we are all made of star matter.

so it's really cold and windy out today and it's supposed to be again tomorrow. i'm really not looking forward to venturing out to Greek class at 8 in the morning. boo. :(
anyways SHB count: 10 :)
saw him at lunch today. i waited for 15 minutes for my one friend then when i called her she was like oh i just got out of the shower i'll be there soon. i was like you know what i'll just go up and sit with John and Steve until you get here and she was like okay. so i was up there getting food and i saw SHB, and he was wearing a baseball hat and he looked super cute, and he has the SAME COLOR NORTH FACE JACKET AS ME! ahha. it's kind of weird. since i had no idea he owned it, when i got mine. i dont know i feel like i mentioned that on here before but oh well.
so i had earth and space today, not that bad we watched three videos, one had tom selleck as the host/narrator person, it was funny.
also had theology through film we watched a movie called "this film is not yet rated" and it's about the MPAA and how they rate films and such. and well the film isn't rated, and it has a lot of content in it that would make it NC-17. i dont know it was very informative but at the same time made me feel like a major prude. i mean there were a lot of sex scenes. and to me they were kind of disturbing.
and the one guy in the film kept saying things like it's a fact that teenagers do certain things and look at certain sites. and i was like umm i've never done either of those things...
it was really awkward.
so i had mixed emotions about it.
but my teacher knows my full name now. haha. when she saw me she was like hi sam. i was like hi.
haha. oh well.
so Greek tomorrow, then work then the weekend! YAY! :)
tomorrow night is Mad Cow i'm excited :)
although Sam and Kristin both are leaving. so i guess it'll be John, Kate, Jenna, and me. so that will be interesting. and i kind of really hope Mike and Clay don't have a party. i mean i like the parties because i like laughing at the people who are drunk and stupid, but they are tiring and a lot of cleaning the next day.
although maybe SHB would be there. or my new bff Tom.
hahah.
which by the way i went up to get dessert today and i was going to sit down and i walked by Tom but i figured he wasn't going to say hi to me but then he was like "hi SAM" and he said kind of loudly and i was like hi tom,
then i saw my peer kid and he was like hey sam, and i was like hey cameron. i have never felt so popular while at school. ahha. and it was weird since they were both boys. it seems i have a lot of guy friends now. when did this happen? i have no idea. hahaha. weird.
anyways i need to perfect my greek homework and go to sleep and it's already 10:30 eww. sigh. good night!

uh quote of the day
"i need to find a mate who is just as weird as me"
-John

hahaha. we were talking about the article in the school newspaper that a girl had written about how all the guys at my school are taken, gay or just emotionally unavailable. and somehow were talking about finding the right person. and well John always says interesting things lol. i hope he wouldn't be embarrassed by the fact i just used that quote...
oh and i had a weird dream about him and SHB last night they were fighting over me, but John was being very overprotective and wouldn't let shb near me, but he somehow got near me and kissed me, and i wanted to be his girlfriend but John wouldn't let that happen, then somehow shb was writing love letters to me, and john would intercept them, but my friend found them somewhere and gave them to me and suddenly i was reading all of these adorable love letters from shb.
it was kind of extremely weird and romantic.
sigh.
okay bye for real now.