Cant Back Down.

so life has a funny way of being like stop acting all depressed and do something about it!
so i did.
yesterday i spent a long time coloring :)
it was fun.
i also packed away shoes that i wont' be wearing for the last two weeks of school.
and i did the dishes.
haha.
then i sort of started my theology paper, mostly i just did the header on the first page...haha
then i went to church. at church we had a guest pastor, he has been there before though, but he is still pretty good. although sometimes after he would say something i would get distracted. which really isn't good.
and then at the end we sometimes do a giant group prayer which we did yesterday, and then we hold the hands of the people next to us. well i somehow was next to the guest pastor and John was on the other side of me. and the circle sort of didn't have enough people so i felt like my arms were going to fall off. lol talk about having to use arm strength.
it was interesting holding John's hand. first of all both of them moved around a lot, here we were praying and i felt my arms shaking, and not by me. it was pretty intense. also when i have my eyes closed i sometimes feel like i'm going to fall over, well if i am not in a position where i can hold my ground you know? i always feel like i'm going to fall over when my feet are together. which they were...
haha. anyways i'm just glad andrew didn't hold my hand i pry would have cried
after church we went to dinner
Kristin came with her roommate, who kept telling John to stop talking which i found annoying since John is who he is and he always says crazy things.
also andrew admitted he would never touch my keys or stuff, and i was like good because i pry would punch you in the face and Kristin was like yeah and it would hurt too because of kickboxing. then John was like yeah she punched me in the face and look how i turned out.
i was like oh my gosh John! he is always saying stuff like that, for some reason he thinks he is ugly. which he isn't.
poor guy, has low self esteem.
anyways after dinner Kristin and I went to the library and worked on stuff, then we realized it was thundering
then we went to the jays nest to meet up with Kate and Sam and watched it rain outside.
then John showed up and kept singing Rude Boy, because he likes to remind us all it's a dirty song.
lol. so insane.
well i should get ready for class now. kind of love not having an 8 am class. glad it was cancelled :D
have guitar in an hour and a half. haven't practiced like at all this past week. only practiced like once. he's going to be able to notice... :/
oh well. it's supposed to be nice all week. well minus the rain today, and thunderstorms tomorrow. but it's going to be in the 80's basically all week and one day is supposed to be 90 then for some reason saturday is supposed to be 65? which just seems ridiculous.
hopefully that changes to at least 70. ahha.
okay bye!