this is me.

Spent basically my entire afternoon working on my Greek translation. it's coming along. of course there are still words that i have no idea how to find out what they are in greek but it's alright since i'm further than i was yesterday. I also worked on my greek homework for monday, figured i'd finish them both sooner rather than later.
my day went like this:
greek class.
make up guitar lesson, GET NEW SONG! New song is This Is Me.! And Mr. Cullen was like How come i've never heard of this lady before. i was like uhh i don't know haha.
but secretly i was like uh pry because she isn't really a lady yet, she's still in that weird transition state from girl to lady.. ahha. and also because disney doesn't really promote her stuff, and also pry because she is in disney lol.
it's going to be pretty sweet. i think i have like 8 songs now that i picked out, he keeps adding new ones because summer is fast approaching and he wants me to have lots of songs to practice lol.
then i went to work. it was exciting. although technically was my "last" day because the work study program has no more money, apparently they run out of funding each year. but i didn't tell my teacher. so i kind of figure i'll just keep volunteering until the end of the month. i mean what else am i going to do, besides rot away in my room watching things on hulu lol.
after work i hit up giant, we really needed toilet paper, and unfortunately it turned out it was my time to buy some.
then i went to lunch, after lunch i sat outside with my friend kristin while she did physics, i worked on my greek. then clayton showed up with shwayze and for some reason he actually sat down with us for like an hour and a half and was talking to us. it was kind of interesting and i didn't really expect it.
then it started to rain a bit, and Kristin left to go home so i went to the library to work more on my greek stuff. then i went to a "get together" with my peer training group to decorate shirts. only six people were there out of like our group of 12ish.
we finished that pretty fast, mostly because the shirts were already tie dyed so we used puff paint to draw the batman signal on the shirt. then we wrote ha ha ha on it because the shirts were yellow and tie dyed with black and sort of turned out this weird mustard yellow color with a tint of green. they are kind of ugly, lol. oh well.
tomorrow we are going to do the backs apparently, and we are also apparently eating dinner together?
i dont know, everyone else is SO excited for our training day on sunday, meanwhile i'm kind of like not caring. i don't know it's pry because i'm stressing out about this greek paper, and because when we had our peer mentor photo like no one talked to me, granted i didn't talk anyone either but still. i'm uncomfortable in situations like that.
granted there was a kid who stared at me when i first walked up the photo day. and now i keep seeing him everywhere, i mean i saw him like last friday near the computers, then when i went to drop off my time card i passed him and everytime i see him he like smiles at me now, and it's kind of weird. i also saw him when i was in the library today, he was giving a tour of the library and i like looked up and he smiled at me and i was like oh my word. i like half smiled and half freaked out and looked right back down to what i was doing.
obviously my shyness is kicking back in. but you know what it's fine.
oh and after working on the shirts with my peer training group we were leaving and walking down the stairs and i was like biting my lip and i looked up and shb was walking up the stairs BITING HIS LIP.
i was like seriously.
i can not get away from him. I'm trying to act like i don't notice him, even when i do, because like i said before it always gets really weird whenever i see him. all my friends stare at him and all the people sitting around him stare over at us. and it's weird and i don't like it.
so i'm going to get over it.
yup. i'm going to do it.
okay i'll just pretend to get over it, and then we will become friends some day.
hahahah.
oh i just remembered when clayton was sitting with Kristin and me, he asked if i have a place to live next year and i said not necessarily and then he offered me a room in the track house.
i was like uh what?
apparently the track house is not technically part of the school, but it's a bunch of people on the track team living together.
so. i guess i always have that option although clayton told me before that it has asbestoes and a hole in the floor from the bathroom to the kitchen...
although what do i know, if worse comes to worse i'll live there. i don't care that much, it's not like i'll spend my time there. although the track house is known for throwing crazy parties...most weekends...
and well i'm not really into the party scene. so i don't know. i keep debating in my head what i should do, but if sam can't get off campus i dont' know what my other options are. and i figure it won't be too bad...hopefully.
it was just surprising that he offered me that.
it's also surprising that i'm considering it but whatever.

anyways now it's raining.
and i'm going to work on my paper.
goodbye.

p.s. i hope my toms shoes come tomorrow!!!!!!!!