drama. is my least favorite thing in the world.

Such a strange day today.
1. Finished my bronze bowl. It looks awesome. I LOVE IT. will take pictures eventually. they won't look good on twitter though. so facebook it will have to be.
2. Finished my rock too, polished it and all, it looks pretty good too.
3. One of my good friends from home texted me and told me how my ex best friend from high school heard i was coming home "for good" as in i was dropping out of school. apparently her mom heard that from my mom? yeah ridiculous. she also said she misses us (as in the me and the two other girls who were in our group that she dropped like we were hot when she got to college...) dont' know if i should believe that. going with i pry won't until she contacts me (which btw she talked to the other two girls and told them she was sorry, never talked to me about it. interesting right)
4. Emotions Dance show. SHB dancing= most hilarious thing of my life. he cannot dance at all. he's like a robot, very stiff. it was hilarious though.
5. My friends drinking. wouldn't have been bad if they were only buzzed. too bad two of them got smashed and i ended up babysitting them. then they took advantage of me, and tried to go to another party at 130 in the morning. and i wasn't having that i basically begged them not to go. but they were like oh we are fine. blah blah blah. and the people we were hanging out with at that time were like no you aren't you are way part your limit go to your dorms and go to bed. but they didn't like that. so i left. i wasn't mad, more like i was disappointed. its like i don't care that they drink, i mean go for it have your fun. but when it comes to the point where you can't think straight or even text things that make sense. then you should stop. but they didnt' want to, they didn't listen to me or two other people. so i left. i didnt' say anything i just left. and my one friend was like Oh she's pissed. in that stupid drunk tone that people get. after i walked past them in the hallway of the apartments on campus. i mean i really wasn't pissed, just sad. i mean i legit thought i was going to cry right then. so instead i power walked to my car, felt like i was hyperventilating. got in my car, and cried. came to my apartment. showered and cried.
they both texted me saying they were sorry.
i just texted them back saying i wasn't mad, i just dont like being taken advantage of, that i hoped they made it back to their rooms and that i would talk to them later. the one who i would consider my best friend on campus called me, but i chose not to answer. instead i was talking to my best friend from home. she helped me calm down. and i feel a lot better about what i did. i mean i babysat them for like three hours. and they were really drunk.
it was too much drama for me to handle tonight. i feel like just doing finals stuff all weekend and just not seeing anyone but i know that will make it worse. but i just might do that. i dont' know we'll see. all iknow is it's 3 in the morning and i was up since 7 yesterday morning. going to bed.