Vogue.

soo today i had earth and space. and i was driving to school to go park and i saw CHAD well more specifically i saw his backpack and his hair...
yes it is sad that i recognize his hair/backpack.
but i got really excited and iw as like "CHAD!"
and my window was down...
BUT luckily he didn't hear me, ahha considering i was still far enough away. but then i parked and i got out of my car and he had just gotten to there to like go to his car and he looked at me. and i was like oh man.
i mean neither of us smiled at each other, but i was still like oo chad .
:)
haha.
now if he would just quit smoking. heck yes.
oh and it was weird because when it was later in the day after i was done theology through film i went to my car and chad's car was parked in the space behind mine...it wasn't there when i parked earlier in the day.
it kind of was weird/awesome!
ahha
and i'm pretty sure i keep seeing his friend who he had lunch with on saturday. it's freaking me out.

but anyways.
earth and space was weird we watched a movie on supervolcanoes and it kind of freaked me out, because it was like if we ever have a super volcano everyone will probably die from all the ash in the sky.
and there is one under yellowstone national park. that's sort of due to erupt.
so it was freaky, but i decided that if it's meant then it's meant.
right?
yeah.
also got my test back. not happy with the result. i mean it's not horribly bad. but i thought i did better. i want like a 100 on the final now though. yup.

went to lunch.
checked my mail. still no toms shoes :(
went to theology through film. watched some presentations
came back to my apartment
played guitar, it was relaxing especially after my mom called me and was like i'm getting rid of this out of your room.
i was like excuse me. no you aren't and she was like yeah i'm making it look nice. and i was like what does it even matter mom.
and she was like you don't even use it. i was like great mom just great rid of everything in my room why dont you.
okay i didn't really say that but i thought it because it felt like that's what she was doing.
(which it's one of those things you can use as a backrest and it's like giant and has arm things, i have no idea what they call those, but i honestly barely ever use it i just don't like my mom invading my space when i'm not there.)
then she was like oh by the way the house is going up for sale tomorrow
and i was liek WHAT THE HECK you weren't even going to tell me/! i live there too you know. and i kind of freaked out and my mom was like i just found out and i was like i dont care IT'S MY HOUSE. and she was like i really don't like calling you becaues you are always in a bad mood and i was like well i dont' like when you call either because you are the BEARER OF BAD NEWS.
and she was like oh yeah. that's true.
blah. so then we hung up and i cried for a bit.
i honestly didn't expect it but i kind of just broke down and cried.
i mean thats the house i grew up in my entire life.
i'm trying to think positive about it, but it's tough to do when school is stressful and finals are coming up in threeish weeks and i have to do that internship over the summer and work. when i just need a break.
sigh.

anyways that was depressing,...
so after that i played guitar, and it was relaxing like i said. it made me feel a lot better.
funny cause i was playing black keys and you know those jonas brothers always make me feel better when i feel like my world is crashing down.
i miss them.

uh anyways then i went to dinner.
we went earlier than normal because at kickboxing we always feel like we are dying.
problem is we got milkshakes after dinner at the blue bean (which is this little cafe thing in our school where you can get milkshakes/coffee/smoothies, cupcakes, pieces of pie. you know things like that) and well it was mint chocolate chip my favorite! then we sat outside for a long time talking
then we went to kickboxing she brought long poles and we worked out with those then did an intense ab workout and my sides hurt and my abs are going to hurt tomorrow.
and John came for the first time, and it was hilarious.
he's much too entertaining.
and he ended up being my partner when we did ab workouts and he kept talking and i was like AHH JOHN I CAN'T RESPOND WHEN I DO THESE. jeez.
haha
but oh well. we had to do leg lifts with our arms like hooked and man he is really muscular.
haha. that's weird to say but he seriously has some biceps, it was intense.
hahahah
anyways then we went to kristin's dorm.
i showered at her dorm.
i dont' really like the showers there.
the one i used sprayed all over and i was like is the shampoo even coming out of my hair?
it was weird.
then it was GLEE TIME!
the show is getting crazy, and i also like when all the members of glee sing. i mean i like rachel she has a good voice but i like hearing kurt and mercedes and puck and even quinn.
you know!
ahha.
also don't really like this jesse st james character (although the guy who plays him is from around the area my school is in!!! what what!)
he seems secretive...
idk.
anyways i need to go to sleep have greek in the morning.
blahh and i think it's supposed to rain. which makes it worse.
sigh.
soo good night!