it all comes back to haunt you in the end

so my mom is on the phone right now, and i really dont' like when she calls me, she always tells me all this depressing information about life at home. like how all she had for dinner was a boiled egg and a tomato. and i'm like oh wow that's just great makes me want to rush right home and be there. NOT.
blah.
family life is so stupid, basically all the time.
it's like i start feeling like i miss home, then my mom calls me and tells me how they have like no food at home and blah blah blah and i'm like okay never mind i love school. i love being here, having a cafeteria, seeing shb, being stalked by the french kid (who smiled at me today btw, and he waved to my friend Kristin, apparently they are friends now.) i even love my roommates, yes, even clayton, who now waves to me in public. I EVEN LOVE KICKBOXING, that leaves me sore the day after, and makes it hurt when i'm just walking up the stairs. apparently all my friends worked out today. i dont know how they did, i mean it hurts just standing and i'm pretty sure they are all in pain too, and it's not really good for your body to like do a lot of damage to it two days in a row. idk. i'll work out tomorrow though.
but anyways i just really like it here. i feel at home here. and when my mom calls it makes me not want to go home. isn't that sad.
i think that's really sad, it's not supposed to be like that.
anyways enough of that depressing stuff.
shb count? NINE.
ready for this?
so i went to dinner with Sam early today since she had class at 6:30 and everyone else was meeting at 6:15 so Sam asked me to go with her at 6. so i did, and we walked up to get food and we walked by shb and he made eye contact with me again. i'm not sure how i feel about this yet. since i can't tell if he is looking at me like how do i know, or like what, i don't know it's confusing.
anyways when he was leaving today, i saw his calves. so muscular.
hahahaha
that's so weird.
then at like 7:20 i went to that religious studies get together thing and it was actually not that bad. 4/5 teachers there knew me or just remembered me. it was really exciting. like my Jesus and Moral Life teacher, yeah he remembered me! and the lady who subbed for my Greek teacher last semester who is now my advisor, she remembered me, and then the teacher i have this semester remembered my full name after i was like yeah i'm in your class i'm Sam, she was like right and said my full name. i was like oh man. but it was cool then i met the one guy today he seemed cool and the other teacher i met twice and he remembered me from the beginning of last semester. which is kind of crazy intense.
the get together made me feel like i made the right choice in a major :)
although i didn't talk to any other students that were there haha oh well.
there were only like five students there anyways, so it's alright.
oh so i had Greek and Sculpture today.
Greek was like it always was, i wanted to start my homework tonight, so i should do that soon, and Sculpture was nice because my teacher wasn't there so i didn't feel pressured to like make my sculpture of a non objective clay object amazing. i felt pretty relaxed actually. and i actually like the way it turned out. i'm pretty excited about it. :)
although i have no idea what i'm supposed to do with it, after it's put in the kiln and everything that is. but i'm excited !
then i practiced guitar too, my fingers still really hurt. but it's alright. it'll be worth it when i can play awesome songs :)
i also started work today. did loads and loads of laminating, then had to rip some pages out of books. didn't finish that part, but finished all the laminating and cutting out, so that's pretty good.
i just wished i had my headphones. seriously. miss them.
earth and space tomorrow and theology through film.
going to work on my greek homework now. excitement. i know.
"we dont' have to fight tonight, we just gotta try. tonight"

p.s. listening to Nick's album on his myspace, love it.