life

so i decided that my ear might have earwax build up? which sounds gross, but it could also be impacted in there or something. because my ear being clogged def happened after i cleaned my ear.
so i think I'm going to go to walmart tomorrow and buy something that you can clean your ear out with. should be fun.
although i have work at 11. so i haven't decided if i should go before or after work. it might be better before because then i could actually hear...
soo that will be great. to be able to hear again!

lets see today i randomly walked around my yard and took pictures of things that i like. mostly in my backyard though. since i put on a bathing suit top and was soaking up my vitamin d.
it would be awkward to do that in the front yard since sometimes people drive by. and well i almost know everyone who always drives down my road...
oh well.
i also started packing some things up. not that much. i packed like my tour books away and one of my several scrapbooks.
woo.
my mom was on a kick today of getting rid of games we no longer play. it's kind of painful since i have memories with some of those games.
although she was getting rid of some and she was like how about this one? and i was like i don't' care you never let us play it anyway. and she was like oh well maybe i didn't want you to choke on the small pieces when you were younger... then another one she was like oh well it takes a lot of clean up.
i was like oh whatever.
it's pretty interesting since we have a pile of stuff in the garage for salvation army.
and i basically didn't know we had half of that stuff that's out there.
very interesting.
and my mom is getting rid of a lot of stuff.
it's like spring cleaning times a thousand.
I'm afraid of what she will do next month when it's crunch time.
i dont' want her coming near my room. i feel like she'll go crazy and throw everything out...
so scary.
until then I'll slowly pack things up, and get rid of things i think need to be gone.
that's all i can do.

anyways i went to senior high youth group tonight for my internship.
more observing.
there were like ten people around my age there they were "youth leaders" i was kind of shocked. i mean there were like twenty kids from high school there. it was a lot of people. then the pastor who is supervising me pointed me out to everyone and told everyone to come say hi to me afterwards
so i was talking to this girl who is a music therapist and she graduated from my college!! which i thought was cool. although she graduated in 2008 so i never would have met her since i transferred this year and all, but it was still cool. anyways i was talking to her and one of the youth leaders basically gathered everyone up and made them all say 'HI SAM, I'M ...." and they all yelled their name. i was like oh my word.
so i have no idea who anyone is since they all yelled their name at me. but i guess technically i met everyone...haha
then they went and attacked the other new guy.
so i was glad i wasn't the only one.
and my supervisor even admitted he was out to embarrass me and brad (the other dude) today. i was like oh great. he's just like my mom. no wonder they are friends.
ha.
oh well. it was cool. i enjoyed youth group. it's too bad i didn't go when i was in high school. i think i would have liked it.
the thing is i recall it being a popularity thing when i was in high school, and i preferred to not get involved in that.
oh well.
well work at 11 tomorrow :)
yay!
good night!