Just Checked my final grades

and so far only two of the grades are posted. so i'm waiting for three more. two of those i dont' really want to ever see anyways. and the other one i basically should have a B, but most likely an A :)
anyways so far my grades give me a 4.0 WOOO!
too bad that won't last Darn you SPEECH AND AMERICAN LIT *shakes fist*.
:(
oh well. i tried my best that's all i ask for of myself. lol
so umm that's it
i think my wash is done so i need to put it away
then put the rest in the dryer.
FUN FUN!
notttttttt.
oh yeah last night i watched Lemony Snicket's A Series Of Unfortunate Events
it was pretty good. except i read the books and there were like 12 books, but the movie only did like three of them. i think? or maybe not. idk it's been like three years since i read the books. lol. but it was still good. and Jim Carrey is a really good actor. but i would def recommend the movie to you all, if you ever watch it :)
and just so you know i had french toast for breakfast and since my dad refuses to buy the syrup i like (dont' ask) i put Cool Whip on my French Toast, and you know what it was pretty tasty. lol so i so would recommend trying it! lol

the sweet sound of freedom in the afternoon.

yes. i'm free from school for basically five weeks :)))))))))))))))))
so since i couldn't update yesterday since i was having a mental breakdown from studying..here we go...
well my final was super duper easy. just needed to present! woo. lol
yeah my group went third last. which was fine as long as we didn't ahve to go first and we weren't completely last that's all that mattered. and we were actually running out of time for the final so my group just skipped random things lol and the teachers only commented about like two things compared to the first groups which basically got like 11 comments. lol but who cares, my group didn't we sat down and were like yes we are done. then the one girl celebrated by giving us all chocolate. the good kind Dove with caramel inside. yummerz. and the promise message was "a helping hand is sometimes the best present of all"
hmm dude, i actually really liked that promise message :)
anyways after that went to work. got out kind of early then i went christmas shopping! woo. lol i finished my brothers both of them! and i actually started B's present! lol yay! but. i still have a lot to go and now i'm broke basically so i have to wait til next weekend to finish how bad is that lol. like five days before christmas to finish shopping. this will be the first year that i am so late on my shopping. so bad. um anyways now i need to finish B, buy for the little girl i babysit and umm woah am i done then. oh snap no i have to buy for our secret santa thing we do at work.
lol
last year i ended up picking first but everyone kept taking my present so then i could take someone elses or pick a new one and i always picked a new one cause i'm nice like that and i ended up with a book called "Weird Pennslyvania" and it was all the weird places in PA. it was actually kind of interesting in a weird way.
anyways maybe this year everyone wont keep stealing the presents away from me and i would be really fortunate to not have to pick first. because i do not like going first for pretty much anything.
yup so anyways lol
last night i studied like a crazy person
and this morning i had to get up at 5:30 in the morning which was tortorous becasue first of all on tuesdays and thursdays i normally woke up at 6:15 so that 45 minutes really threw me off, plus the fact that i couldn't sleep because i was nervous about both of my finals. so when i finally got into a deep sleep something would wake me up. and it was not cool at all. and it was raining AGAIN. i have nothing against the rain. really it's good for the earth and blah blah blah, but two days in a row is just not cool. anyways did my speech final, it was whatevs. did my american lit final hopefully i did really well on that. then i went to work for about 45 minutes. :)
then i went to see twilight again which i was 30 minutes early for the movie so i sang the songs they preview and all that jazz lol but like five minutes before the movie started other people started to arrive. i was like oh dang. and they were all couples. yeah awkward. but whatever i don't care i still talked to myself, yes i talked to myself, i laughed loudly and hysterically at everything i thought was funny. and basically was myself lol GO me. hahah. anyways if you go see the movie again. check to see if any of the Forks signs are misspelled someone told someone else that i know that one of the signs are misspelled, i did't see it but who knows lol. and also pay very careful attention during the baseball scene after Edward and Emmett crash into each other ;)
anyways and basically after that i left the theater which the song they play during credits before Leave Out All The Rest. do any of you know it?! it's not on the soundtrack and i dont know what it is even though i stayed til the end to watch all the song credits and i missed it, or i think i found it but looked it up and it doesn't exist? lol
yeah. go me.
so help me out if you can :)
k thanks.
random news. Catherine Hardwicke is not directign New Moon apparently some dude name Chris Weick is. and they might not rehire Taylor Lautner to play Jacob , fail summit, epic fail
article:
http://hollywoodinsider.ew.com/2008/12/twilight-sequel.html?xid=rss-feed-todayslatest-%27Twilight%27+sequel%3A+New+details%21

and random entertainment:


now i am going to bed. i am SO tired.......
lol

One final down...three to go.

sigh. i seriously am just ready for this semester to be over. for example right now i should be working on my final speech but i'm not. because i don't feel like it. even though it's on thursday and i should have been practicing since last thursday. i also should have been studying like a crazy person for my american lit final. but i havent' .
i have been procrastinating so badly lately. i need a break.
only two days away. hopefully i can make it.
random sidenote my lips are really chapped and they hurt. :(
oh and my mom made christmas cookies. MY FAVORITE KIND Snow Drops
they are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO good.
YES.
okay well this is short and sweet i'm going to work on my speech so i dont' overload tomorrow. when i babysit....
three more three more. three more.

Basically I am going to write a really long blog to update you in my life. Ready?

SOOOO today i finished my last classes of the semester YES!
i was stoked. although umm today kind of was not cool well at least in the morning. well first of all i was SO nervous for my farewell speech, i practiced it like 8 times last night but each time it was completely different. soo when i went up today i pretty much said whatever randomly came into my head. which wasn't too bad at least i was on topic :) but my problem was the time limit. lol. and my teacher liked it alot, i mean she wrote on my paper B+ material, problem was time limit. i was like hahah oh well. so i ended up with a B- the same grade i've been getting. all along. haha oh well it's still above average! woot woot. anyways so then i went to philosophy. easy class, watched groundhog day it was super great. then i went to am lit. basically ruined my morning. no reason to go into details. i just can't wait to finish that final be DONE FOREVER with that class. that won't be until next Thursday. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. but it's okay i need all the time to prepare for that final that is going to blow my mind. at least i know what the topic is. SURPRISINGLY she told us what it is. i basically am just as shocked as you are. lol
so that class ended. i celebrated on the inside. went to work finished early. went to the dentist. which seriously i love going to the dentist actually. i love that clean teeth feeling you get when they just finished cleaning your teeth so amazing. anyways when i was done at the dentist i went to my grandmothers house and we went to the mall to go buy Christmas presents for me! lol that way she now can wrap my presents that i picked out! haha but it's better that way cause then she doesn't have to worry about what to buy me and such. anyways story time:
while i was at hot topic picking out the shirt (Cullen Baseball tee BABY) which was extremely high up that i had to ask an employee to help me and it was this dude. umm i thought he was like in his upper 20s lol but i don't know anyways he got it down for me then he was like if you need anymore help let me know i was like kay thanks.
so then we were done and we went to pay and all my stuff was twilight lol so he was like do you like twilight i was like YEAH and i had picked up the cullen crest patch and he was like are you going to put that on your coat and he laughed. i was like psht no! lol then he was like haha i'm only teasing you. (i was like no duh lol)
lol so then my grandma and i left and she was like he was flirting with you. i was like hahah. and she was like he was pretty cute. yeah my grandmother said that! lol
she basically wants me to have a boyfriend lol she would set me up with the hot topic employee
lol but he was nice and he has a job! hhaha too bad he works at a mall that's like 45 minutes away lol
so we did all the shopping for me can't wait for my presents legit. although i can wait at the same time because i am only finished with TWO people's presents yeah. my dad and mom. lol i am failing right now. so behind. it's okay though i'll be done in time no worries the people i buy presents for ! NO WORRIES lol
anyways rest of the night helped my grandmother shop for my cousins cause i am awesome. then we got pizza for dinner and i had green iced tea and it was so good. and i really want some right now lol. i love green tea.
anyways we then went back to her house and then i came home.
and now i am on the computer and watching Charlie and the Chocolate factory
the creepy Johnny Depp version. cause you know he is insanely creepy in this version. he's such a great actor. which i already went on and on about before lol some previous post. so if you want to read that your going to basically have to look for it. in i believe June it was lol.
"You smell like peanuts. i like peanuts"
"why thank you. you smell like old people and soap....i like it."
hahahah
GOOD NEWS PEOPLE THIS WEEKEND IS HARRY POTTER WEEKEND ON ABC FAMILY'S 25 DAYS OF CHRISTMAS! YAY
can't wait for Cedric Diggory ;)
hahha and ooo on Dec. 12 the Chronical of Narnia will be on.
interesting. very interestingggggggggggggggg
so basically i am done now. lol yay.
okay later!

and um random interview thanks to Elisa :)

http://twilightmoms.com/Lutz.php

he is seriously so funny
oh and Jonas was nominated for a Grammy :)
Congrats to them!

4 Classes, and 4 Finals to go.

then WINTER BREAK! YESSSSSSSSSSSS.
and this year i have practically 5 weeks off. :D
i am so excited........ like SOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED
but until then i have to write two papers (one on Thomas Aquinas, another on an art object), do "journals" for american lit, hand in my "journals" for american lit, prepare two speeches (one for my last class! and one for my final) give a presentation, and do a take home quiz. lol yupp. doesn't that sound SO FUN.
well i'm thinking i can finish the two papers, the take home quiz, and one of the speeches, andddd get the "journals" ready then tomorrow i will just have to finish the journals and practice my speech. and give my presentation in class. which will be insanely easy. lol
then i will be even closer to done! hoooraaaaaaaaaaaaayyy.
Then thursday, i'll just give my speech (which only needs to be TWO MINUTES LONG, BEST SPEECH EVERRRRRRRRRRRR, WELL besides the time i was able to read out of twilight hahah) watch a movie in philosophy and hand in my journals for american lit! hoot rah!
then four finals to gooooooo.
yay!
and this weekend is my mom's christmas family gathering. yeah already. it's crazy. lol
i mean it's 23 days til Christmas anyways. but still i can't believe it. oh darn it i forgot that i had a dentist appointment on thursday lol.
not like that throws anything off just saying.
umm yeah hah. anyways i guess i'll go write the papers, journals, quiz, speech outlines. that sure seems like a lot, but dont worry it's not that bad :)
peace and loveeeeeeeeeeee

Was he a hypnotist, too? Or was I just a hopeless pushover?

For my speech today i read from Twilight :D
it was awesome. my speech was an oral interpretation of a prose.
so you know i was either reading Twilight or Harry Potter lol
anyways i read from page 88 when Edward was all "I always say too much when I'm talking to you - that's one of the problems."
until page 93
when Edward says "You're wrong." after Bella says she doesn't think he's bad just dangerous lol
yeah my speech had to be five minutes long and apparently i read that part like i was part of the conversation and i was really into it. Also i apparently know the passage very well. lol
I was totally thinking to myself why yes i do know this book well.
and duhhhhhhhhhhhh i pretend that i am having that conversation with Edward. lol
oh well.
Totally the best speech yet :D

School

is going to kill me. no lie.
i have so much to do. and so much i don't want to do.
which is really really bad.
i have to write two extra credit papers this weekend
yes HAVE to
then i need to catch up on my gym homework
study for my philosophy midterm.
and write 9 journals for social psych.
and i need to prepare for an informative speech, with two visual aids, and two sources.
sad face. right here.

you know what was kind of great though i was feeling really angry and sad while i was driving to work
and "hey we're going to be alright" came on my ipod
and i was like wow. i'm going to be alright.
it was really odd, pretty much a sign.
so thanks JB for once again helping me to relax.

Awkward moments define my life...

seriously
today i was in philosophy and this kid who is in my speech class and philosophy class came in. but he missed speech today, and he asked me if we did anything else in speech class besides watch people present
and ready..
i was freaking eating a muffin! lol yeah and it was kind of dry so i like couldn't chew it or swallow so i was nodding my head hahah.
then he asked me like four other questions but i couldn't respond to any of them because of the muffin!
it was not cool at all.
plus he laughed at me. i was like uh i hate muffins never eating them again.. haha j/k that would be a lame thing to do especially since muffins are so good

haha
oh my gosh on a sidenote i just got my seventeen magazine today and the survival guide is for break ups
seriously first sentence ready..
"In a perfect world, ex-boyfriends would transfer schools and only reappear to confess tearfully how much they miss you - and by then, you'd have moved on to dating guys who are hotter than Joe Jonas."
i honestly laughed out loud.
anyways back to my awkward day.

so then my teacher is taking role call and he gets to my name
AND HE STILL DOES NOT KNOW WHO I AM!
i sit in the same seat every freaking class!
and today he goes are you sam parker to this other girl and she was like no i'm jessica
and he was like oh right.
so i don't even know if he marked me absent or present. i even raised my hand to be like yo dude i'm here. grrr.
and i don't think i did so well on my american lit test. idk i knew most of the bonus questions and part 1 of the essay test i think i nailed but part 2 eh. not so much. sigh.
yup. and then i went to work and i only worked for like thirty minutes but i was there for an hour.
oh well.
and now tonight i will do nothing hahahah
yup. oh and i have off tomorrow.
idk what to do.
sleep in late.
go get a pita from THE PITA PIT.
haha
i am so weird.
well i need to go eat dinner now.. at 5:30 pm
:)

Origami..is the art of folding paper...

yeah that was my intro for my demonstration speech today.
haha
and my teacher wrote on my evaluation that i should try to not start off with definitions i thought to myself. i do what i want what of it.
haah
but then i decided that she's the teacher i should do what she wants for this semester...
I am also fairly positive i did worse on this speech than my first one
How is this possible you ask.. i'm not sure.
lol considering this one was actually five minutes unlike my first one...which was only four.
yup.
oh well. this one dude, who is the oldest guy in the class, (although he is younger than my teacher lol) he always tries to say nice comments about everyone's speech which is hilarious but really nice. he also sits next to me and the first day it was fairly awkward but i've gotten over that and decided that he is pretty chill. Today his speech was how to change a light switch if yours breaks. i had no idea it would only take five minutes.
it was pretty awesome. now i can so do that for myself!
yay! hah
yeah so then after speech class i almost fell asleep in philosophy again. it's just so boring and we watched this really boring movie and my eyes were killing me.. i seriously wanted to take a nap. then i went to am lit and we watched a movie in there too i was like what the heck is everyone out to put me to sleep today!
gosh!
yup. so now i really should be reading "Plato in 90 minutes" then writing two pages about him. but instead i am on facebook following Maddie Jo's life hahah first she drank some margarita, and somehow ended up at a bar or something and was dancing and seeing stars and met a guy and kissed him and OMG he was a she! ahahh
yeah.that it so far. i can't wait to see how this progresses.
haha.
okay now i will go read plato in 90 minutes.
and then do my social psych homework..
;)

You know what

is stupid.
having to watch the speech you already did on vhs just so you can tell the teacher all the things you think you did bad.
it's just dumb.
My speech was torturous enough the first time why the heck would i want to watch myself go through the pain a second time.
and then i have to write a paper about it.
umm hello i know i did horribly
but now i have to pinpoint all the bad things i did and make it into a paper.
i don't even know how much i have to write.
SPEECH IS TORTURE.
SPEECH.IS.TORTURE.
THE.END.

wow

just wow. lol
so i just watched the new JB youtube video
Jonas Brothers and The King VOTE NOW!!

yeah and it's crazy
they all look hot though.
except the king he's just scary.
like really scary
lol

yeah anyways today i did my speech. it was supposed to be five minutes but apparently i talk really fast. okay actually i know i talk fast so it was only like four minutes and a few seconds. yeah. i was like umm darn.
and i kept leaning forward on the podium and my teacher didn't like that. and i apparently said so alot, you know when people say umm. or uh i said so.
hah
oh well.
lol
at least it's done now i need to figure out what i want to do for my demonstration speech for next thursday.
sigh

well i think that's it.
Now i must get back to rocking out to Demi Lovatoooooooooooooo
!

heyyyyyyyyyyy

so i didn't have to do my speech today cause everyone else took to long!!
okay not really my teacher made us all give constructive criticism to each person after they did their speech. so that took like ten minutes for each person and our teacher talked fpr like twenty minutes in the beginning of class lol.
oh well i guess now i can practice like twenty more times.
and make sure my speech is five minutes!!! !
thank goodness!

alright so i forget if i ever wrote a review for JB's Cd
i guess i should go look hah so if i didn't i'll write a review for that.
yeah i know like a month and a half later.
oh wellhaha
and i will write one for Demi too
and maybe i should do one for Miley while i'm at it...if i haven't...
ahha
k man!

three minutes..

is how long my speech is..yeah it's supposed to be five.
like how the heck am i supposed to add two more minutes. and on top of that i talk really fast when i'm nervous so i almost need like 2 and a half more minutes
gosh
maybe i'll just start talking about the things that we did before and such.
yeah great man just great.
bbbbbbbbbbbuttttttttttttttt
on the other hand
I GOT MY DEMI CD TODAY!
yeah Jonas merch that's how it should be. you get the CD the day before it comes out cause you PRE_ORDERED IT!
yeah.
sigh.
ahha
anyways it's pretty awesome!
and i love it, Demi just rocks
i am so happy for her !
and now i will listen to her Cd for like a month non stop for at least two weeks then the two weeks after that i will just add random songs in lol

ohhhhhhh Gossip Girl now!
laterssssssssssss!
:)

I had a breakthrough!

yeah my writers outline block.
is gone.
kind of.
haha i did the intro !
now i need to practice my speech ten times.
GO ME!

and i really have this weird obsession with the song Tell Me Something I Don't Know.
by Selena
it's not even that great of a song. but i just really like to sing it.
yeah.
tell me something i don't know.

Are you ready for it?

NO i'm really not.
yeah.
right now i am trying to do the outline for my personal experience speech that my teacher said i should practice at least ten times before Tuesday.
And it's like i have writers outline block
sigh.
Like i have no idea what the heck to write.
i mean it should be easy it's a personal experience but i can't decide how to do my introduction.
Like once i get that the rest should flow off my fingertips right onto the paper.
and get this my teacher told us to practice using our laudry basket on top of a table as our podium
yeah.
i was like that's awkward. and i don't really want to do that. but i pry will except i refuse to go downstairs and use a table in fact i will pry just stay in my room and practice by talking to my posters! ahahha
yeah. they are really good listeners. no lie.
yeah. well i think thats it.
now excuse me while i try to come up with my intro
then talk to my posters.
:)

P.S. Demi's CD two DAYS! BABY!
Yeah~

congrats

to my dear friend who just had her baby today. yeah
it's a girl!
she named her Olivia
yup.

anyways. i totallly just got 35 e-mails telling me that someone commented on a picture after me.
gosh Jonas Secrets! lol it always makes me really excited when i see i have a new email then it's like oh brother it's just a notification. you pry can turn it off. but ah well. too bad.

also this weekend i have to make a five minuted speech about a personal experience. and i think i'm going to go with the time my mom left me in the elevator when i was in third grade.
yeah it's a good one lol
yeah so i think that's really about all. today i am just really really tired. so yeah.
k bye

presenting.

so i presented in speech today. it wasn't soo bad. i mean i lived! lol my bag was pretty awesome! although i didn't take a picture of it. darn yo i should have! oh well. lol learned alot about some of my other classmates. considering all the random things we do in class is to lessen our nervousness in front of the class. which i think it is helping. i mean i was a bit nervous, fine a lot, you know me. but when i started talking it lessened a bit and i was like i so can do this. although idk if i talked for the whole five minutes. forgot to time myself you know to make sure i talked long enough. oh well.

and then i went to philisophy i mean i like that class but it's kind of boring at the same time. idk. my teacher just talks for so long and it's like please stop talking and do something else.
and then i present in am lit. and it wasnt' so bad cause we presented with a group. you know. yay for group presentations! lol
anyways i am just watching WOWP. it's pretty funny like always. this one is when she turns the mannequin into a human and tells him he's her new b/f and then he falls in love with her. and oh well you should watch the rest by yourself! dont' want to give to much away! lol
yup
alright that is all for now.