TGIS is not for me.

so i've decided i don't like this TGIS stuff. it's annoying.
first of all, it might be better if my friends were here, but since EVERYONE went home for the weekend, except my guy friends, it's really boring.
I mean i spent like five hours in the library today.
which is really sad, since it's a saturday and it was really nice out.
i also had to eat lunch by myself, which is always kind of weird, since people look at you weird... and it's like listen here people i have friends...they just aren't here.
blah.
then i had to eat dinner by myself, but in the jays nest since the marketplace was closed, and they were doing some weird thing outside like an outdoor picnic thing?
idk i got a ticket, after i had lunch, and the lady who swipes our cards in like yelled at me, she was like "you are so lucky we decided to do this, i begged them to do this for you. it's because i love you kids!" (it's because they were selling them during the week, and i said no to it everyday because i kind of figured i wouldn't go to it anyways, but then since i was like well maybe i'll go with John so i decided to get one)
and i was like alright woman. you can stop yelling at me, then ending in a way that is like oh but don't worry i like you. kind of thing. i'm pretty sure she hates me.
and i think it because my friends swiped me in all the time last semester...so whatever. she can get over it.
anyways so i ate in the jays nest and had a quesadilla, which after eating i thought i was going to throw up. i mean i love the quesadillas but there is seriously too much cheese in them. again i love cheese, but it's like overflowing out of it, and after eating it you feel like you are going to die. and on top of that i drank an entire bottle of water so you know that pry didn't help.
sigh.
i kind of just want this weekend to be over.
i mean i dont' because i want to start my greek final that way i dont 'have to do it all at one time, which i sort of started it today, but not really since i was annoyed by the fact he didnt' put the words in the chart and you cant copy and paste the words into the chart.
sigh.
also tgis is weird. plus without my friends here i dont really know what to do. i mean it's not bad since tonight i just hung out in my room...in the dark...and watched Speed Racer and it was awesome. but i sort of feel like i was missing out on the things going on on campus, because John and Steve for sure weren't about to invite me to do whatever they are doing. which i'm pretty sure at this moment they are attending the "Jersey Shore Dance" my school is holding. which if my friends were here we would attend to make fun of people. also i'm pretty sure John and Steve had something to drink before they went, and well since i don't drink it's awkward.
especially like last night when Steve was like you can try some! (of this drink he gets it's called ice 101, but they say the 101 looks like lol so they call it icelol. and i was like uh.. and John was like NOOOOO. and steve was like oh you have to drive and i was like um yeah. and John was like yes she does i'm being a good influence!
i was like wow i have no idea what just happened.
lol. but it pry is because at dinner John was like you can try some of my beer if you want, and i was like uhh the thing is i dont drink at this point. at least not until i'm 21. it's just a personal thing. and he was like oh well that's you cool you don't have to, and i was like i know i don't have to.
oh well.
blah. this weekend just feels lame.
another problem is when this weekend is over...next weekend will be the weekend before finals and i'll need to study a lot for earth and space.
:/ which reminds me i need to print out the study guide for that class going to have to do that tomorrow.
eh whatever.
so i don't know it's really hot in my room right now, but i'm tired so i might go to bed.
good night!