We Can't Back Down.

So uh. just watched the music video for We Can't Back Down for CR2 ! pretty excited :) It's going to be awesome, and Demi sounds super good in that music video :)
i'm so excited now. yayyy.
:)
funny thing is last night my cousin texted me, now that he likes Selena, he likes talking to me more, since i like Disney. haha. it's pretty funny. and he told me that Demi is maturing a lot.
he also admitted might not be that bad.
soo i'm proud of him. ahah
He also told me he is seeing Selena again this summer, she's going on tour? or something? but she is having a concert at one of the big week long summer event things in one of the towns really close to mine. and apparently he got row 33. haha.
it's too funny. but it also makes me happy :)
yay family bonding experiences. yeahhh.
anyway. had greek this morning. it was like normal. haha.
then went to work...seriously cut things i laminated for like two hours. my hand hurt so bad afterwards.
then of course i had guitar.
i got another new song.
except the problem is i didn't have it on my ipod soo we looked it up on youtube and it wasn't there.
well there was one song with a similar name by the same person so we used that, and well i just looked at it now and it is def not the same song. hahha. can't wait til next week when i bring in the real song. he'll be like what is this...
oh well.
anyway it's the song Fine by Dana Alexandra which i heard for the first time last week at that surprise random concert i attended.
all i know is its on itunes.
...
anyways went to lunch then sculpture, and in sculpture half of the class is carving/cutting stone, and the other half is working with wax to start our bronze casting.
soo i decided to work with wax first.
i have sort of an idea for my stone carving. but the thing i made out of modeling clay is kind of terrifyingly ugly.haha so i was like wax first? yup.
i'm making a bowl.
and inside/outside of the bowl i'm going to have drawings of flowers, and maybe a good quote. i'm still deciding on that though. since that's a lot to do.
but i'm excited. it's going to be awesome :)
also Chad came into my class today, i was super excited. he was wearing a hat, and i was like YAY CHAD! only on the inside of course, since it would have been awkward if i actually yelled that out loud...
hahah.
so after sculpture, came back to the apartment and did the dishes. since there were alot for some reason.
then dinner.
had to park in the far parking lot. because there was some dumb concert thing.
(well maybe it wasn't dumb, i was just angry that i had to park far away and was almost late to dinner.)
then yoga was cancelled tonight because tomorrow is Scholarship and Creative Arts day and there will be alot of presentations and such. so you can attend like bio ones, religious studies ones. whatever you want i guess.
and well the art show opening is tomorrow. so i go to that to see my wonderful (ugly) sculpture on display. haha. and also stalk all of Chad's stuff that had to have made it in since it is all amazing.
hahah.
also John is presenting tomorrow, i would totally go except it is at 8 in the morning. and normally i sleep in on tuesdays and the fact that there is no class tomorrow at all...well i feel bad but i am totally sleeping.
does that make me a bad friend?
it's just i haven't been sleeping well lately.
it's probably because i've been getting nervous about finals already. which is kind of ridiculous, but i'm also nervous about the papers i have to write. which i'll do fine on.
i'm just a ridiculous person with anxiety that i kind of give myself.
uh anyways so i'm not going to John's presentation :/
and he'll pry come to the art show opening which will make me feel terrible,
blah.
oh well. he's so nice he'll be like oh dont' worry you can just attend next year! which i think i will actually go next year since it's his senior research thing.
ugh. i hate thinking about that.
well just the senior part.
that's so scary.
...
but i like the classes i chose for next semester :)
and i still need to figure out what the heck is happening this summer with the internship..
gotta do it.
scary.

so uh yeah.
well good night