard lemonade. well i had one, sam had two and she has like four shots. which i only had one shot too. it was a pomegranate kind which was surprisingly good. i mean it burnt still but it was fine. and this was throughout our time hanging out in our apartment so it's not like it happened after he came to our door. cause that would have been weird. haha. so yeah after he came to our door we turned everything off and we went on campus to the dance. and those dances freak me out they are so weird. like really weird. and i really just don't like how people dance there. like it makes me want to throw up. i mean it was strange because John started dancing with a girl like that and i was like oh my word i'm scarred for life. scarred.for.life.
it was just strange.
also sam and her b/f left because you need an id to get in and sam forgot hers and kate doesn't dance so she didn't come and courtney went back to her room. so it was just me nina and john. and john just did his thing so me and nina just kind of danced not in the center and sort of watched john and were like dang. haha
so crazy.
then the dance was over and i was kind of like wow now i have to walk back to my apartment in the dark.
i was like oh man. and nina was like i don't want you to do that. and iw as like i don't want to do that. so we waited for john. and he knows a lot of people so he was talking to everyone then he came over with this girl from the music dept that nina knows and so we were like talking until three in the morning. ridiculous. finally we all left. nina was walked back to her dorm by the other girls and john walked with me back to his quad then he asked me if i wanted him to walk me back to my apartment and i was like um yes. please. and he was like alright no problem just let me put on clothes. and i was like haha oh gosh. that's weird. but he did then he walked me back and we talked until 4:30 in the morning standing outside in the cold. so weird.
but i'm glad he walked me back and we had a nice conversation even though i felt like i was going to fall over and sleep on the ground. we just talked about random things
and about kate.
apparently she still thinks everyone hates her and a bunch of other things and she told john to talk to me and sam about her and how we are mean to her.
i was like oh my word.
it's really not like that at all. i know sometimes i dont' talk to her during meals but it's not like it's on purpose sometimes i just dont' have anything to say. and she always thinks i'm mad at her. it's ridiculous.
i can't really stand it.
i feel bad for john and nina because they are always in the middle of everything.
sigh.
so yeah kate also apparently told nina that she thinks everyone likes me and sam better than her. freaking crazy.
it's whatever.
so i need to work on my paper. so i'm going to do that now.
fare thee well.
starting with lame. all friday night and all day saturday i worked on my freaking research paper. it's half way done. i really should be working on that now too because i want to get it done so i can move onto my next one. that would be wonderful.
but whatever instead i'm wonderfully procrastinating again. i mean i'm going to get it done because i need to and i want to make sure i give myself enough time to work on the other one.
sigh.
anyways. so after working on my paper all day sam, kate, john, courtney and i took one of the buses to the Messiah v. Etown soccer game. it was the "marshmellow bowl" so everyone throws marshmellows. it's really intense. and you would think marshmellows wouldnt hurt but they do. i got hit in the head like six times and i was like wow. i do not like you people.
but anyways it was nice because our friend Jenna goes to Messiah (she was the crazy one who was at messiah transferred to etown then transferred back to messiah.) so we saw her and it was nice. i missed her a lot. like her crazy random singing and how she always just puts kate in her place. it was wonderful.
except for kate who showed up like super grumpy or something i dont' know, she just didn't say hi to anyone and apparently was expecting me and sam to be all KATE oh my gosh blah blah blah. and i'm never like that. so idk what she wants but you know whatevs.
anyways the soccer team lost 3-1. it was kind of sad but oh well. i don't really like soccer anyway so it's not like i even knew what was happening. haha.
but anyways afterwards we got back to the school and sam and i hosted our little halloween get together.
it was kind of awkward at first because kate and courtney and nina came over like right away. and sam and i were originally planning on changing then picking everyone up but you roll with the punches. i wore this detective outfit.
and unfortunately we have no pictures because our friends never want to take pictures. it's lame
but anyways. so nina came with me when i picked up john, and john was in a toga. that was kind of hilarious. and weird.
because he wasn't wearing a shirt and he's like SO self-conscious like he wears white t-shirts under v-necks.
so um yeah. that was crazy.
so yeah sam was a hooker at a dead guys funeral. i was a detective. nina was a martini (she dressed in black and had like an olive on a stick it was sweet), Kate was a grandma and courtney was a nurse.
and sam's b/f came up but he didn't dress up. so lame. ahah. it's alright though.
so we turned on some music, and well i didn't think it was too loud. i mean i guess it was loud for our apartment but it shouldn' have been loud enough for like the other apartment around us to hear. but that was a wrong guess on my part because the guy who lives under us came and knocked on our door and told us to turn it down because we kept waking up his kids.
i was like oh...
it was awkward and i felt kind of bad. but i still didn't think it was that loud.
john had brought beer over for himself so he was drinking that, and sam and i had a mike's hard lemonade. well i had one, sam had two and she has like four shots. which i only had one shot too. it was a pomegranate kind which was surprisingly good. i mean it burnt still but it was fine. and this was throughout our time hanging out in our apartment so it's not like it happened after he came to our door. cause that would have been weird. haha. so yeah after he came to our door we turned everything off and we went on campus to the dance. and those dances freak me out they are so weird. like really weird. and i really just don't like how people dance there. like it makes me want to throw up. i mean it was strange because John started dancing with a girl like that and i was like oh my word i'm scarred for life. scarred.for.life.
it was just strange.
also sam and her b/f left because you need an id to get in and sam forgot hers and kate doesn't dance so she didn't come and courtney went back to her room. so it was just me nina and john. and john just did his thing so me and nina just kind of danced not in the center and sort of watched john and were like dang. haha
so crazy.
then the dance was over and i was kind of like wow now i have to walk back to my apartment in the dark.
i was like oh man. and nina was like i don't want you to do that. and iw as like i don't want to do that. so we waited for john. and he knows a lot of people so he was talking to everyone then he came over with this girl from the music dept that nina knows and so we were like talking until three in the morning. ridiculous. finally we all left. nina was walked back to her dorm by the other girls and john walked with me back to his quad then he asked me if i wanted him to walk me back to my apartment and i was like um yes. please. and he was like alright no problem just let me put on clothes. and i was like haha oh gosh. that's weird. but he did then he walked me back and we talked until 4:30 in the morning standing outside in the cold. so weird.
but i'm glad he walked me back and we had a nice conversation even though i felt like i was going to fall over and sleep on the ground. we just talked about random things
and about kate.
apparently she still thinks everyone hates her and a bunch of other things and she told john to talk to me and sam about her and how we are mean to her.
i was like oh my word.
it's really not like that at all. i know sometimes i dont' talk to her during meals but it's not like it's on purpose sometimes i just dont' have anything to say. and she always thinks i'm mad at her. it's ridiculous.
i can't really stand it.
i feel bad for john and nina because they are always in the middle of everything.
sigh.
so yeah kate also apparently told nina that she thinks everyone likes me and sam better than her. freaking crazy.
it's whatever.
so i need to work on my paper. so i'm going to do that now.
fare thee well.
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