i'm right? you're wrong?

So i know it's been um two weeks since i wrote in here.
It just so happens that i thought about how i needed to post then got sidetracked by other things.
thus is life.
currently i am two hundred words away from being done an essay, but i can't seem to finish it. it's like i have writers block. i am writing the paper about the book "Sinners: Jesus and HIs Earliest Followers" it was actually really interesting, but i just felt like i didn't ahve time to read it within the time period i needed to, so i basically just read the last 100 pages in the last few days and have already forgotten what i started reading when i got the book like two weeks ago. uh yeah. i've been busy. :/
also i'm going to have to do a book "report" presentation on the book next week and my teacher suddenly decided we have to dress up for it because someone suggested that we do. UM FAIL GIRL FAIL.
I mean i get that it's professional to do that or whatever, but it's the day before fall break when i have to present and i don't WANT to.
hmmphh.
sigh.
anyways i started work this week. i get to work 8 hours a week instead of 5 this year! i'm stoked. although it's dumb because we started work this week but can't work next week because of fall break. lamest thing ever.
but at least i'm going to start having a pay check again.
really need to save EVERYTHING.
like i legit can't do shopping. which i'm super upset over...but only because i REALLY want new music.
such as selena's cd (which i know already came out...haven't heard any songs except round and round and a year without rain) and well i just really like being to get new music, and i'm sad that i can't.
also.
um i'm super NOT pumped about Joe dating Ashley Greene.
idk. i just dont like them together. and it seems dumb but it really upsets me that he isn't wearing his purity ring anymore. that's one of the major reasons i loved them. it just made me happy that a band that got so popular was willing to show that they had no problems wearing their purity rings. even withstanding getting made fun of by weird guys who suddenly become famous like Russell Brand.
I mean i'm not going to stop listening to their music, their music has helped me so much that it would be ridiculous to stop. but i'm just confused. and concerned.
i want them to make the best choices they can for their lives.
which again probably seems ridiculous since i dont know them. but i feel like i do. i mean it's been over three years that i've been a fan. (which absurdly sounds like a small amount of time considering how much i've invested in seeing them in concert. maybe it's more than that...)
anyways. i want them to be happy. but i guess i kind of dont' want them to change from who they have been. and i dont know if that makes sense because it's late and i'm still not writing my paper... blah.
but really i just want them to be the guys i fell in "love" with.
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sigh.
okay well i need to write this paper. it needs to get done.
BLAH. it's taking forever.
plus i'm going home tomorrow/which is now today.
even though fall break is next week. that's what happens when you promise people that you will come home for their birthday and someone else that you will see them cheer.

i'm out.