shb count is still 4. i know. i'm really sad too. oh well. these things happen i guess. although my friend saw him and she was like we could make that count for you! i was like haha. no no that's fine.
and my other friend keeps saying all these annoying things. i never should have told her about my ex because she always mentions him now and i get really annoyed. it's really not funny. and she also mentions shb all the time, and my one other friend who just found out about him yesterday does too now.
and i'm like just stop it.
it was funny at first because i was like i can't believe i see him all the time, like last semester but now it's not.
i just want to like meet him and get it over with.
i guess it's bad if you hate your friends sometimes. but that's how i feel when they mention the ex (well only one friend in particular ever does this), and when they are like making jokes about shb, they act like i'm in love with him. which i'm not. i only know his name. that's not enough to be like I LOVE HIM!
i need to meet him, hang out with him, talk to him a lot before i even have a chance to think something like that.
sigh.
but i do love John for how he was like "do you want to know him" the other day. i think he also can tell when everyone is stressing me out when they say things about it because he always like distracts them. i really appreciate it. he's such a good friend.
anyways i need to study for my greek vocab test tomorrow. yucky. only class tomorrow and it's at 8 in the morning. sad.face.
"love is not for the easily defeated or the quickly disillusioned" -Leo Boscaglia.
ps. when i was at the gym today trying to study my greek vocab words, they had star trek the tv series on the tv, so i got distracted and kept watching that. it was interesting. haha
okay bye.
1 comment:
aw sorry about your friends. :/
lol you watched star trek at the gym? cool. i wish i could watch the disney channel at the gym without getting laughed out haha. maybe i should just do it anyways. who cares.
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